Changing Gamesā¦..
I stopped playing the āblame gameā it accomplished nothing and was driving me insane Ā consuming much of my free time and siphoning my energy down the drain – so always seeking āentertainmentā I came up with a better scheme doesnāt cause me to get upset and doesnāt cost me a…
Read MoreJustā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..until
Justā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦. Ā Until just an apple š just grapes š just a mango š„ just a strawberry š just a banana š until you taste š one just a lie until you live one justā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..Until š¦ oboe the hobo š¦ā„ļøā„ļøš„š„š¦š¦š±š·šµšš¦š¦š„š„ā„ļøā„ļøš¦
Read MoreTickledā¦ā¦
Whyā¦ā¦.. whyā¦ā¦ā¦[laughing profusely] would we worry about tomorrow ? It doesnāt exist š¦ā„ļøš¦ oboe the hobo
Read MoreMy Brother Benā¦..
My older brother Ben has stuck with me through thick and thinā¦ā¦ and some of those places were pretty scary but he hung in there with me and I am grateful he has always been in my corner brothers and kin get to witness our ups and downsā¦.smiles and frownsā¦..…
Read MoreIn this Oneā¦..
Yes I believe there are other people and Other Worlds that doesnāt contradict my beliefs as a Christian the Bible makes many assertions as to the mystery of God and His Mysterious Ways However it isnāt Germaine at this point because we live in this one š¦ā„ļøš¦ oboe the Hobo
Read MoreConsistencyā¦. Cornerstone of a productive life
Mistakes are a vital part of my credentialsā¦.. but I am not interested in repeating themā¦.. Developing good habits and routinesā¦ā¦ mentally⦠spiritually and physically have served me when they became a consistent part of my daily routine. I have found the culmination of such practices has broadened my understanding…
Read MoreFaster than a speeding bulletā¦āFinger Rocket ā
Hard to imagine the number of people lost in the history of Man-Unkindā¦ā¦.due to the explosive nature of the āfinger rocket š ā – the blame is on youā¦.. not on me and Iām pointing that outā¦. Never realizingā¦. Iām also pointing at me this is directed and concerned with…
Read MoreThe āTunnelā
In my particular case ā¦. this experience was the ultimate expression of Godās Graceā¦ā¦ Period I retell the experience rarelyā¦. Because the impetus for my having the event was the result of a drug overdose ā¦ā¦ I hope it not only relates the experience but also the devastation and disruption…
Read MoreCan I Get There From Hereā¦..
Can I get there from here? The path isnāt clear ā¦.. because of the secrets Iām keeping My reluctance to confide keeps me tangled inside and my vision is cloudy from my thinking – I reason itās an inside thing and my responsibility to changeā¦. But Iāve provenā¦.. I canātā¦.…
Read MoreAddictionā¦ā¦that I will not quit
I was one of the kidsā¦ā¦. Cornered by the teacher after classā¦.. because I spent most of the time looking out the windowā¦ā¦ daydreaming today they would have medicated me into a focus restrainedā¦. Androidā¦.. grateful I missed that (I hear the cat calls from educators and medical āExpertsāā¦.. those…
Read MoreA fast way downā¦.. slow way up
Itās a strange things how the things we chase end up running us over the things that makes you sing š¶ will have you crying in the rain āļø if you let them take over – some can take it or leave it never crossed my mind once I found…
Read MorePriceless relationships ā¦.. suluā¦Jeffā¦vky h.,
If everyone was me then I would never know you and that would never do oboe the Hobo š¦š¦š¦ā„ļøā„ļøš“š“š±š·šµšš“š“ā„ļøā„ļøš¦
Read MoreHatersā¦..hateā¦ā¦themselves
It is impossibleā¦. Ā IMPOSSIBLE to HATE anyone or anything and not have it affect you Impossible differences do not justify hate to condone and encourage harm to anyone or anything is a direct reflection on you Everyone has someone that loves themā¦. Ā Everyoneā¦ā¦. If you ever have experienced that…
Read MoreCome downā¦.
Everyone has a time in life when they are riding high unfortunately there a few ā¦ā¦that can remain right sized Humility has been replaced with arrogance and pride people see you coming and they cross the street and hide we are glad good fortune came your way Ā but as we…
Read MoreMy Gangā¦..
We arenāt bad but we can be tough me the Fatherā¦..Son ā¦ā¦Holy Ghost we will do almost everything to help you thatās what weāre here to do – if youāre looking for mischief thatās not our thing the Father ā¦ā¦, the Creator of Everything writes our code of conduct J.C…
Read MoreOh reallyā¦ā¦
Easy to ā fact checkā someoneā¦.. does theirwalkā¦.. match their talk – hard to explainā¦.. but nevertheless I hear the same people exhorting ā live and let liveā as if they believed you have the right to believe what you believe and live the way you choose to live but…
Read MoreāSomething was happening thereāā¦ā¦
āIsaacās Dreamā ( I was not part of this particular buildā¦. I recant it and have embellished it immenselyā¦. Because I wasnāt there at the timeā¦.. but I am there now ā a friend of mineā¦.. probably one of my top 3ā¦..is a kind hearted jovial soul ā¦. that can…
Read MoreThe Great Deceptionā¦ā¦.Different is better
lulled to sleep the demons creep in and say it should not be so āthis is what you are used toā¦. time to change and growā¦ā¦ doesnāt mater where you are goingā¦. Itās just time to goā the deception has intrigued for usā¦. with visions of things we do not…
Read MoreWaiting for tomorrowā¦ā¦.
Waiting for tomorrow like waiting for the rain āļø it may come it may not there are some things and situations that one has to wait grin and bear those Ā but putting off what can be accomplished and finished today is a guaranteed way to āmuddy the waters of tomorrowā…
Read MoreEven Angels have bad daysā¦..
I was sitting in the park dissecting my brain grateful for a light breeze kinda looked like āļø rain – nothing to dramatic was happening in my life but I just did feel like I had it together I just didnāt feel right – I heard someone approachingā¦.a man walking…
Read MoreCorrecting collateral damageā¦
People hurt people Even when we donāt try things get confusing when words are misunderstood – you can walk the thinnist line but it would do any good – you make amends sometimes when you donāt really understandā¦. what you did to injure them but itās more important not to…
Read MorePedestal
Two words synonymous with the word āPedestalā upā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦down grateful I havenāt the intelligence nor the skills to find me standing on a pedestal that I should warrant such acclaim interests not at all ā¦ā¦ May I explain although I am grateful to those who possess minds that that aid humanity…
Read MoreThe āLoudest are the first to leaveā
Interesting when you change your path you will get grief from those who want to bring you back under the guise of ā weāll miss you soāā¦..never fails they are the first to go they donāt care about your plansā¦.. not the least bit interested in trying to understand ā¦..…
Read MoreSpiritual Hopscotchā¦ā¦.
Study and listen to what others have found Roll in itā¦.. swim in itā¦ā¦carry it around Ā But you will only discover the impact and impression they have madeā¦ā¦.when you are alone isolated in a cave the ā caveā could be a mansion or a shack on the wrong side of…
Read MoreSelf Inflictedā¦ā¦
You wouldnāt say it would make sense for anyone to intentionally hurt themselvesā¦ā¦ but when you lose your temper and emotionally drivenā¦. thatās what what happens we are crippledā¦.. physically and mentally will I ever get to a point that I donāt go there I donāt know but I do…
Read MoreIndelibleā¦ā¦.for Vicki H.
It is interesting as I stumble along what I remember yesterday and long ago I spend little time trying to recall Thoughts come in a visit for awhile – todayās version of ā things you thought you forgotā center around ā Marthaā and her hat š canāt remember what the…
Read MoreImposterā¦..
A thin slice of honestyĀ will give more encouragement that a great meal of deception pretending to understand is a pathway to lose a friend better to stand mute in support than to rattle of words that have no root and to be conceived as a false prophet no one…
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