It isn’t much fun realizing what you could have done ruminating is a awful thing When it becomes clear that of the available paths you picked the wrong one you can keep pushing forward that’s your typical m.o……… or you can admit your ignorance and start over again……… ——— stop…

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Ants 🐜 in your pants

When you were a kid playing in the grass   you ever remember worrying about ants crawling up your pants? of course not – thats  what I miss I didn’t care   o

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Gardener’s

Remember whatever you plant…………….. Grows   o

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The Middle Man

I am the “middle man” born between……two leaves me with a conondrum what am I to do sometimes it seems the world is squeezing me and it gets a little tense but I’m in the middle my best line of defense the “middle man”…… has learned to wiggle when I…

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Cicatrix

Those lines from wounds of long ago reminders of a life once lived when the breath of live wasn’t revered and the consequences left their marks as reminders that life is a gift to be protected and appreciated because  no one ever knew when the last book checked out is…

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Over there……..👉 is nowhere

How much time have each of us spent wishing things were different and in the end we realize the time we wasted trying to slide by ——- so nothing has changed because we haven’t done anything When there are no more excuses and the ice is getting thin we accept…

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Try this….,

Make sure the love you take is less than the love you make   ttucro

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Trade places …..please

I set and watch this little bird sitting in a tree he glances back every now and then keeping an eye on me I would like to offer him a chance to be me and I would adorn his wings and fly away to be free but I suspect he…

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Are you that person…m

Could you walk away………….                    When you see someone In trouble? could you  feel good eating when you see someone hungry? do you have more than you could possibly ever need and be consumed with making your pile larger? do you feel…

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Turn the Page…

You can stay as long as you like and go over every detail again And again…….. You won’t end up with any more answers than you have now Naturally you question what you could have done differently……. you realize it wouldn’t have mattered trying to force someone to change is…

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When someone shows you…….

When someone shows you who they are believe them you can struggle with your findings you can second guess yourself to the point it’s in your face accept it and realize no matter how hard it is to admit and how awful the feeling you denied the truth when someone…

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Imitate……

I find myself imitating people I admire I might even personalize their habits to fit me Isn’t that how we learn and grow? Watching……and listening to others ——- I am a kaleidoscope and collage of those I have interacted with I imitate the behavior of people I esteem and continue…

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Odd ?……….or God ?

It may seem unlikely or impossible to believe…… but does it cause you to wonder…… is it odd or is it God? that face that looks oddly familiar……..and then it comes back to you…….a person in your past from many years ago is it odd or is it God? Those…

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The Hardest Game……

The hardest game is pretending you are sane because you never know if you’re succeeding ttucro

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Wildflower……uprooted

I was fortunate enough to be born a wildflower you see  And the treasures of the world 🌎 where just to much for me so I struggled until I was free thanked the good earth 🌍 for taking care of me now I’m taking my color and my smile to…

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When to quit

after you have tried and you have done your best …. ? If you have…. then you have passed the test  Sort through what you have learned  Marked it as done and move on  peace is knowing when to quit ttucro

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Why are you still talking to trees….

Trees…. have a tendency                                 to be entrenched In what they believe because …… of course…………………..they were raised by trees trees tend to be of the disposition that whatever their main role models where and…

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Before You Go…

Just a note to let you know a thinly disguised reminder you are an important part in my life when two distinctly different backgrounds play together … there are bound to be misunderstandings………….  Taught 2 different languages and whatever fears and concerns your parents thought were important to pass on…

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Confirmation …… Validation

It is not uncommon nor unusual that every human goes through times when they need confirmation and validation from others so you are neither needy nor weak just human ttucro

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Digger……

You are welcome and to demonstrate how much I appreciate you i will not focus on anything that doesn’t help you along way……..now if….. you find yourself in a pit the first hurdle to cross is admitting you dug it love you enough to be honest put the shovel in…

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I’m Humbly Asking…….

Straighten this one out Lord I know I hear what you’re saying You could get yourself in a jam almost as quick as I get you outta them i know…….I know Lord please strengthen this one no……..I’m not making any promises Good….. you rarely keep them anyway I don’t know…

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Betsy says.. Sampur..

Becky says …… finish the job The situation at hand….you must understand that you’re opening a can of worms…… catch them before they get away….. because we don’t address the underlying issues we are just putting a bandaid on the situation we can get her where we want her to…

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Go Morning Poppa

Hey good morning Poppa for waking me up putting me to sleep I’ll say thanks for all You do when I am to self absorbed to be a gracious receiver and stop to to give You thanks I have no doubt that I am here as a testament of Your…

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Weaver

I watch your hands move to and fro and toss your shuttle with the skill of the artisan you are i watch the people watching you and how you are so rhythmic and choreographed we have been in fellowship a long time our relationship is sacred and we treat it…

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Cicadas in my mind……

I remember the nights we walked the meadow road to the pond talked about things we wanted to understand but didn’t we wanted it to be more than a friendship…..you said you did too but we just couldn’t decide where to start the process of screwing up perfection maybe thats…

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When to lose……

Real winners Know when to lose………. that setting aside a victory is the better course for everyone involved the trophies we place in our head….. mean little if the end result is destruction there is no victory in abuse there is no victory in sorrow there is no victory in…

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The Disease of More

I suffer from the disease of more. Humbling at best. more money more sex more time more……more……more and I suffer from the consequences A emotional sound person is satisfied with “enough” but not the “More” people we are gluttonous for everything and everyone and we either recognize it and accept…

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Running in place……

Excuse me for laughing I was trying not to stare but in case you haven’t noticed …….. You aren’t going anywhere Pick up your pace…….but time doesn’t care its sitting on the porch listening to you swear so…..until you stop and admit you were wrong we will watch you sweat…

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Consider….#456

Even negative things can be said min a positive way 0

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The Pain of “knowing”

There is a proven and tested way of fending off the pain of knowing……. Stop fighting what you know to be true and trusted and do it. Forget if you’re going to like it…..or not do the right thing Guarantee: you can never go wrong…….. by doing the right thing…

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