Perspectives
Not buying…. Or selling
Not buying or selling…… needs have been met the clutter of possessions has already left and I have no reason not to be content not buying or selling all needs have been met – the distractions of this world have faded away lost in the shuffle of many overblown days and I’ve left the spectator…
Read MoreThe last straw …. For sweet js
Shouldn’t take all this by now you should know sometimes our maker works fast sometimes He seems pretty slow but pursuing an outcome you want until you abide by His time is akin to fishing in a toilet what did you expect to find so knowing and doing are light years apart but pushing your…
Read MoreInvisible
There are few things more disturbing than the notion that you are on another planet you are the alien and the protective shield doesn’t allow your presence to be visible to others you walk through crowds imperceptible and no heads turn to look your way you thought you belonged here but apparently that may not…
Read MoreChickens in a cage……
Driving on the interstate I come up behind a load of chickens on their way to their demise….. the notion struck me in active addiction we are those birds… and we put ourselves in a cage shutting the door and locking it with hopelessness and despair then other birds who were once in our predicament…
Read MoreRecidivist…… at the Patience Hospital…. For j.s.
They know me here…Patience Hospital this is easily my hundredth… okay my thousandth visit we go over the scenarios and role play and I do fine but this is a very orchestrated and structured program and my emotions rarely get twisted here but when I leave here….  My emotions are sitting in the car…… “can…
Read MoreSpend the money..
I knew I should have bit the bullet and gone ahead and paid a professional to do the lobotomy…. But as usual I was trying to save a buck….I can’t even find the receipt for the wire cutters so can’t return them…sometimes you just have to spend the money almost David
Read MoreAngels do sleep…..for the court of Hastings’s
P…. Said he found you asleep on the couch didn’t hear you come in…. Exhausted after another night of trauma from patients…..and staff he took a throw from the chair and covered you as he was about to turn off the light and go back to bed….. he grinned because a question he asked a…
Read MoreThe End of Desire…..end of pain
It’s 3 o’clock in the morning……..been traveling so was kinda geared up went to Planet Fitness and caught a workout and drove to the next town to unwind sitting in a parking lot looking at the various plants or weeds on the hill in front of the van sometimes I wish I was more like…
Read MoreRest Area…..pull off
Everyone needs a rest area a place to pull off the highway of life and decompress too many thoughts lead to a tangled knitting 🧶 ball we try to use as a brain 🧠how many good things or thoughts could be realized by the direction of a tangled mess One Is in harmony when…
Read MoreAlmost David…….continued
I had so many traps that hindered me no one to blame but myself In an effort to get along I gave away large pieces of myself never thought like this before this time out has allowed me to see When we go against ourselves I am lying to you and me People misconstrue an…
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