No cost……. Laughable…… everything costs something to someone or some entity free…… there is nothing absolutely free… doesn’t exist unconditional love…..maybe for saints…. Not regular humans total honesty…… a beautiful thought…. Not in the human realm oboe

I find it amusing the different things we do to entertain our mind….. things that we attempt to appease our need to accomplish something…. we all play the games to appease the notion we aren’t wasting time……. Entertaining the mind…. counting rail cars…. oboe

I often forget that I have a soul and it tries to direct me when I’m out of control…… I have to slam on the brakes and make my self sit still….. and listen to that voice thats wants me to give, forgive and help me heal listen ….. to your soul oboe the hobo…

I don’t like the role I’ve chosen in this play pivot the things I’ve said and my actions aren’t conducive to good relationships pivot reflecting……I can’t expect to be a respected if I’m not respectful pivot oboe 🦍

Sometimes I try to be “that guy”……. But it never works…. because I’m not that guy…… I’m this guy this guy tells people what he thinks…. trying to be somewhat diplomatic that guy tells people what he thinks they want to hear….. changing colors like a chameleon this guy expects to be respected and tries…

You can go over it….. again and again it just doesn’t add up….. it never will you can go over the particulars with a fine toothed comb….. nothing will change…. Except your frustration trying to understand why people do the things they do…… is like trying to understand why your dog pees on the rug…..…

Leaves fall…… so do we…… But leaves can’t get back in the tree 🌳 but we can….if we surrender and let the Spirit lift us up to the “tree of life” …. God the Autumn in our lives….are cyclical ….. a time to evaluate what is worth carrying and what is a burden not worthy…

So …… don’t think the pattern is right, but I think it will hold….. Sometimes the emotional tension…… bursts before you realize you needed to hit the relief valve you make a shallow amends …..halfheartedly and realize the stitches may hold …. Something that isn’t there. Cross stitch oboe the hobo 🦍🚐🇱🇷🇵🇭🇱🇷🚐🦍

I see what you’re going through unfortunately I’ve been there too I did what I had to do what you do isn’t up to me – when we strain to attain or claim our rights that may be an indication our motives aren’t as pure as we would like them to be perceived I can’t…

When we are forced to accept a substitute for a situation or a solution…. We are remiss to expect the same results as the preferred alternative. We settle for the best possible option and that is the best we can do…. oboe the hobo 🦍🚐🇱🇷🙏🏼🇵🇭😆🌎😆🇱🇷🙏🏼🇵🇭🚐🦍