I think about you…. For the Filipino Princess

When I am driving…… I think about you When I am resting…. I think about you When I am walking l talk to you l’m always thinking about you We have people that touch our lives and we have a few that invade our lives as welcome occupants You are…

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The Final Analysis

The final analysis reveals that I am neither skilled enough nor knowledgeable enough to access the thoughts nor actions of others it is imperative that I not only remember that but to also exercise the acceptance and patience that must accompany that revelation People just do ….and people just say…

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Not qualified…..

Not qualified to determine your trajectory as being wrong or right not qualified to judge your actions not qualified to derive at the fate of people places or things not apprised of your circumstances nor issues no little to nothing about your thoughts or beliefs – therefore it is neither…

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A New World 🌎

A new world is forming…… beginning to take shape it began when our paths crossed… it wasn’t a mistake This new world is better than the one we lived in before God arranged this one so we could have more More love and understanding…. More love in our hearts 💕…

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With and without

I’ve tried both ways a life with faith and a life without tho’ skeptical at first with the slightest measure of hope i gave it a try what has happened in the interim? an unshakable belief in a God that has my front and back my life hasn’t changed much…

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Even Socrates

So you’re schooled… and educated Hope it taught you like it did me how little we know – the point of knowledge should be advancement of our abilities to interact  and communicate often that gets lost….. we end up with smart people that don’t understand how to work constructively with…

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Dirty Underwear

No one else may know it but you do and it just doesn’t feel right there were other options but you were lazy and said not that big a deal And the rest of the day just didn’t seem comfortable…. Like walking on splinters take the time and effort to…

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No other way…..

For me there is no other way to live and begin each day Without giving thanks and praise to the God that walks and talks with me along the way Demanding nothing but offering suggestions that enhance and improve my journey through the many alleys of this world it is…

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Abundance

A simple plan to walk in this land share what has been given  No blessing  that we receive was meant for just for us the abundance must flow like a river of love and that stream will only dry up if we damn it with selfishness Give and your stomach…

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Travelers to the grave…

We all…. Are travelers to the grave just a reality what matters is what you do along the way we all will hurt…. We all will heal We will take and we will give we will make mistakes and we will pay for them but in the end what we…

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Imagined sanctuary….Roscoe Illinois

Passing through….. I noticed a well conceived and constructed Shelter…. For children or a child waiting to be picked up by their school bus 🚌 I imagined looking through the surrounding windows at the countryside and the passing cars   many of the travelers would honk and wave to be…

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Dirty shoes….👞

God may my path always leave me with dirty shoes That my feet and heart takes me places where people are downtrodden and hopeless That I may offer a hand and ear and smile that will help them maneuver through the trails of life that my presence infused with Your…

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Have I got news for you…..

I got news for you : I won’t repeat the things that have happened to you Old enough to understand and realize that if it isn’t good for you it wouldn’t be good for me either I have good news for you…… I want all of you…… Ang that is…

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As best we can……

I’m about as good at small talk as carrying on a conversation with a pull string doll just not my thing ….. but it’s the best we can do for now conversation flows through touching……caressing and watching body language l apologize for not being more loquacious and talkative……I see your…

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How do you know…….

I find it hard to believe that I would ever be totally convinced only knowing some things about someone and having only interacted via the limited amount of time spent in broken communication via the internet transmitting distorted images and garbled messages so what is the motivation and inner prodding…

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The Broken…. Are best suited to help the broken

Hard experiences lose their sting when those experiences allow one to empathize with others struggling with similar situations we lose the feeling of wasted time transformed into an “ honors class” of wisdom gleaned from the threshing of bad decisions and the ill logic thinking behind them broken people are…

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On second thought….

Yes I’m attracted to you physically and mentally and yes the notion that I can make a difference in you and your families lives appeals to me the blessed are expected to bless – But in reality I’m questioning who can help who more.. you are always positive you are…

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Farsighted….

It’s always easier to see needs that are in front of me then those that are by my side the grandest plans seem logical to me as I overlook the man on his knees in front of me  because I find easier to be kind to those that merely cross…

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I will….. come for you

I will God Willing…… come for you ….. I will come for you….  Because I cannot fathom the thought of not seeing your face to see your smile…… to touch your hair and hold your hand I struggle to maintain a focus on the tasks before me….. because my mind…

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Family

My family has changed several times over the years with some regret and some appreciation – the connection between others is the cord that unites and binds a group together as a family – love …. Patience…. Understanding are the key components of those bonds I may not know you..…

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Just enough…..

Lord help me just enough to accomplish worthy goals Don’t make it too easy or I will think I have succeeded by my own efforts Clear my mind of self serving projects that my motivation may be a blessing to others as well Remind me that self centeredness ends in…

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Tethered

The chaos in my soul once had me under its control but I returned to my rock and now it’s plain to see I am tethered to a Power Greater than me and I am free to do as I please but constrain myself because you see My God knows…

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I am realizing a dream……jmb

I had this dream….it seemed like a simple thing….. to have a trusted partner…. To share my life – but it was revealed to me…that I couldn’t receive such a gift if I wasn’t prepared to use it wisely – Facing what I am… and what I’m not is the…

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How to make an average man handsome….

Appearance physically of course is initially about features…. Statue……demeanor but it also is about warmth or lack of it and aura and vibration the less attractive from a feature perspective can morph into and interestingly different person who exhibits charisma and charm… not static or rehearsed ….  Rather flowing and…

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Suicide…. By lifestyle

Oh no that’s not me….. pass another biscuit please yes that piece of pie 🥧 looks good to me and a scoop of ice cream if you please I don’t drink that much…. Only a few beers after work…. Every day Have you heard… Joe passed away suicide by lifestyle…

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Why?.. Because

For my love to be so far away I ask….”why does it have to be this way” God : Because I want you to comprehend what is expected and to accept my plan… and the pain of separation is just the right place to start …. Because I’m restoring two…

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Full belly…. Full heart ❤️

Most men love to eat most men like to fart but it doesn’t get much better than a full belly and a full heart – thank you God

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Quiet…. But no silence

It is quiet but no silence there is so much to say but some words can only be spoken and understood…. In person We those words run in the chambers of my mind they are restless they are planning their escape and I encourage them – Quiet ….. but no…

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Merry go round……

I have managed to set a new record for the longest ride on the merry go round it wasn’t my intention but here I’m found and I’ve had enough and it’s time to step down it’s impossible to be settled on the merry go round – often I would catch…

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The is no balance…. Only sacrifice and submission

As much as we would like to balance our human nature with our divine nature there is no balance there is no such thing as a compromise between earthly desires and heavenly attributes we either adhere to the code we profess to believe in …….or we don’t constantly we attempt…

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