Would it be enough?
If you found yourself in Paradise would it be enoughā¦ā¦.would it be have to be a ācertainā type of paradise would it have to be āperfectā whatever āperfectā was for that day – when you see a kid in a threadbare tee shirt sitting on a trash can with a…
Read MoreThe Flight of the Eagle š¦
I am just a sparrow Lord but I long to soar and see all of Your Creationsā¦ā¦all of Your Majesty Give me strength as I leave my nest and the comforts of my homeā¦. to be at ease and comfortable wherever that I roam I may never be an Eagle…
Read MoreAs it isā¦.. embrace reality
Off to a place that seemed an appropriate area to visit circumstances appeared that were not entirely disclosed Presenting an opportunity of acceptance or rejection surveying the surroundings we decided to see what opportunities were available and what was to be offered as in most scenarios where a level of…
Read MoreIt will get away from youā¦.
Hold the reins on your lifeā¦ā¦secure but not to tight be aware your time in this phase isnāt unlimitedā¦.it will slowly fade what you donāt want is the overwhelming experience of ā I never saw it comingā live every day with a purpose and the perspective this might be it…
Read MoreThe Spaceāāāāā- between
When I acknowledge that my inspirations are slim There was a time that I shut down and wouldnāt begin but a more positive approach has allowed me let my āSpiritā have itās way ā¦.. in terms of momentum and development ā I have no idea what I am going to…
Read MoreJust so you knowā¦ā¦ā¦Even
I forgive you for not forgiving me I understand You donāt understand me – I tried to explain to you it would go better if occasionally the trajectory of our thoughts collided there is just that the conundrum of thoughts and emotions and experiences are in the tumbler waiting to…
Read MoreVagabond at Heartā¦ā¦
I resisted as long as I couldā¦.. holding out for independence but you enticed me into believing that I needed you I fell asleep in your armsā¦. And you carefully severed the ligaments to my soulā¦.in the interim I surrendered and gave you things you wantedā¦.. losing my āself ā…
Read MoreTell me where I can get someā¦ā¦
If you have time to concern yourself about what other people say or think about youā¦ā¦I donāt have the time or energy If I could acquire more timeā¦. Not sure I would and if I did it wouldnāt be used for concerning myself with things I have no control over…
Read MoreAnswer is easyā¦ā¦the doing isnāt
Itās so simple donāt you see ? yes I seeā¦. I see youāre irritating the shit out of me ā saintlinessā ā¦ā¦..sorry doesnāt appeal to me (as if I had a shot at it anyway) the live and let liveā¦.thing is wonderful and doableā¦. If you donāt have to be…
Read MoreBratsā¦ā¦
When you think about āspoiled bratsāā¦. there is a certain connotation of wealth associated with the situationā¦. Hold on a minuteā¦ā¦. has little to do with it I have encountered people living in āglorified chicken coopsāā¦.. Ā subsistence livingā¦ā¦still finding ways to give disproportionatelyā¦.. spend on items way beyond their means…
Read MoreIpseityā¦ā¦
Me me me me me memeā¦ā¦. a world š obsessed with being noticed – what is so important about ourselves that we are determined to be recognized and respectedā¦ā¦ while going about it in all the wrong ways Iām going to cram myself down your throat and if you donāt…
Read MoreKite šŖ of letting goā¦..
How high it will fly where it will go these are things Iāll never know but once a year I take the time to make the kite of āletting goā I take my time and search my mind for peopleā¦. placesā¦. things that complicate my life I list their names…
Read MoreTake it or leave itā¦ā¦
If Ā āGivingā is part of your personality or you are adopting it as part of your lifestyleā¦.. a lesson you learn soon thereafter -take it or leave it- if you have notions of how your gestures will be receivedā¦ā¦ you will adopt the -take it or leave it attitude –…
Read MoreBasicsā¦ā¦. Primal
Something primalā¦.. watching and eating with your handsā¦ā¦ no pretenseā¦ā¦no etiquetteā¦.. pick ā¦.. push and shove you minimal conversation is offered head down as to avoid watching your fellow shovelers itās the cultureā¦.. or lack thereof – 1st world spoiledā¦.. I suppose but I find it distasteful to have my…
Read MoreComing downā¦. Occasionally
Good morning: scoundrels liars thieves clowns good to be around friends so I donāt like to stay here but occasionally you have to make the rounds see how everyone is doingā¦.. sort the laughter from the frowns get the information you need to process the lost and foundā¦.. after about…
Read MoreQuorumā¦..
Kinda coolā¦.. the only āQuorumā you need to have a meeting and make decisionsā¦ā¦ with the āCreator of the Universeā aka God aka āEverythingā is just 2 You and Him āQuorumā O
Read MoreUntil you disappoint yourselfā¦.
Apologiesā¦.. sorries ā¦..wonāt do it again give me another chance and it starts over again nothing will changeā¦.. no matter how many buckets šŖ£ of tears ā¦.. how many people you offend ā¦.. wonāt phase youā¦.. wonāt get under your skin until you disappoint yourself We would hope we would…
Read MoreNo one asks meā¦. Do they ask you?
No one ever asks me how long the tests should be or when they should come alongā¦. they just show up and often Iām stumped and look for a quick remedyā¦. the remedies donāt last long and again Iām in a fog and canāt seem to find my wayā¦.. of…
Read MoreFocus on meā¦..
The microscope š¬ is a marvelous tool and it can aid in discovery but the focus of its lens are meant to be trained on me – does me little good to find imperfections in you when I canāt change them and it makes it more difficult ā¦ā¦.to accept you…
Read MoreDonāt Look Awayā¦..
The problems I see donāt just fade away some I can influenceā¦.. some I have no say – I can make a difference without bringing attention to myself and thereby redirecting the appropriate focus our interactions with others can have a profound impact if it is sincereā¦. respectful and honest…
Read MoreCapping the Volcano š
Vesuvius was building pressure ready to blow its top so we stopped climbing looked for a sheltered spot – looking out from the mouth of the cave we began to talk soon the rumbling ceased and the embers stopped we walked back down the mountain laughing as we talked Realizing…
Read MoreFlipping Coins šŖ
On any given day the very same things that drove you crazy you will crave their presence – I spent the last 5 years traveling the United States with intermittent volunteer work with various groups it was enlighteningā¦.. enjoyableā¦.. hardā¦. Lonely sometimes days lost in thought and living between the…
Read MoreNot to closeā¦.
Iām just built that way if you get too close Iāll ask you to move away you make me feel constrained and I canāt breathe not to close youāre bothering me – doesnāt mean I donāt like you or I donāt care but you touch too much and your hands…
Read MoreTruth must walk with meā¦. For J and P
Imagine that I should say to you āThat isnāt rightā¦.. this is what you need to doā as if I was privileged to know Gods Path for You A better plan for me is to seek the truth that is outside of me to bring it āinā for if I…
Read MoreMental Skiingā¦.ā·ļø
It is possible to change your perspective without changing your environmentā¦.. it is challenging but possible However a change of scenery and 8000 miles can definitely have an impetus Separated from a countryā¦ā¦ a system (however flawed) and family can open channels blocked by familiarity I find as I go…
Read MoreSo withinā¦ā¦ so without
A novel thought we can think what we want as long as we donāt act on those thoughts but in reality those thoughts act on us they seep out like water squeezing through a damn they are influence so you may deceive yourself to think your thoughts remain in the…
Read MoreGood Old Days?ā¦..
I canāt live in Yesterdayā¦ā¦.those days are gone and they are there to stay not the least bit interested in the āGood Old Daysā when I speak of Yesterday as a point of referenceā¦., thatās okay but if I pine for the āGood Old Daysā they are gone and Iām…
Read MoreSortingā¦ā¦
āSortingā attempting to place ā¦.. peopleā¦.. places and things in their proper order and in the proper perspective stop š right there damn if I could do that it would eliminate most of my issues but I have these emotionsā¦. these opinionsā¦.these prejudicesā¦.. these fears if I get them out…
Read MoreGardener of your mindā¦..
You choose what to plant What you intend to grow choose you crops wisely they will determine how you mentally grow – tend your garden constantly weeds will begin to show when they do pull them if you want your mind to grow – people plant many things and respect…
Read MoreIt is possibleā¦ā¦.manifesting
I have drawn a certain shaped house for over 50 years continually coming back to a simple cubicle structure it has never left me I am enchanted with squaresā¦.. circles and triangles they seem to be engraved in my soul several years ago I stayed in an abode and felt…
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