Awkward…..aka Life

If my friend you are forced to bend with the various sways of life if at times you feel yourself in a bind and the noose is getting tight these are but phases in a ā€œnormal lifeā€ one shouldn’t be alarmed For if most of your days don’t feel like…

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The Poet’s Curse …..

It is plain to me that I pay a price To see things that others cannot conceive and that price is the ā€œPoet’s Curseā€ to feel….. to touch…..to acknowledge…,to embrace to get inside of hearts that have been closed for years to feel the pain of the losses of others…

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Just below the surface……

Look beyond the surface……there is so much more to see stop being in a hurry…..takes time to receive everything has a message given to those who have the patience wait there is more than meets the eye to all we encounter if you listen to the vibrations…….the language of inanimate…

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After the fact…..

After the fact…….it pains you to look back wonder how you could be so stupid Hindsight brings a swift kick in the ass you feel like you deserve another the cards were on the table but you refused to accept them….. so you shuffled the deck What would have been…

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Tightrope broke…..

The high wire I’ve been walking has finally given way finding myself unconscious, I awoke to an amazing sound it was the Angels singing šŸŽµ not your time to go, put your life back together….this time go slow i suppose that has been my way to expose myself to the…

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The Easy Part……

Love ā¤ļø is the easy part of a relationship the hard part is adjusting our expectations   to reality ttucro

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Seeking the impossible

People like me yearn to be free but they seem to be drawn to the impossible reaching for things and reaching for dreams that are way beyond their reach so we plod along hoping to crack the code that doesn’t exist so people of my type either they learn or…

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Can’t get in……..

That part that keeps you from letting go is the most important part to know till you cross over and release control the most important part I’ll never know ttucro

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Pay attention to the double lines……

The double lines on the road……warning not to pass so you don’t cross them but there are double lines…..figuratively everywhere around people…..places………and things there are indicators……..mannerisms…….bad vibes feelings of distrust……..confusion….etc……. they are there cross them on your own accord……and remember I warned you…….. based…on personal experience don’t cross the double…

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Got off light….#<>prosperity

One blister……remains the cost of attempting the impossible…… old sayingā€¦ā€when someone shows you who they are, believe themā€ the emotion that went into that experiment stands as a reminder that anything or anyone I put in front of my recovery is doomed…..along with recovery but it was worth it…… had…

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Gemini Man

Gemini Man…….I hate to disturb your plans there is no where to run to everywhere you go….you are there tired…I guess so…unsettled……I guess so the holes in your soul can be filled….if you are willing to substitute your will….with God’s will Up to you…..look back at the tracks…..the train isn’t…

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Easy to say….. hard to do

One could aspire to live life without expectation Accepting what is presented having no predetermined outcome but that damn human element nudges and prods leaving a faint desire…….that left to its own forms into a hopeful end that leads to a tightrope that spans across the unlikely to the impossible…

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wasteful scholar

The pursuit of knowledge must be tempered with time taken to absorb and understand Otherwise it becomes like passing billboards there and then gone 🦁

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No more chasing rainbows……

No more chasing rainbows they are gone before I get to the end someone has taken the gold and the process begins again so I started thinking about what it has cost to locate that certain spot and everything that I had lost along the way….. No more chasing rainbows….🌈…

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The Gift…

Poor little boy …….he broke his gift but being in a hurry to open it up as the pieces fell through his hand he said I know we can’t take it back I know we can’t take it back poor little boy…….he broke his …….ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ By being in a hurry…

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Apostrophe,

My days have passed so fast I have but few regrets most of those revolve around not being honest with myself – seems so insane the things I tried so hard to convince myself that weren’t right for me But nevertheless I struggled along until I was alone with me…

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Gathering

I go along this dark road but ahead I see a light suddenly I feel warm from the cold of night the closer I get the more I feel the love I thought was lost and my soul is strengthened….I am on the right road at last…..on the right road…

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Not your average fruit…..šŸ‰

I feel from the tree and the birds šŸ¦… came to look at me ā€œ the crow said not sure what to do with you, we don’t recognize your kindā€ so they helped me up and sent me on my way and I rolled down the hill and came to…

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Okay…..okay…… I’m a swinger……so….

Well you have to be kidding aren’t you a little old to which I reply …. Can I help you dig a šŸ•³ļø hole who says we get to old for things i just love the freedom gives to me – I prefer the wooden seat instead of those rubber…

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Acceptance…… little to do with like…

I know there are reasons…… Care to fill me in….. You aren’t responding so I guessing it’s not time to begin Plenty of times I’ve trusted you and you have never let me down I wish that previous evidence was enough to chase away my complaint But this human thing…

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In the silence…..

In the silence……I pray that God will help me stay Away from anything that separates me from Him it is so easy to slide into old patterns and behaviors that I can justify by thinking ā€œ well I’m working towards thatā€ā€¦..interpreted as ā€œjust thinking about itā€ ā€You coming with me……or…

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the monster……gets a new role

There is a monster that resides in me and for some time I let him roam free he kept bringing things back to me…..mostly broken hearts šŸ’” so I tried to make him see…..his antics weren’t helping me…… he laughed and said I was to blame because I was the…

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Full Circle ā­•ļøā€¦#777

I cannot deny the effects of time….. but it is one thing I don’t fight….. what a ride……what … a flight yep …..I was right (for once) it is what you make it watching my mother decline to her second childhood……I reflect on my own journey and before I get…

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Missing Person….

I recognize the form…. Recognize the face but what happened to the brother with whom I was raised? When did you decide it was okay just to exist….I remember a time when an addiction had we whipped…..but I rallied myself because I wanted to live. I appreciate the gift of…

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The Space Between…

Distance from someone can be a great time to reflect sort through the things you have framed and hang them in your mind visiting them quite often the gallery helps to dull the discomfort of the space between shoring up the hopes of one….perhaps two that it is only a…

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Trespassing……

Walking along the fence….. I think I see a hole in the fence when the time is right Ill wiggle through because ….. behind that fence is you   🦁

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Spinning wheels……

It’s a far cry from a longing…… to a doing once you begin to uncover and rediscover dreams you wouldn’t let go of…..and finally act on them well things just fall in place….. because of your stubbornness and determination to let them happen not make them happen so I am…

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Postponed

I decided my mind needed to be postponed the thoughts it was sending wouldn’t leave me alone so I gave it a warning that this nonsense couldn’t go on so until further notice………….. my mind is postponed   ttucro

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Coloring book…..

I got this book some years ago and it went unnoticed for some time but I ran across it and began to color and the exercise changed my mind as the picture began to to shape I realize that it mirrored my life Ā nothing happens until I put forth the…

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Safecracker

I’m not very good but I’ll give it a try learning the trade takes a lifetime but I’m willing to learn because I have a clear goal…. to open that safe that contains your heart ā¤ļø   ttucro  

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