I am realizing a dream……jmb

I had this dream….it seemed like a simple thing….. to have a trusted partner…. To share my life – but it was revealed to me…that I couldn’t receive such a gift if I wasn’t prepared to use it wisely – Facing what I am… and what I’m not is the key šŸ”‘ to opening the…

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How to make an average man handsome….

Appearance physically of course is initially about features…. Statue……demeanor but it also is about warmth or lack of it and aura and vibration the less attractive from a feature perspective can morph into and interestingly different person who exhibits charisma and charm… not static or rehearsed …. Ā Rather flowing and composed with a hint of…

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Suicide…. By lifestyle

Oh no that’s not me….. pass another biscuit please yes that piece of pie 🄧 looks good to me and a scoop of ice cream if you please I don’t drink that much…. Only a few beers after work…. Every day Have you heard… Joe passed away suicide by lifestyle ā¤ļøšŸ¦ā¤ļø  

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Why?.. Because

For my love to be so far away I ask….ā€why does it have to be this wayā€ God : Because I want you to comprehend what is expected and to accept my plan… and the pain of separation is just the right place to start …. Because I’m restoring two broken hearts šŸ’” You say…

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Quiet…. But no silence

It is quiet but no silence there is so much to say but some words can only be spoken and understood…. In person We those words run in the chambers of my mind they are restless they are planning their escape and I encourage them – Quiet ….. but no silence ā¤ļøšŸ¦ā¤ļø

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Merry go round……

I have managed to set a new record for the longest ride on the merry go round it wasn’t my intention but here I’m found and I’ve had enough and it’s time to step down it’s impossible to be settled on the merry go round – often I would catch glimpses of things that caught…

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The is no balance…. Only sacrifice and submission

As much as we would like to balance our human nature with our divine nature there is no balance there is no such thing as a compromise between earthly desires and heavenly attributes we either adhere to the code we profess to believe in …….or we don’t constantly we attempt to justify the variance our…

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Beautiful Pain ….

Thank you Lord ….. for this beautiful pain to want to hold someone far away let this experience seep deep into my soul so I never take for granted the love that isn’t available right now help me Lord to stand firm in my faith knowing Your timing is never early or late please let…

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Choose wisely…..one life

Emotions are good as long as they don’t rule many a heartbeat has made us fools but the taming of the heart is a life long goal not to dampen its desires but to moderate its role driven by emotions is like being driven by the wind one doesn’t know it’s direction or when it…

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