Ex-Wisecrackerā¦..
I cease having opinionsā¦ā¦ on things I donāt understandā¦ā¦ā¦ ttucro/collector of smiles
Read MoreSlowā¦ā¦.
Slow lets me see things that escaped me because my focus was always aheadā¦.. countless wonders were unnoticed because I was driven by destination and didnāt appreciate the journeyā¦.. what changedā¦. Age ā¦ā¦..experienceā¦ā¦.maturity so it is needless to suggest to others what I have learnedā¦ā¦ they must arrive at this…
Read MoreScuffedā¦ā¦but still walking
These old boots are just like meā¦.. worn and weathered ā¦ā¦ but still walking the look on an old friendās face connects me a past that has left its marksā¦.but has been left behind I donāt disguise it and I donāt regret its part in my developmentā¦ā¦.the chisel of life…
Read MoreThey come backā¦ā¦.the smart ones
I had no idea how I would be blest by failing the test, over and over again those failures helped me to see how stubborn and ungrateful I could be finally after my best attempts failed I surrendered and asked for help itās funny but this path I chose seemed…
Read MoreTantamountā¦ā¦.the same as
Guarded feelings you need to be sure leftover baggage cover the floor so you gather them slowly and accept what you missed and you put them in the trash and they have been dismissed the same routine follows you around for weeks deciding what was wrong and what to keep…
Read MoreWheel of Fortuneā¦ā¦
The wheel of fortune continues to spin and it gives and takes without askingā¦. so we have a choiceā¦ā¦.a deterrent or a blessing not finished formingā¦. the first seems to have connotations Ā suggesting a stoppage or hindranceā¦ I prefer the latterā¦a blessingā¦ā¦ to me it breeds hope I cannot see…
Read MoreThe Beauty of Basic
The telltale sign of a focused mind can be easily accessed by what is treasured and what is left behind ā¦ā¦ the clutter we carry is small change compared to the memories we relive over and overā¦ā¦carry what can be sharedā¦ā¦experienceā¦ā¦strengthā¦..understanding and hopeā¦ā¦ā¦ I adorned my life with things that…
Read MoreYouāre Going to Get Wet
Yepā¦ā¦ itās raining and I can hear you fretā¦ā¦ but this is life and youāre going to get wetā¦.. youāll dry out and get over itā¦..but this is life, youāre going to get wet Sun comes out and puts spring in our step and you are excited for days on…
Read MoreArt of Suffering
Itās going to happenā¦ā¦..someone or something will ruffle your feathers and you are the only one in the world šā¦ā¦ singled out because you pulled Sallyās pants down in the second gradeā¦ā¦ you knew it was coming but you didnāt know when ā¦..here it isā¦.. payback last week it was…
Read MoreAfter the learningā¦ā¦..for Noah
After the learningā¦ā¦.put it awayā¦ You will find whatās important will stick and stay The lessons you have learned are to merely point the way The heavens are waiting to here what you have to say Take those thoughts and words that rattle in your head and put them on…
Read MoreKeep Flappingā¦..
Little wings šŖ½ wonāt take you far/ no other way to start Humbling as it may seem/ everyone starts with little wings some are fine with little trips/ makes them feel safe and secure/ that is the comfortable gist of their lives/ enough to satisfy their desires for living Others…
Read MorePastelsā¦..
the glory of the Earth š that I can see ā¦..in brilliant colors that encircle me, but I must admit the ones that entice me the most areā¦ā¦ pastels those muted tones that combine a fewā¦..draw me into their soft tender hues ā¦.. mesmerizing and subduedā¦. Ahhhh the pastels sometimes…
Read MoreOnion
Onion man we are peeling off skin trying to determine where you have beenā¦.. in hopes you never go there againā¦. Onion man we are peeling off skin you seem to have been through this beforeā¦.. you donāt flinch and you donāt swearā¦ā¦ just stare off in the distance repeatingā¦..āwish…
Read MorePrisonerā¦ā¦ by choice
Only a truly āfreeā person can understand the value of self imprisonmentā¦ā¦ for it is by separating that we sift through the debris of lifeā¦.. and decide what to keep ttucro/collector of smiles
Read MoreRevisitedā¦ā¦. Christmas. 23.1145
Old traveled paths I used to runā¦ā¦coax me on āplease come, please comeāā¦ā¦and I relive again those times that have no endā¦ā¦.and keep beginning over and over again to remind me how far I have come and there is no end in sightā¦..I treasure that view for what it means…
Read MoreI donāt knowā¦ā¦ Maybe heās right
Damnā¦ā¦.He didnāt do what I wanted Him to doā¦ā¦ so whatās the use of carrying on this fight the world keeps pushing me to accept so many thingsā¦ for me it just doesnāt seem right but I canāt see into the futureā¦..I canāt seem to deny, a force that I…
Read MoreNothing like your faceā¦ā¦for Zā¦..from L
There is nothing like your faceā¦.. seems like itās been to longā¦ā¦ I see some change ā¦. Nothing drastic Ā ā¦..time is doing its thingā¦. although you ignore itā¦ā¦.hope that never changes for you The wings that were always in my heartā¦..seems to have transferred to youā¦ā¦glad they are getting used…
Read MoreUnbridled
I felt your nudgeā¦.. I saw your frownā¦I suppose I knew this would be coming down ā¦ā¦.. āAfter all Iāve done for youā¦ā¦..ā¦ here, you wear the crown ā¦ā¦. remember what your life was like when you ran the showā¦.. youāre trying not to offend others by not mentioning my…
Read MoreGrowing Wings On The Way Down
I stepped off the cliff because I couldnāt resistā¦.. surrendering to my diseaseā¦ā¦ I thought it was over but to my surpriseā¦ā¦ life begin again so I started to see what was troubling me and it wasnāt really what I thought at first I was able to seeā¦ā¦that I was…
Read MoreNot meā¦ā¦.
They are criss crossing the pike trying to avoid being hit as they walk in a delusional daze searching for the best deal they can get by bartering carsā¦..sexā¦.clothesā¦.jewelry whatever is left i didnāt get thereā¦.. but I got close driving to a meeting I know it is still thereā¦..the…
Read MoreStarting Over
The road I was on has been permanently closedā¦.. the cost to repair required losing my self respectā¦ā¦ it has damaged my confidenceā¦. being unwilling to admit reality is a safe bet that it will result in turmoilā¦..and it did starting overā¦. not starting from scratch but learning new ways…
Read MoreThe Problem with Schedulesā¦.
Much as we would like to think otherwiseā¦.. we canāt pick a time to die so sometimes if our schedules are so preciseā¦ā¦ we lose the opportunity to experience life as it flows not possible that we could be correct on every move we make so do yourself a favorā¦ā¦…
Read MoreDidnāt Graduateā¦ā¦held back
I have been sent back to repeat a gradeā¦.. my counselor gave me a choice to continue my disruptive behavior or seek a different course so reluctantly I agreedā¦.much to my surpriseā¦.when I donāt say everything I think I often discover ā¦ā¦..to myselfā¦. I often lie the power of restraint…
Read MoreJust Oneā¦ā¦
One of anything was never enough and I gorged myself on the delicacies of life moreā¦.. moreā¦. more ā¦ā¦..all these things and I was poorā¦ā¦ poor in my appreciation and understanding that quantity wasnāt a substitute for the quality of valuing what was in front of me I am tryingā¦..…
Read MoreLaundry mat
I must admit Iām slow to embrace the unaccustomed effort it takes to do such simple thingsā¦..until those things change the experience here stirs a mixture of thoughtsā¦. Some doing the best they canā¦ā¦ others like me realizing the cost ā¦.. of hard decisionsā¦..what was won and what was lostā¦ā¦.…
Read MoreI know the guardsā¦..
I know the guards that protect your heartā¦.. they did that for me when my world came apartā¦.. they give me updates as to where you areā¦.. It has helped me to understandā¦ā¦ā¦ because I know the guards ttucro/ collector of smilesā¦.
Read MoreMiddle of the Road
I decided to try something new my motive was to get a better view what I found much to my surprise In the middle of the Road was a better place to reside Here I am able to see both sides and I donāt miss the Ā things I want to…
Read MoreAt the door of tomorrow
I lay my issues at the door šŖ of tomorrowā¦. An focus on the blessings in front of me ā¦ā¦ while exploring my gifts and sharing my bountyā¦.. The answers to those challenges always come to me So when I forget that my needs are always metā¦.. A reminder comes…
Read MoreI Remember Your Smile
Recalling our interaction I can recall your confidence and exuberance for life Beams of light seemed to dart across your face and you said, ā hope your day is magicalā and it was because of you I remember you twisted limbs and your confinement to the wheelchairā¦ā¦ but they didnāt…
Read MoreFired the Judgeā¦ā¦ā¦Disbarred
It was way overdueā¦ā¦. My version of the law kept me from you who am I to say what you need to doā¦..who knows you betterā¦ā¦than you same thing applies to meā¦ā¦when I carry out the judgmentā¦ā¦it never failsā¦ā¦..takes forever to get outta jail I’m okay regretting the ignorant acts…
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