Misconceptions

No cost……. Laughable…… everything costs something to someone or some entity free…… there is nothing absolutely free… doesn’t exist unconditional love…..maybe for saints…. Not regular humans total honesty…… a beautiful thought…. Not in the human realm oboe

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47….. counting railroad cars (entertaining the mind)

I find it amusing the different things we do to entertain our mind….. things that we attempt to appease our need to accomplish something…. we all play the games to appease the notion we aren’t wasting time……. Entertaining the mind…. counting rail cars…. oboe

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Listen to your soul…..

I often forget that I have a soul and it tries to direct me when I’m out of control…… I have to slam on the brakes and make my self sit still….. and listen to that voice thats wants me to give, forgive and help me heal listen ….. to…

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Pivot

I don’t like the role I’ve chosen in this play pivot the things I’ve said and my actions aren’t conducive to good relationships pivot reflecting……I can’t expect to be a respected if I’m not respectful pivot oboe šŸ¦

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This Guy….not that Guy

Sometimes I try to be ā€œthat guyā€ā€¦ā€¦. But it never works…. because I’m not that guy…… I’m this guy this guy tells people what he thinks…. trying to be somewhat diplomatic that guy tells people what he thinks they want to hear….. changing colors like a chameleon this guy expects…

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Abacus

You can go over it….. again and again it just doesn’t add up….. it never will you can go over the particulars with a fine toothed comb….. nothing will change…. Except your frustration trying to understand why people do the things they do…… is like trying to understand why your…

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Autumn

Leaves fall…… so do we…… But leaves can’t get back in the tree 🌳 but we can….if we surrender and let the Spirit lift us up to the ā€œtree of lifeā€ …. God the Autumn in our lives….are cyclical ….. a time to evaluate what is worth carrying and what…

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Cross stitch…..

So …… don’t think the pattern is right, but I think it will hold….. Sometimes the emotional tension…… bursts before you realize you needed to hit the relief valve you make a shallow amends …..halfheartedly and realize the stitches may hold …. Something that isn’t there. Cross stitch oboe the…

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Not up to me…..

I see what you’re going through unfortunately I’ve been there too I did what I had to do what you do isn’t up to me – when we strain to attain or claim our rights that may be an indication our motives aren’t as pure as we would like them…

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Substitute…….

When we are forced to accept a substitute for a situation or a solution…. We are remiss to expect the same results as the preferred alternative. We settle for the best possible option and that is the best we can do…. oboe the hobo šŸ¦šŸššŸ‡±šŸ‡·šŸ™šŸ¼šŸ‡µšŸ‡­šŸ˜†šŸŒŽšŸ˜†šŸ‡±šŸ‡·šŸ™šŸ¼šŸ‡µšŸ‡­šŸššŸ¦

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The Reason…… for Joan

I am away to fulfill my obligation to my Mother Away from you gives me perspective about our relationship. Ā  I think we are good for each other and help educate each other. You are cautious about many things and my tendency is to rush …. A good trade off…

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The Other Way…..

The ā€œOther Wayā€ is different to me and often difficult to see….. because it requires total honesty when I strip away the facade of trivialities that I use to camouflage the core issues ….. I am left with the ā€œreal issueā€ā€¦ā€¦. Self Destructive Behavior I am giving…..when it suits my…

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Where no one wants to be…… Nursing Home

When there is no other way when there aren’t any more places to stay and the necessary care …… isn’t there Nursing home where relentless hours crash against your heart and memory to collide into a kaleidoscope of days gone by…. Nursing Home when sleep is a welcome reprieve from…

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Songs of the Forlorn

The Mantras of the disenfranchised: it isn’t fair the world šŸŒŽ is against me no one understands I can’t do this the world owes me you don’t understand no one cares the words change but the sentiment is the same ā€ I am not satisfied with my life and I’m…

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Button…..

The chill of the wind slaps my chin and I button the top of my coat….. i feel confused and not sure about my thoughts and I button my lip and pray for guidance…. things re – present themselves and I see things not resolved and left undone…. And I…

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Partners

I know the road the road knows me I don’t question it it questions me Shows me things I don’t want to see I know the road the road teaches me   partners oboe the hobo šŸššŸŽ©šŸ™šŸ¼šŸŒŽšŸ„¾šŸ¦

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Compromise

It shouldn’t be a surprise but everything in life is a compromise Perfect doesn’t happen….that thought is absurd we accept and settle for what is the best we can do or the effort we are willing to exert……. sometimes ā€œgood enoughā€ is acceptable and depending on our desire we put…

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Would you be okay?

I asked myself every day…….would you be alright if you had nothing of relevance to say….. if there were no recognition….. no one interested in your words….. would that stifle your happiness or give you concern ? This life is but a fleeting moment to be cherish not endured… so…

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No Exemptions….

I have neither sought , nor received any exemptions from the trials of life….. and I have the scars mentally and physically to prove it. I will not pretend that a happy face and a pleasant demeanor greeted those encumbrances….. but having weathered them and the lessons about life they…

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The Cloak of a Happy Man…..

A wealthy king from far away…… called upon a trusted servant one day …… and asked for his complete presence and attention to the request he was about to present…..Artemis Ā listened intently…. ā€œAs you can see my kingdom grows and there is nothing more I could seek. The Treasury is…

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Overdose……. Life

Sometimes you can do everything right….. and you still get overdosed from life…… seems strange at first and then you reflect the streams of life occasionally intercept and the flood walls break and you’re set adrift….. but you are tethered to the challenges of the past and you not only…

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Chaperone…….

I am glad to have a ā€œChaperoneā€ although haven’t always felt this way…. the arrogance of youth has almost faded and it is good to have a trusted confidant to travel 🧳 the roads ahead. The admittance that everything isn’t always clear is a wonderful revelation in the maturation in…

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H.O.M.E,…… how old memories evolve

Theses trappings and adornments you place around the frame , formed from the coming and going to this place you have often been, give you some sense of connection and anchor to who you are and what might have been. But the discerning eye and an open mind reveal that…

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Perched in a falling tree…..

Just in case you’re daydreaming as often you could find me…… don’t be alarmed but I have something to say…… difficult, often as it may be hard to see …. We are all alike in that we are perched in a falling tree.🌳 our perception is such that at times…

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Connect the dots……?

When the pen drops and no more dots I wonder when the second hand stops if I will be able to connect them….. if they will be sporadically displayed like flash cards or a woven tapestry suspended in space the bits, pieces and fragments of material that make up my…

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Better make friends….

When you’re swimming šŸŠ with crocodiles 🐊 better make friends….. because at any moment they may decide to do you in….. so be selective and pray you can count on them….. but when you’re swimming with crocodiles 🐊 you better make friends ok so the word got out ….. no…

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I won’t fight you…. But I won’t fear you……Calendar

You can have your way and you can turn the page but how I have my say….. is how I live each day I cannot pretend that I’m not getting older but I refuse to be old you can take my agility……. My physical appearance…. But you have no chance…

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It’s okay….. now what are you really trying to say

I know how it goes that’s okay sometimes the words seem to run away sometimes fear laced with pain lights a touch and chases them away but they come back when they sense the threat of resistance and reprisals are gone…… unfortunately at different times and fragmented……so their message is…

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The World šŸŒŽā€¦. My Travel Agent with an Attitude

She doesn’t always ask me where I would like to go she just sends me the accommodations depends on what she thinks I need to experience or where my humility is currently She loves to place me in situations that can go either way…. depending on my willingness to adapt…

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May they know my Spirit…..

Perhaps as little as 20 years after this event is through and I have joined the clouds…. few if any will remember my name….. but I pray šŸ™šŸ¼ they will know my Spirit. A Spirit of wonder and a Spirit of wander, a Spirit of hope and a Spirit of…

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