Would it be enough?

If you found yourself in Paradise would it be enough…….would it be have to be a ā€œcertainā€ type of paradise would it have to be ā€œperfectā€ whatever ā€œperfectā€ was for that day – when you see a kid in a threadbare tee shirt sitting on a trash can with a…

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The Flight of the Eagle šŸ¦…

I am just a sparrow Lord but I long to soar and see all of Your Creations……all of Your Majesty Give me strength as I leave my nest and the comforts of my home…. to be at ease and comfortable wherever that I roam I may never be an Eagle…

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As it is….. embrace reality

Off to a place that seemed an appropriate area to visit circumstances appeared that were not entirely disclosed Presenting an opportunity of acceptance or rejection surveying the surroundings we decided to see what opportunities were available and what was to be offered as in most scenarios where a level of…

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It will get away from you….

Hold the reins on your life……secure but not to tight be aware your time in this phase isn’t unlimited….it will slowly fade what you don’t want is the overwhelming experience of ā€œ I never saw it comingā€ live every day with a purpose and the perspective this might be it…

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The Space—————- between

When I acknowledge that my inspirations are slim There was a time that I shut down and wouldn’t begin but a more positive approach has allowed me let my ā€œSpiritā€ have it’s way ….. in terms of momentum and development ā€œ I have no idea what I am going to…

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Just so you know………Even

I forgive you for not forgiving me I understand You don’t understand me – I tried to explain to you it would go better if occasionally the trajectory of our thoughts collided there is just that the conundrum of thoughts and emotions and experiences are in the tumbler waiting to…

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Vagabond at Heart……

I resisted as long as I could….. holding out for independence but you enticed me into believing that I needed you I fell asleep in your arms…. And you carefully severed the ligaments to my soul….in the interim I surrendered and gave you things you wanted….. losing my ā€œself ā€œ…

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Tell me where I can get some……

If you have time to concern yourself about what other people say or think about you……I don’t have the time or energy If I could acquire more time…. Not sure I would and if I did it wouldn’t be used for concerning myself with things I have no control over…

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Answer is easy……the doing isn’t

It’s so simple don’t you see ? yes I see…. I see you’re irritating the shit out of me ā€œ saintlinessā€ ……..sorry doesn’t appeal to me (as if I had a shot at it anyway) the live and let live….thing is wonderful and doable…. If you don’t have to be…

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Brats……

When you think about ā€œspoiled bratsā€ā€¦. there is a certain connotation of wealth associated with the situation…. Hold on a minute……. has little to do with it I have encountered people living in ā€œglorified chicken coopsā€ā€¦.. Ā subsistence living……still finding ways to give disproportionately….. spend on items way beyond their means…

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Ipseity……

Me me me me me meme……. a world šŸŒŽ obsessed with being noticed – what is so important about ourselves that we are determined to be recognized and respected…… while going about it in all the wrong ways I’m going to cram myself down your throat and if you don’t…

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Kite 🪁 of letting go…..

How high it will fly where it will go these are things I’ll never know but once a year I take the time to make the kite of ā€letting goā€ I take my time and search my mind for people…. places…. things that complicate my life I list their names…

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Take it or leave it……

If Ā ā€œGivingā€ is part of your personality or you are adopting it as part of your lifestyle….. a lesson you learn soon thereafter -take it or leave it- if you have notions of how your gestures will be received…… you will adopt the -take it or leave it attitude –…

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Basics……. Primal

Something primal….. watching and eating with your hands…… no pretense……no etiquette….. pick ….. push and shove you minimal conversation is offered head down as to avoid watching your fellow shovelers it’s the culture….. or lack thereof – 1st world spoiled….. I suppose but I find it distasteful to have my…

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Coming down…. Occasionally

Good morning: scoundrels liars thieves clowns good to be around friends so I don’t like to stay here but occasionally you have to make the rounds see how everyone is doing….. sort the laughter from the frowns get the information you need to process the lost and found….. after about…

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Quorum…..

Kinda cool….. the only ā€œQuorumā€ you need to have a meeting and make decisions…… with the ā€œCreator of the Universeā€ aka God aka ā€œEverythingā€ is just 2 You and Him ā€Quorumā€ O  

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Until you disappoint yourself….

Apologies….. sorries …..won’t do it again give me another chance and it starts over again nothing will change….. no matter how many buckets 🪣 of tears ….. how many people you offend ….. won’t phase you….. won’t get under your skin until you disappoint yourself We would hope we would…

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No one asks me…. Do they ask you?

No one ever asks me how long the tests should be or when they should come along…. they just show up and often I’m stumped and look for a quick remedy…. the remedies don’t last long and again I’m in a fog and can’t seem to find my way….. of…

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Focus on me…..

The microscope šŸ”¬ is a marvelous tool and it can aid in discovery but the focus of its lens are meant to be trained on me – does me little good to find imperfections in you when I can’t change them and it makes it more difficult …….to accept you…

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Don’t Look Away…..

The problems I see don’t just fade away some I can influence….. some I have no say – I can make a difference without bringing attention to myself and thereby redirecting the appropriate focus our interactions with others can have a profound impact if it is sincere…. respectful and honest…

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Capping the Volcano šŸŒ‹

Vesuvius was building pressure ready to blow its top so we stopped climbing looked for a sheltered spot – looking out from the mouth of the cave we began to talk soon the rumbling ceased and the embers stopped we walked back down the mountain laughing as we talked Realizing…

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Flipping Coins šŸŖ™

On any given day the very same things that drove you crazy you will crave their presence – I spent the last 5 years traveling the United States with intermittent volunteer work with various groups it was enlightening….. enjoyable….. hard…. Lonely sometimes days lost in thought and living between the…

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Not to close….

I’m just built that way if you get too close I’ll ask you to move away you make me feel constrained and I can’t breathe not to close you’re bothering me – doesn’t mean I don’t like you or I don’t care but you touch too much and your hands…

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Truth must walk with me…. For J and P

Imagine that I should say to you ā€œThat isn’t right….. this is what you need to doā€ as if I was privileged to know Gods Path for You A better plan for me is to seek the truth that is outside of me to bring it ā€œinā€ for if I…

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Mental Skiing….ā›·ļø

It is possible to change your perspective without changing your environment….. it is challenging but possible However a change of scenery and 8000 miles can definitely have an impetus Separated from a country…… a system (however flawed) and family can open channels blocked by familiarity I find as I go…

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So within…… so without

A novel thought we can think what we want as long as we don’t act on those thoughts but in reality those thoughts act on us they seep out like water squeezing through a damn they are influence so you may deceive yourself to think your thoughts remain in the…

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Good Old Days?…..

I can’t live in Yesterday…….those days are gone and they are there to stay not the least bit interested in the ā€œGood Old Daysā€ when I speak of Yesterday as a point of reference…., that’s okay but if I pine for the ā€œGood Old Daysā€ they are gone and I’m…

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Sorting……

ā€œSortingā€ attempting to place ….. people….. places and things in their proper order and in the proper perspective stop šŸ›‘ right there damn if I could do that it would eliminate most of my issues but I have these emotions…. these opinions….these prejudices….. these fears if I get them out…

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Gardener of your mind…..

You choose what to plant What you intend to grow choose you crops wisely they will determine how you mentally grow – tend your garden constantly weeds will begin to show when they do pull them if you want your mind to grow – people plant many things and respect…

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It is possible…….manifesting

I have drawn a certain shaped house for over 50 years continually coming back to a simple cubicle structure it has never left me I am enchanted with squares….. circles and triangles they seem to be engraved in my soul several years ago I stayed in an abode and felt…

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