Gardener of your mind…..

You choose what to plant What you intend to grow choose you crops wisely they will determine how you mentally grow – tend your garden constantly weeds will begin to show when they do pull them if you want your mind to grow – people plant many things and respect…

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It is possible…….manifesting

I have drawn a certain shaped house for over 50 years continually coming back to a simple cubicle structure it has never left me I am enchanted with squares….. circles and triangles they seem to be engraved in my soul several years ago I stayed in an abode and felt…

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The Essential Message…… never changes

Time passes things change people change we change   nothing remains the same but the essential message…. the core is always the same the constant you can count on : LIFE…….IS………..WHAT…….. YOU………MAKE IT šŸ¦šŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸ¦ O

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I piss me off….

I piss me off at first I thought it was you but I have to receive and accept the things you say and do – but if I reject them they return to you an unspoken word sounds clear from me to you – whole different game when there is…

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Fade Away

Give your care away to another day They will fade away they will fade away šŸŽˆšŸŽˆšŸŽˆ

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Hypocrite…..

Ohhhhh man….. what a humbling event when you realize and admit you are a hypocrite underneath the obvious overt acts of kindness I do there’s a part I keep hidden from you – so realizing there is a certain convenience associated with my giving…. It tarnishes those jaded offerings if…

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Overwhelmed…..

Occasionally I find myself at the point of no return I could sink or I could burn šŸ”„ but thank God I have learned to stop šŸ›‘ thinking and sit down – so an unwanted visitor arrives in the form of situation or disruption and I am off balance and…

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Not to God….

I am a mystery to me But not to God who watches over me – I am not blind but often I cannot see the hazards in front of me – when I think I understand when I’m sure I comprehend I find myself in sinking sand – I get…

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Taste buds…..

Giving thanks for what has been given to me seems appropriate for the food I am about to receive that’s what my experience has shown to me why don’t you try for yourself and see ā€Everything goes better….. with Godā€ šŸ„­šŸŒ“šŸ¦šŸ‡±šŸ‡·šŸ‡µšŸ‡­šŸ¦šŸŒ“šŸ„­

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The Environment You Grew Up In….

I’m split on how much our environmental changes externally are produced from the pollution of humanity….. and how much is natural for now I’ll settle for 50/50 – however there is no conflict on how our environment in the homes we were raised in has affected each of us The…

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Just be the best you…..

I’m not you you’re not me there were times I didn’t want to be me but hoping to be someone else never changed a thing so since I was stuck with me I made a commitment to be the best ā€œmeā€ l could be so I’m not you you’re not…

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Just to be sure…..

Sometimes it’s not easy to say exactly how we feel I’m not sure why that is …..but nevertheless God is keeping score so if you want to leave no doubt that they mean so much to you…. Better to tell them while you are here….. up there reception isn’t always…

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Process…#7.3489

Imagine going through life and never admitting you were wrong….. I suppose there are those who have done that…..makes me uncomfortable just to entertain the thought How could you grow and learn if you can’t admit you never make mistakes or that you don’t know or understand there is an…

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It’s just life …..be happy….. for Jim E.

I saw a man walking šŸš¶ā€ā™‚ļø in the rain ….. a vigorous downpour and storm I stop and offered him a ride he lives in my neighborhood he climbed in an offered his hand and thanked me for the ride he said …. ā€œ my name is Ted and I…

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Acceptance of Self

You can’t be them they can’t be you sounds elementary but large portions of our lives are spent hoping to emulate others while ignoring the beautiful novelty of ourselves we are individually… unique one of a kind being in the herd provides safety but it can make us blind so…

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This One’s on Me…..

Little 🐦 bird……I’ll sing this sing We all need help at times….to carry on – it is my pleasure to give this song to you for all the times you pulled me through – this one’s on me šŸ¦

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Winter Lamb….. ā€œblack sheep clubā€

I am a ā€œWinter Lambā€ not a favorite of my fold I never felt welcome….. always in the cold Grateful there were a few others and we grew to depend on watching out for each other especially in the pen We didn’t quite look like the others and we were…

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Almost….. starting over…..

One can never actually…..ā€ start overā€ā€¦.. totally erase the past and crawl back into the womb ( unless of course you were hatched…… and you ….. takes some wipes…. Won’t you) – You can however at anytime…… discard what doesn’t work for you with what does – Happy almost….. starting…

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Savor….what?

I’m a middle class product…. Few frills… pretty basic fare We mixed powdered milk with whole milk to make it go further Fishsticks were standard fare….bulk cereal and copious amounts of oatmeal… we called it ā€œpoorageā€ ā€Banquetā€ dinner entrees and ā€œMarie Callendarsā€were frequent guests at Sunday dinners. I have 2…

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One piece is always missing….

The puzzle with a million pieces Life….. always has one piece missing …. as a prerequisite or we wouldn’t have anything to do – when we get to the point we are making our own decisions….. can be overwhelming so many stages in the process Ā Befuddled Resistance Consequences Action Reactions…

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Welcome to the ā€œBallet of Life ā€œ

When you come out of the womb You have just joined the ā€œBallet of Life ā€œ like it or not …..no audition required the first pair of shoes will kill your toes get use to it wait till life demands a pirouette you have no choice and you will get…

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Boomerang…… šŸŖƒā€¦. ( the tick bit you)

I am sorry you are angry but your attitude doesn’t work for me if you had the best intentions…. You could’ve talked to me but at the bottom of your volcano šŸŒ‹ what fuels it isn’t me….. perhaps a closer look will help you discover what’s bothering you…. because it…

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You give it away….. no room to complain

If the pressure from family and friends confines you to a life that keeps you in a pen You give up and you get in you have no right to complain when your soul is yearning for learning and discovery and others are tethered to a life that keeps them…

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You are wearing my past…..Conformation

I recognize that face….. it takes me to a place I no longer go I have spoken those words…… now they sound so absurd that I would demand that someone cease what they are doing what time has imparted to me is that ā€œangerā€ cannot see ,……it stifles clear vision…

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Savings …..

Best way to keep it …… give it away it will come back in a thousand ways it isn’t worth having if it’s not worth giving away strange paradox but it just works that way throw the things you love into the flow and the currents of life will bring…

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Possessed……

I’ll admit I am possessed with passion for art and writing I never take time to practice It takes me they never ask …. ā€œ is this a convenient time or may we interruptā€ it’s more of a feeling like getting to the bathroom 🚽 on time when a case…

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Compared to what……

I was sitting on a park bench somewhere no intentions no agenda being vagrant walked by asked me for a light said I didn’t have one he said that’s okay I don’t have anything to smoke …. He laughed….. if you had said yes my next move was to bum…

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Write āœļø Your Script……..

We are all actors…… yes we areĀ  if you don’t like the way the play is going……either someone else is writing āœļø it or you need a rewrite I can’t think of anything worse then dying….. knowing that you lived someone else’s life……. Ā Not yours messy …. Crass….. self indulgent………

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The most expensive purchase…..

The most expensive purchase isn’t a car….a home…..a business……it’s your personal freedom. People feel uncomfortable when you live life to the fullest….. it makes them think of how they settled for less under the auspices of ā€œsacrificeā€ for others….when in fact they couldn’t take the criticism and judgement of stepping…

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The Freedom……. From Opinion

To be able to receive and entertain experience for face value…. without imposing opinion what an avenue of learning previously unknown to keep what is of interest and relevance and releasing the rest without a label ……. If it was not germane or applicable ……. But need not be dismissed…

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