Why are you surprised…

Humans will look fail so careful who you trust don’t be surprised they’re just one of us – how often have you made promises you know you couldn’t keep but when someone leaves you hanging it’s knocks you off your feet – so in leau of the dilemma we find…

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Even Heaven….

Heaven ran out of Angels….. they were in between shifts no one was getting paid and a new budget was stuck in the House God was busy…. said..ā€let them work this out themselvesā€ – so I had to get it together even Heaven has its issues šŸ„­šŸ¦šŸŒ“šŸ‡±šŸ‡·šŸ‡µšŸ‡­šŸ„­šŸ¦šŸŒ“šŸ‡±šŸ‡·šŸ‡µšŸ‡­šŸ„­šŸ¦šŸŒ“šŸ‡±šŸ‡·šŸ‡µšŸ‡­šŸ¦šŸ„­

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Cautious versus Captive ….

It behooves me in this life to be cautious as to were I light being aware of what’s wrong or right for me Ā but I realize I will make mistakes with the decisions that I make and as careful as I may be cautious is the best route for me…

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Seasons….

I suppose everyone experiences similar seasons of life Summer….Fall…..Winter….. Spring or (depending on location) Summer/dry season…. Or Rainy Season/Fall ? – transposed to living cycles summer …… out of the nest šŸŖ¹ā€¦. Full flight Fall…….Segway to winter…..coming down from flight school Winter…….hibernation…… time of reflection and healing Spring ……Regeneration……Festival of…

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Occasionally…….I’m okay with poor service

My memory…. Often doesn’t serve me well And many times…. I am grateful for those lapses the life I lead today wouldn’t warrant a ā€œguide to successful livingā€ however it is a far cry from the life I lived in the past I do not deem it appropriate nor germane…

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Just don’t tell me no…..

Some things don’t go away we do our best to keep them at bay we know that by now they should be no Ā big thing but it is what it is….. some things never change if there is something you don’t what me to do……tell me why and I’ll listen…

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How deep is your well…..?

How deep is your well…… life will let you know when everything is gone and your on your own you will find out how deep is your well – you think you can hack it but it’s all talk until now when the words seem empty night begins to prowl…

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A million miles away…….

How many times a day …..have you heard and you say…… ā€œI love youā€ from a million miles away They and you may be sincere but you ā€œpresenceā€ wasn’t there….. so the words are hollow and without substance like speaking across a canyon and expecting to be heard words are…

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Anger Hangs……U

After the anger subsides I feel the ā€œHangman talking insideā€ ā€ suppose we got another job today…. Looks like anger has had its way…. Some folks just don’t seem to understand….. when I get mad at you I call the hangmanā€ ā€œso let’s get the noose ready and check the…

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Prostitutes and John’s….

How we bristle and shutter when we see it going down (the addiction of one feeds the addiction of another ) we love we to think we are far removed from a similar situation we spend years doing something we deplore to gather the ā€œmoney godā€ we act to please…

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Telepathic…..

I noticed you stopped I didn’t mean to send the message it wasn’t kind nor considerate – when you work to develop your mental skills you must always filter and analyze your thoughts – anything or anyone you focus on will receive that message It may be received as a…

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Can’t play in the same sandbox…..

It is troubling and mysterious Children anywhere….. from any ethnicity…..any color…. any race….. any language …. any religion have no problem playing and interacting with others but adults in the same scenario aren’t willing to do the same – question knowledge….. knowledge of what? Maturity Tolerance and Patience what have…

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Apologies for waiting so long…….

I’ve spent my life behind the wheel šŸ›ž doing what I want ….. going where I feel interlaced in my jaunts were times I served the needy and shared my gifts but the majority of time was spent on fulfilling my desires and trying to determine what it was I…

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I think about the Cross

When inconveniences of daily life start whispering in my ear …….and I start to listen to their song before I start to criticize my life I think about the Cross – the minor things that require attention often cloud my view and instead of addressing them….. I think of what…

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False and fake……

Any entity….. fueling discord and disharmony…. Ā Is fraudulent and fake A Religious Group proposing persecution or death to any other is baseless and fraudulent There are serious issues confronting our country…….however opinions are opinions often based on distortion…. misunderstanding a devotion to certain alliances regardless of the facts…. nevertheless under…

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You just didn’t know…. But now you do

Anyone can find themselves regretting actions of the past…… some you knew better….. some just wasn’t on your radar If it doesn’t bother you…… nothing has changed If Ā you still feel the sting it is a catalyst to accept, address what can be addressed…….commit yourself to change Nothing more irritating…

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Are you there yet…… me either

I don’t know many people who aren’t typically in a hurry doesn’t matter at work at home on vacation traveling whatever for what….. because they think they are going to miss something and they do life as it passes by on their way to the next thing the next thing…

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Fertilizer….

I love to tread in the fields of uncertainty opportunities to grow when the path isn’t always clear…… our senses heighten for signs on which way to go some of my fondest memories were in times I wasn’t sure….. but following my instincts revealed many hidden doors 🚪 not afraid…

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Glad they slip away….

My memory isn’t what it used to be…… what a blessing what time has taken from me is a mixed bag šŸ’¼ Minus….. agility ….. gone looks …. Ā  Weathered goals…….diminished – Plus….. Expectations…. Few …..far between Approval unnecessary ā€œ thingsā€ validation by possessions – I have concluded it’s a…

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Pastel

I have taken on the goal…… to live my life as art the colors that I prefer on my palette can best be described as ā€œPastelsā€ not to dark but bright and light and vibrant as the sun there is no attempt to be rigid or bleak…. I live my…

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Reunion

The ā€œPastā€ came back to visit me stopped by for a few cups of tea l felt no threat it would smother me with reminders of events that showed my inability to respect the boundaries of others and myself those issues are gone …… a few scars linger…. but only…

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The Benefits of ā€œ Good Enough ā€œ

I believe there is as much honor in ā€œ being satisfied ā€œ after you have tried to do your best as in the effort – the height of self indulgence is grieving over not achieving ā€œeverything you wantedā€ – I would prefer to view the world šŸŒŽ and my life…

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The Elegance of Simplicity……

(As I was blessed to see) Two Ā butterflies šŸ¦‹ danced in a slight breeze their attraction was pronounced and aware to me when passion and instinct could not be contained anymore they landed on a leaf and let nature take its course fast and furious the encounter was brief but…

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Liminal……

We spend large amounts of time in between one event to the next but I have learned to enjoy this time to relax and reflect a busy life no longer interests me I prefer one thing at a time to savor it’s beauty and understand it’s taste for devouring many…

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Splitting Hairs…..

If I look for ā€œWiggle Roomā€ to support my actions or words there must be something wrong with my thinking – šŸ¦

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Sovereign

Everyone is their own nation own language own customs own pride what you do …. How you live will determine if your nation will survive how you interact with other nations opens or closes doors 🚪 and your actions are your ambassadors be careful how they choose their words Hope…

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Choose Wisely ……..the Elevator could get stuck

I am very selective who I spend time with…… it is not unlimited my criteria is simple ……would I want to be stuck on an elevator with this person for more than 10 minutes if not….. I can and will be polite and cordial but they aren’t getting my time…

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The ā€œWoodā€ of the ā€œWordā€

I’m gathering the wood 🪵 of the word to build a structure that others can see not as a sign of my accomplishment Rather what God has accomplished in me – its foundation grows deeper as I increase my dependence on Him the storms and floods of this world šŸŒŽ…

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Imagine…….. I know you’re scared….here for you

Imagine….. letting go of your long held prejudices….. (we all have them) an adopting a willingness to look at things differently – caring as much about others as you do about yourself – admitting to yourself that you are afraid at times to let people know how you feel and…

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Still playing….I’m not

I’ll go hide and you come look for me when you do You go hide and I’ll look for you better yet let’s try a relationship against all the rules Isn’t that what most people do – after years of playing the game not much is different we are both…

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