Critic
A critic is a ātickā that bites itself when I criticize the magnifying glass turns on me what I see in others appears in different hues in myself I would like to pretend ā itās differentā it may be somewhatā¦..but only slightly – allā¦ā¦ not someā¦ā¦ all criticism of others…
Read MoreI heard you cryingā¦.
I heard you crying thoā you didnāt make a sound because I have come to know you we travel common ground Obviously you felt the need to hide it and that is something not up to me Ā But I thought it appropriate to remind you When I sense you are…
Read MoreProphets of doom ā¦ā¦.
ā the world going to endā¦ā¦ itās going to be soonā thatās okay Iāll move to the moonā¦.. they tell me that could happen soon Either way I canāt live in gloom away from me you ā prophets of doomā – I donāt have time for ācould or mightā last…
Read MoreAcquittalā¦..
All Rise. The Judge in me wants to sentence you because you refuse to do what I want you to do – I have placed you on probation for the last time You have heard my requirements and I have imposed the fines Ā but I know youāll be back just…
Read MoreThe dilemmaā¦ā¦ Understanding versus Acceptance
My Ego and my mind want answers I cannot find – these roads Iāve traveled before my mind keeps wanting to explore caves that lead nowhere and paths that have no end – I know acceptance will eventually win the mental fatigue has me lying on the floor Perhaps acceptance…
Read MoreMy Golden Dome
My āGolden Domeā sets on a throne and saves me from the āincomingā drones that life throwsā¦ā¦..diverted in droves but this world š keeps trying – to have me live in āfearā and walk around scared but I have a defensive weapon I rejoice and sing š¶ for the protection…
Read MoreWhat would my Father sayā¦.for JBO Sr.
(My Father passed away many years ago but we remain in contactā¦.He was a complicated person that was never really at peace. He was challenged by my defianceā¦. But I probably retained more than he thoughtā¦.. I miss you Dad ) What would my Father say to the changes Iāve…
Read MoreReality of being human ā¦ā¦ā¦
nothing will drain you faster then trying to accomplish the impossible there are such things impossible to be totally present at all times impossible go for itā¦ā¦ work on itā¦ā¦..pray for it but realize you will wander off the path or would you prefer the approach of all or nothing…
Read MoreAnchor Lostā¦ā¦the Neighborhood Store
In the āProgress of Eliminationā the neighborhood store was unfortunately deemed āold fashion and out dated. The āAnchor of the Neighborhoodā Ā was gone The Social Connectionā¦ā¦ the meeting placeā¦.. the interaction between neighbors crossing paths as they picked up items they forgot at the grocery store run was gone and…
Read MoreEmotionally Cleansedā¦ā¦
When the apple š you just ate wasnāt compared to the other thousand you have eatenā¦ā¦.. the rain āļø on you face glitters like diamonds and it is a welcome refreshment the child kicking the ball ā½ļø has captured you and you study his demeanorā¦.. his dexterity and his focus…
Read MorePlowing the fieldā¦.. of your mind
I could associate with the benefits of calm reflection but my attempts at achieving that pointed me in the wrong direction so in my search for enlightenment āBrother Lawrenceā crossed my path A monk who lived many years ago who also struggled with the task a chore that was assigned…
Read MoreA Convenient Godā¦ā¦
Different countries different people different languages different churches āŖļø But You are never hard to findā¦.. because you never leave – Our agreement is simple I can go anywhere my heart desires as long as You go before me and I offer the love and respect and kindness You show…
Read MoreWe runā¦.. canāt be that simpleā¦
The ā secretā to happiness and contentment is no secret itās so simpleā¦ā¦ we just wonāt accept it appreciate where you are and accept thatās where you are supposed be be stop š yourself from the trap of ā longingā it is your egoās way of creating mental turmoil there…
Read MoreMuddying the waterā¦..
The only connection today has with yesterdayā¦.. I lived itā¦.. thatās it when I WASH my laundry in water mingled with yesterdays waterā¦ā¦ it never comes clean yesterday/ aka The Past is an entity unto itself and shouldnāt be in a coffin ā°ļø but corralled and not free to roam…
Read MorePrayerā¦.. napkin for my soul
I wipe my soul with the ā napkin of prayerā to clean up a mess Iāve made I would hope the day would come when such action wouldnāt be a necessity but I must admit I easily slip and my mouth š can stir a quick storm but the tempest…
Read MoreBeggars at Gods Tableā¦ā¦
A child approaches for coins šŖ his disposition I do not know We fumble through a change purse and offer what was found snatching the money from my hand he hurries off to a local street vendor to negotiate a transaction – initially his situation seems alien to me But…
Read MoreUnsettled versus Divine Discontent
When I languish over things I cannot control the struggle and stress take their toll – but there are also times that overcome me when Iām not striving to be the best person I can be – the difference that separates the two The first I cannot change and I…
Read MoreInvitationā¦ā¦
The position that good prose ā¦ā¦or if you wish poetry opens new thoughts and new avenues is correct – however it is also deemed worthy of entertainingā¦..in my opinionā¦.if it has the power to have one consider dismissing and closing doors that lead nowhere – the eternal vagabond š¦šš¼š±š·šµššš¼š¦
Read MoreAcceptance and Maturityā¦ā¦ hand in hand ā
Itās challenging to discover and/ or uncover things about others that are against your own personal beliefs and still treat them with respect and dignity – if we are determined to rid ourselves of others that donāt follow our personal opinions we miss and opportunity to learn how others thinkā¦..…
Read MoreThe Game Planā¦ā¦.
Over the hillsā¦.. through the woods to a world I did not know so I am waiting for a plan I am not yet privy to know – I find my peace by referring back to the uncharted paths Iāve strode God was always there when I was lost and…
Read MorePursuing Happinessā¦.
Iām leaving the Immigration Office in Tacloban (a gathering of old manā¦. Ā Unwanted in their homelandā¦. Here to find love ā¦. Or pretend love⦠where resources are exchanged for companionship and loyaltyā¦. Just reality) I had to apply for an extension on my visa leaving I am enthralled by a…
Read MoreThe Get-a-wayā¦..
You cannot nor will not appreciate nor comprehend people, places and things Until you or they are not in your presence – we lull ourselves into believing we are present we are attentiveā¦ā¦ we are giving our full presence but rarely does that happen – the distraction of modern day…
Read MoreSometimes you are the only one in the boat š„ļø
Be prepared to go it alone if you leave family if you leave your home – the reasons and motivations are as many as the stars there is safety and security and comfort in familiar surroundings there are also restrictions and confinements to those conditions – it is not easy…
Read MoreFall in lineā¦..
Conductor: Thatās right just fall in lineā¦. Fall in line Everything will be just fine Move up slowly and fall in line – Excuse meā¦. You must have not heard me Please fall in line and everything will be fine – Vagabond Iām sorry but there are some things I…
Read MoreDetourā¦.
I admit I was remiss to consider what would be required before my trip so what ensued was a bump in the road and a kick in my butt and a few coins out the window ā¦.may someone in need gather them but being resilient from lessons in my past…
Read MoreConstantly Renewingā¦
My faith tells me God is in charge and He has me exactly where Iām supposed to be – so my first thought this is harder then I thought it would be ( most things areā¦. arenāt they) – then reflectingā¦ā¦.anything worthwhile requires effort the bigger the reward or benefitā¦..…
Read MoreWhen I listen to what I saidā¦..an apology
Humbling to admitā¦.how long I have lived this way When I am afraidā¦ā¦ someone has to pay they may not have been involved or see my wrath coming their way but when Iām afraid someone has to pay š° – so you would like to pat yourself on the back…
Read MoreBetter have a finger on it ā¦..
Free and easy okay but life gets breezy so before the winds of life take it away better have a finger on it live and let live take and give share what you can ā¦. but people can be greedy better have a finger on it Life is meant to…
Read MoreNot without You ā¦.
So Iām asking for your blessing should have asked for it before but You know what Your Doing Meā¦. I need to be sure I Canāt see the future and I donāt know what in store but if the path Iām treading isnāt the one you want me on show…
Read MoreCapture Todayā¦ā¦..Wisdom ā¦.ttucro proverbs
Get up seize today before it gets away discover What it was trying to hide š¦ Wisdom Wisdom doesnāt fall like an apple š from a š³ tree One must climb the tree š¦
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