Everything……Everywhere you

God is… everything                                                      everywhere the breeze.                                    …

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No there….. but getting closer

Some verbiage I am working on deleting from my limited vocabulary is the phrase..” I didn’t mean it” well……… why did you say it emotions out of control lack of consideration taking things personally that will work for starters embarrassing to admit that you weren’t thinking or you didn’t need…

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Writers Block……..

Gods way of saying… shut up so I sit down and clear my mind and wait to be lead….wait to be fed – it is a good thing that He makes me stop to replay the tapes I have forgot and when I reflect about my past I am very…

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Does sadness make you happy?

No sadness doesn’t make anyone happy…… so why stay there…… you have the 🔑 to that prison and it is called “ acceptance “ if you can’t change it ….. accept it….. didn’t say like it I believe everything is meant for our ultimate good we cannot see the future………

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No other way….for me

I have to believe….. that everything that happens to me….. is meant for my good it doesn’t always look right….. doesn’t feel right and I don’t understand….. and there is where I have a choice to obsess or walk in faith the results have amazed me in that I would…

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It scares me…. 4 Marcy Pa.

It scares me…. because I see so many things that remind me of myself….., it scares me because I care about you……. it scares me because you’ve been down this road before and took an exit… like I did to oblivion and confusion…. you seem to be more grounded but…

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I see ‘em …. 4 Julia Super Nurse ….Norfolk Va.

Hard to keep them from showing…. I know you do the best you can do ….. You’re not trying to act special… sorry but that’s just you….. and your wings get exited when someone reaches out to you because a caring soul is easy to spot you wear your heart…

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It just takes time…..

Falling in love….. is like jumping out of a plane…..as soon as the parachute 🪂 opens and you feel the ground…… you are off ……..falling gets old after awhile…… you have to land sometime the impact begins to take its toll incremental steps laced with long episodes of communication about…

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Birds of a feather 🪶…. 4 Meagan..PF

So such a pleasure to encounter a face that looks for reasons to life embrace to share a smile and a kind word or two….. exactly what people are supposed to do but many have forgotten the joy of just “being” and what a gift it is … to touch…

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Watching matches burn …

Sitting on Crescent Beach outside of Portland Maine watching the waves kiss the sand and happen to notice a book of matches lost in the comings and goings of visitors I reach for them and find myself thinking of burning those past memories that keep me from moving forward in…

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Grateful to have …. that.. for Tink

I could fret ….. but that would disrespect the interaction that we shared imagine maturity joining me and appreciating it for what it was…..kindness and common interest shared the desire for more would have polluted a delightful exchange of two souls curious about the other more than enough ….  Grateful…

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You make me smile…. 4 tink

Individualistic will your own style graceful and engaging there are circumstances that should govern our actions….  I respect you that way I appreciate the way we were able to share affection and interest in the purest manner… friendship When you feel a bit lighter and happier in the presence of…

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Relinquishing control….

God: “ I’ve asked you before to let me steer but you think you know how to get outta here…. You’re getting closer to the rocks ….., are you able to hear… go check the front sail and let me steer” ” You I’m not trying to run your ship…

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Missing Heart …. For shanport

Well I have this heart…… it’s working fine the problem is…. It isn’t mine it does what it wants must think I’m blind so someone has my heart … this one isn’t mine – so whoever has it be gentle and kind it’s been through a lot and perhaps it…

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Get out of the way…..123…..4shandav

“Get out of the way “ the angels scream “ set your agenda aside….” It’s not the time…..it may or might not ever be….. not for you to decide….. you think you have good intentions but for now you are just adding another rock on the pile……there’s already enough to…

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Like it’s supposed to…. 4 shadav

It will go down as it’s supposed to….. I have to trust in that take it out of hands and back to where it belongs under the direction and care of Our Father up above if it’s hard but ordained….. I can deal with that just more time to concentrate…

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4th of July,,,, Portland Me…-Something is missing

Beautiful night in a beautiful troubled city Rushed through a workout which I made myself do to race to the Eastern Promenade to witness the fireworks Beautiful night…..cool evening….wonderful break from the sweltering heat of the past few days – what was missing was you when it comes to matters…

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Gratitude….. nothing to do with getting what you want

Yes it would be nice if it happens that way but if it doesn’t what would I say? – I would say…..thanks for your smile and the kiss in the air …. I felt mine ….. I hope you felt yours – I would think…. Man that was something when…

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I can’t even begin to explain……4shadav

What a memorable Monday Monday can be a sampling of what the rest of the week will entail……. but not “ earth quake Monday”…. Not spin my world 🌎 and head Monday……nope that just opened up a new Grand Canyon……that we have task of building a bridge across…. Say if…

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I will meet you on the path…..4 shadav

My star ⭐️ is shining bright , but I want to share that light ……with you seems natural to me that the light in me sees the light in you ….. and our past mistakes cannot hinder that light because those misdeeds are forgiven this is a new day….. a…

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Choices…., 4 shandav. Portland

Okay God…… it’s up to you …..we have choices to make and they are challenging at best can love grow apart ….. without being a fantasy? we can only go by what we know from limited knowledge of each other what do we know? We are attracted to each other…

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I will remember…4.s…n…..Portland

I will remember this day when I crossed the line….,knowing it wasn’t going to be easy but my heart didn’t ask me and my mind decided it was no use trying to reason with my heart we exchanged air kisses before you left and I knew the best case scenario…

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What the heck happened…..love?

The amazing thing about life it has a script that we aren’t privy too We live with the illusion that we do…., makes us feel certain and secure with uncertainty the light and dark in our lives makes us wish for a more comfortable blend of….. but we aren’t mixing…

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Just don’t know when….for shandav

Hold on to your dreams…. You have them for a reason far fetched as they may seem  because I have seen it happen….. they have happened to me forget about a time frame …. I can’t tell you when or how but your maker knows your longings…. Knows your desires…

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Shannon ….. go ahead and dream

This place doesn’t look like a place where two people could open their hearts to each other but it was…. I rattled you….. and you did the same for me I will stay on my course ….. I’m praying you will stay on yours My journey has made it obvious…

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Just One Choice…..

Everyone needs something..   someone ….. they can always count on….. only one choice GOD 🦍 almost david

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On the Record….. 4xxhilfow

I know it won’t matter to you … whoever you are but I thought it proper to at least go on record since you gave me the opportunity to tell you how you actions impacted an old fool like me…. you see it is no secret that we are born…

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The Possibility of Change

This The possibility of change can be a frightening thing we’ve been holding on for so long but our hands have grown tired and our hearts are inspired…. this has gone on to long Rejection of self is a hard place to start and pretty much guarantees the end results…

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Paragraph

So it is…… when this battle is over…. Struggle between right and wrong….. my life will be recalled in a paragraph. It is an attempt to capture the essence of what my life was and my motivation. Working with character defects instead of fighting them ….,and a desire to help…

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Pilgrims Prayer….. for Hillary F.

Lord……I’m marching to Zion but it gets lonely along the way I know …. I know You are with me but it’s not the same I know You won’t get mad… You made me this way so I’m a bit anxious about the woman You placed in my path.. –…

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