I wonāt fight youā¦. But I wonāt fear youā¦ā¦Calendar
You can have your way and you can turn the page but how I have my sayā¦.. is how I live each day I cannot pretend that Iām not getting older but I refuse to be old you can take my agilityā¦ā¦. My physical appearanceā¦. But you have no chance…
Read MoreItās okayā¦.. now what are you really trying to say
I know how it goes thatās okay sometimes the words seem to run away sometimes fear laced with pain lights a touch and chases them away but they come back when they sense the threat of resistance and reprisals are goneā¦ā¦ unfortunately at different times and fragmentedā¦ā¦so their message is…
Read MoreThe World šā¦. My Travel Agent with an Attitude
She doesnāt always ask me where I would like to go she just sends me the accommodations depends on what she thinks I need to experience or where my humility is currently She loves to place me in situations that can go either wayā¦. depending on my willingness to adapt…
Read MoreMay they know my Spiritā¦..
Perhaps as little as 20 years after this event is through and I have joined the cloudsā¦. few if any will remember my nameā¦.. but I pray šš¼ they will know my Spirit. A Spirit of wonder and a Spirit of wander, a Spirit of hope and a Spirit of…
Read MoreThe Stop šā¦ā¦ and go of Lifeā¦..
we make plans in the future and it seems barricades and landslides fall in our path – we work through them and eventually see see light at the end of the tunnel and the end is in sightā¦.. we relax and drop our shoulders and just want to chillā¦.. but…
Read MoreWaiting for Columbusā¦. to return
Iām waiting for Columbus to return to rediscover the land I call home perhaps to start anew and rebuild what we once knew A land where people walked hand and hand and when someone fell there was a hand , mattered not the color of the skin only that we…
Read MoreThe āAtonementā the Bridge God Finished
Doesnāt matter how much service work I doā¦.. how much money I donate to whatever causeā¦. Or Ā how much time I spend on my knees. I cannot rectify nor correct or change many of my transgressionsā¦.. past and present. The āSacrificeā of Jesus hanging from a cross ā¦.. completes the…
Read MorePostage Stampsā¦ā¦.
Do I think itās important to be involved with family and friendsā¦ā¦.. fundamental in acquiring a good and productive lifeā¦.. but living to please others and win their approvalā¦.. is like licking postage stamps and placing them all over your body and thinking you are going somewhere⦠aināt happening if…
Read MoreCanāt live up here.
When I got dry and learned how to fly without taking a drink or š I soared to the left and then to the right ā¦.. over canyons and hillsā¦ā¦. much to my delight, but you donāt take others with you when you go on these flights ā¦. Ā After awhile…
Read MoreBuilding castles in the sandā¦.for Zillionaires
These monuments you build provide jobs and Iām not in the mindset anyone has the right to takes your fortune awayā¦. Iāve had trouble, of my own making and I donāt expect you or anyone to support me because of my choices. Gratefully I turned the corner and became responsible…
Read MoreWait a minute.., or several
Acting on emotionsā¦.. is like jumping into a swimming pool šāāļø that has no water š¦ you are going to get hurt oboe the hobo š¦š„š¦š¦¶š“
Read MoreIn the company of a tree š“
One might think it odd of me to take comfort in the company of a tree But what better confidant could there beā¦.. one that listens well ā¦ā¦and rarely speaks so I find myself time to time in need of rest an to unwind to grab a chair with a…
Read MoreNo pictures on the wallsā¦
Occasion had me seated in room with a new friend we had met in Istanbul when I was chasing new imaginary imagesā¦.. as I am prone to do a modest flat thoughtfully attired with the minimal requirements to afford a modest level of comfortā¦.. I am an advocate for simplicity…
Read MoreAppropriate appraisalā¦..
I propose that in your lifetime you will meet only a handful of people who truly appreciate and value what they possessā¦ā¦ and who and what they areā¦. it is the reality of the human conditionā¦ā¦ we are typically greedy ā¦ā¦ ungrateful self consuming organisms that fed and prey on…
Read MoreTangled up in Blueā¦.. for sandybā¦..and jena
Iām not sure you have a clue why you do the things you doā¦ā¦ perhaps the money looks good to gou but how much do you need Whatās a fair price for selling you soul obviously it doesnāt come cheap or does itā¦ā¦. Iām not your judge, donāt need to…
Read MoreNot up to youā¦..
I realize you are vying for a seat on the bench but thank goodness it will only happen in your mind itās an interesting position to view yourself in others and the gratitude that you have passed through those phases of āself righteousnessā albeit through slow maturation but in your…
Read MoreāMy peace I give to youāā¦ā¦.
āMy peace I give to youāā¦ā¦.so accept itā¦.. ? what does this meanā¦.. if you accept me as your Lord and Savior I will be with you and guide you along your wayā¦.. never leaving your side I will not prevent life and itās challenges from confronting youā¦.. but together…
Read MoreThis āfriend ā thingā¦,
So about this ā friendā thingā¦.. when I think about my friendsā¦. Itās a mixture of warm fuzzyā¦. Sharp and jaggedā¦..in your faceā¦.soft eyes⦠and eyes with daggers š”ļø I have real friendsā¦. that without hesitation tell me in no uncertain terms what they think š¤.. Ā they donāt sugar…
Read MoreFamiliar Facesā¦ā¦
It matters not where I go Familiar faces will be there Different clothes and different hair but those familiar faces will be there – I suspect our personal experiences sculpt and carve the lines in our appearance similar experiencesā¦. similar facial characteristics I do not purport or offer this as…
Read MoreIn all seriousnessā¦.. I am an addict in recovery
Many years ago when I stopped drinking and using various drugsā¦.. I called that sobriety. I have recently come to the conclusion that I have come a very long wayā¦. And have many miles to go. My personality is such that over time I have made various things my ādrugā…
Read MoreLeeryā¦ā¦.
Ā I am sorry for your loss ā¦ā¦. I am glad for you and your success ( but I am leery when your emotional state becomes more about youā¦. And less about the āevent ā) I am doggedly convinced that āexcess ā in any form is emotionally and mentally exhausting and…
Read MoreFiling Cabinet šļøā¦.. Escape
Now Iām not pretending that I am thinā¦.. but there just wasnāt enough room in the folder š you put me inā¦. you left it ajar and I took the cue ā¦. Gathered a few things and was done with you I realize you will be dismayed with the selective…
Read MoreDisrespectā¦ā¦.
Everyone at times feels like they donāt deserve to be blessedā¦ā¦. and probably there is some truth to thatā¦ā¦ however, if we have received a blessing, it is good to humbly acknowledge and appreciate it. God, the Creator and Giver of all things enjoys seeing His Children appreciate and utilize…
Read MoreEating my way through Asiaā¦ā¦
Grateful that as a child I was encouraged to try new foods. My father had a taste for strong and pungent flavors. He loved sardinesā¦. Salted Herringā¦.. brainsā¦. Liverā¦. and liverworst. When we had chicken there were rarely any bones 𦓠left on his plate, he ate them. A habit…
Read MoreThe Man that I forgotā¦..
The man that I forgot has come back to me, though I did all I could to sever my ties with him. Turns out he was always waiting for me to stop playing a role I had assigned to myself and never followed the script anyway. Lending itself to āactsā…
Read More3ā¦.. lanes in life
Turns out there are 3 lanes in life Emergency Slower lane Fast lane The Speed in which you maneuver through the traffic of life determines if you get to your destination in a safe and observant manner. There are times when each lane is appropriate A good ādriveā should be…
Read MoreGreed is the Enemy
When a populace constantly demands moreā¦.. never satisfiedā¦.. never finds appreciation and gratitudeā¦.. constantly and continually demanding more it will dissolve. More isnāt the answer ā¦ā¦ the answer is an honest appraisal of the ā fallacyāāof the pursuit of āmore.ā Greed is a self devouring disease š¦ oboe the hobo
Read MoreCell Phone Society
I am a participant in āCell Phone Societyāā¦ā¦ to a degree. More than I would like, but it can be a great tool. I am neither tethered nor chained to the device. I think it will be a draw as to what it offers and what it detracts from human…
Read MoreWhole different storyā¦..
We often, or rather I often find myself in situations where my initial appraisal was letās just say ā¦.. Ā lacking and was left with wading through the mire and trudging through it⦠(the rewards of lack of investigation) – On the other hand I have had the occasion, as…
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