Sometimes quickly…… more often slowly
Consider
I have found 2 types of people regarding relationships
- some that find their partner and continue
( perhaps they are ready to offer what they seek or hang in there for the commitment sake… or just get comfortable and learn when to pay attention and when not too)
- or those that go from one relationship to another …. With sessions lasting weeks… months or my longest 14 years ….( if I had been honest with myself it would have ended at best after 2 years but I wanted it to work…..it was work overlooking the obvious)
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It has been quite the experience digging up all the people I buried….no not literally….. exhuming them to embrace and accept my part…. And I have
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After this time of reflection and alienation….. for awhile it seemed like I was contagious confusion
therefore I was avoided like a plague
but the director of the Universe decided to give the “old buzzard” another shot at achieving everyone’s Ultimate Dream
that partner
to make it interesting and to continue honing my patience and understanding skills
she is halfway around the world 🌎
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but….. not for long…. God willing
Joan Marie ….. not for long
”G”……..thanks
almost david

Sometimes God works quickly… more often slowly—so we learn, heal, and grow along the way.
I see the honesty in your reflection, and I respect the courage it takes to own the past without living in it.
If this chapter is written by God, then I trust the timing too. One step at a time, God willing. 🤍