Can I get there from here?

The path isn’t clear ….. because of the secrets I’m keeping

My reluctance to confide keeps me tangled inside

and my vision is cloudy from my thinking

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I reason it’s an inside thing and my responsibility to change…. But I’ve proven….. I can’t…. Or won’t do it alone

Can I get there from here?

The answer is a resounding “no”

way past time to step aside

acknowledging my pride and stop trying to hide

the truth……. the searching is done….. I’m just doddering trying to postpone what I need to do

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its time to go home

not to a place

or

Where I’m from

but to God who’s calling me

and you

because I can’t get there from here

🦍

oboe the Hobo