Begging International……

Different faces…… different skin color but one similar characteristic the pain whether self inflicted or circumstantial it is there – the abandonment of self respect or capability of self reliance is gone the resolution of the “need” is the only thing that matters …… the next hour is light years away “ now” is the…

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Redirected…… for Phillo

That thought you shared you know the bullet in my head has been redirected to you – praying that it will pierce your heart and open a new world for you where you can accept and forgive live and let live grateful those things didn’t happen to you – I take responsibility for some of…

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Squeeze it…… Chinatown Manila

So you have this 🍎 fruit you came a long way to experience it squeeze it……taste it….. chew it till you constantly are swabbing to prevent drooling – you’re a gambler…. they lose and …. occasionally win so savor this time…. It will go fast – the trick to surviving as a gambler is to…

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Minority

Everyone should experience a time in their lives where they are in a minority It is an eye opening and enlightening experience It is a lessson that cannot be learned any other way I could offer where my experience is being learned but upon reflection….. it really doesn’t matter but make it a point to…

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Just my thing…..

Interesting how different sights…sounds stir up all sorts of memories and emotions – setting ……. Airport sound …….women walking in high heels 👠 the sound of flip flops … on the other hand is annoying as hell to me but that click….. click ….. click moving in skirts and a blouse …… cradling wrap or…

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In the flow……

An affirmation you are supposed to go if you feel…… you are in the flow when you feel you are walking on an invisible escalator and your steps seem like you are gliding you are in the flow – the concerns …….. the uncertainty…..the doubts evaporate and are replaced with a calm assurance because you…

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The Lightning and the Breeze

The Lightning said to the Breeze: ”Breeze if you want to hang with me, you have to pick up your speed. There is a lot to see and people remember me….. Everybody knows I leave my mark wherever I go.” The Breeze: “ Oh I see…. So you’re making fun of me. Yes I’m soft…

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Make Believe…….

It’s time to go back to skating on thin ice but there’s a difference now you’re sober the call of the wild was bursting your ear drums…., impossible to ignore – no one is capable of gauging the repercussions of major changes we end up shoring up our beliefs or dismantling them – in reality…

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Cape Canaveral

60 hours countdown the world will turn upside down and stop spinning well maybe a slight exaggeration but it will feel like it – the  longest four square game in history will add another square and the ball will come to rest ….. maybe for good no one is lamenting my departure when you stop…

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The Revelations of ……. Leaving

I cannot say precisely what happens cognitively to our senses when we are relocating from a home base to a different country Our ability to see things in different hues is interesting – It is as though layers  previously unaware are suddenly revealed I cannot say it has caused me to question my departure…… I…

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