Just One Choice…..

Everyone needs something..   someone ….. they can always count on….. only one choice GOD 🦍 almost david

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On the Record….. 4xxhilfow

I know it won’t matter to you … whoever you are but I thought it proper to at least go on record since you gave me the opportunity to tell you how you actions impacted an old fool like me…. you see it is no secret that we are born…

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The Possibility of Change

This The possibility of change can be a frightening thing we’ve been holding on for so long but our hands have grown tired and our hearts are inspired…. this has gone on to long Rejection of self is a hard place to start and pretty much guarantees the end results…

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Paragraph

So it is…… when this battle is over…. Struggle between right and wrong….. my life will be recalled in a paragraph. It is an attempt to capture the essence of what my life was and my motivation. Working with character defects instead of fighting them ….,and a desire to help…

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Pilgrims Prayer….. for Hillary F.

Lord……I’m marching to Zion but it gets lonely along the way I know …. I know You are with me but it’s not the same I know You won’t get mad… You made me this way so I’m a bit anxious about the woman You placed in my path.. –…

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Change the Station…..

The song today was hoping I would sing Is a lament about difficulty’s and situations It was hoping a eulogy was being scored and I would sing it with exaltation but that song went against everything I’ve learned about being responsible for the trajectory of my life so I decided…

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What’s it to you….

Don’t exist in your Petri dish and a sample won’t do you much good you see the results you get will cause more trouble yet because honesty would disrupt your plans – you married her because your combined income would get both of you the things that would help you…

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I have the Kings Ear….

If seems kinda funny that a dolt like me would have the keys to the Kingdom and the King listens to me I thought it was far fetched but I was shown were to go And I go to the Palace in the rain and snow when the invaders knock…

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You knew all along…. Heart blindness

You knew all along…… it wasn’t the right thing for me But I was going to give enough and love enough to make it work,….that was a fantasy you let me go and see for myself and the scales were removed from my eyes it was a disaster that was…

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Grateful for Resolution……. Prosperity Pa.

Sometimes exuberance  can be as uncomfortable as disrespect an avalanche of well meaning is still an avalanche closure felt like acknowledgement that a faucet left open produces a flood everything not metered and monitored with thoughtfulness ends in an orgy of self … little to do with love the cycle…

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Post script…..,

The girl just having fun ……dancing at the Pink Pony Club was found in a bathroom stall ….. shank in her arm…..  not walking on stilts Mamma she was just hav….i….n…. 🦍 👠 👛 💉

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I know you’re lying….. ( if the shoe fits)

Oh I see….. that doesn’t make sense to me but nevertheless just another test wonder how long I’ll let you go on I suppose when it stops being entertaining – you should tape your stick… maybe you would get a kick out of it maybe it would help your delivery…

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I don’t know what that’s like…..

I don’t know what it’s like to have a clear pathway a determined destination and appropriate steps to get there my life has been a series of less than well thought out decisions that have resulted in traveling roads I initially wouldn’t have considered the Results have been a mixture…

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The Unnerving Demonstration….. The Rejection of Self

It is a noble and admirable thing to practice and strive for control of our emotions and actions we are emotional beings and control of ourselves is paramount in a successful…. Respectful Life but to chastise ourselves and others for having those tendencies is a denial of self that those…

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Why so hard……learning to sail

Why so hard when all you want is love then you consider how you have chosen to live your life on the road okay you can mention that you volunteer along the way I really dig it ……… but the sounds in the night make me sad so best to…

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Hard to get used to….

I am a liver…. A giver….and a heart thief I make the world 🌎 uncomfortable because I’m not afraid of it I can’t live tethered to old ideas and fear Misunderstood and reeking of the joy of living free from the good opinions of others the world will take from…

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Good to relate……for Abby B… Miss Soho

Sometimes if we are in the right place we connect with someone and begin to relate it feels good to feel you’re safe and share with someone about nothing at all …. Not gossip or judgement just simple things about your lives that inspire and keep you reaching for more…

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Must not be what You had in mind….

Well I was going to do this and going to do that…. but it didn’t work out must not be what Youhad in mind thought it was the right thing but I suppose it wasn’t what You had in mind when things seem to have roadblocks…. I’ve stopped trying to…

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A good place to start….

Today….. this minute is a good place to start being the person you aspire to be Good as place as any…. Time isn’t waiting for you and it’s not waiting for me so if you’re tired of things that are holding you down let go of them and free yourself…

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Wealthy Pauper

I am…. The Wealthy Pauper Make no mistake…the verbiage  is correct My possessions are few by choice….each hold a history I respect Sparce…..can be an opportunity to revalue what had passed as mundane or insignificant More …..requires attention…. And attention requires appreciation…..which typically wanes  over time Simplicity is the crowning…

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Nowhere… to be found

Well…. As it happens….. word begin to spread he hadn’t been seen ,….. people had looked all around he was nowhere to be found – and old friend made a fee calls….. laughing he exclaimed to us all – You best leave it alone…… let him go he’s looking for…

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The man in the medium……

The man in the medium doesn’t care what you think he doesn’t care that you don’t understand his situation or addictions he is oblivious to the world around him….he lives in his world and that world demands constant attention he doesn’t care that he smells….. that his clothes are dirty…..…

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Not that far away.

If you take the time to talk to a homeless person you might be surprised at what you find some have addiction issues and many do not the car broke down….. no way to get to work didn’t have money for the repair….. my wife got sick ….. I had…

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The right audience……

These songs I sing these words I write the only audience that matters Is You I cannot appease the changing ears of this world they hear what they want to hear but my voice you hear and you know my heart and that is more than enough for me for…

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A Mystery….. Joansy

It seems to me that you are a mystery unfortunately …… to yourself the lines you have drawn are twisted and torn because you don’t really like them yourself so you spend an inordinate amount of time trying to unwind the ball of yarn 🧶 lodged in your mind sadly…

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Late bloomers ….. for JS

Hard to explain the sunshine…. And rain in our lives We are told what to believe about ourselves by people who profess to love us…. the problem is they don’t love themselves so the disappointments they have in their hearts are passed along to us ….. in the name of…

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Studio

Every day I am graced to be alive… I go into my studio….. to create my life lt’s my life….I am responsible for what it concerns itself with and what I avoid there is no one to blame…. there are no villains… the difficulties I have encountered are of my…

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Reprogramming……

My father was a man of lists…… i adopted the habit and continue to this day i like to have a general concept of what I need to do I will jot down some designs or letters that are shorthand,……my shorthand – After a horrible divorce….. for everyone involved I…

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Remember to Remember

Those lonely nights when there was no light and the world seemed distant and remote when you would give anything to drink away the pain but you don’t do that anymore Remember to remember those days when you were invisible and no one bothered to look your way But that…

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Gods kids

Gods kids…….learn to share because they don’t have to worry about being without Gods kids extend the love God offers them to others…because that’s the purpose Gods kids forgive because God has pardoned them Gods kids are upbeat and engaging because they realize that a relationship with the creator of…

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