In case I wasnāt clearā¦..
I do believe in God I do believe in good I believe what holds me back are things I misunderstood I have been hurt by giving the benefit of a doubt those wounds have taught me ā¦it often hurts to do what is right I believe everyone is capable of…
Read MoreI know youāre a wise Godā¦..
I know youāre a wise Godā¦ because rarely you do what I ask thank you ttucro
Read MoreSomeone stole my heartā¦.
Someone stole my heartā¦.. have you seen a suspicious person at my door? thank God for nosy neighbors someone saw a š so I gathered all the evidence and narrowed down my search dialed in to the suspect I made a guarded approach cornering the perpetratorā¦.I approached with cautious steps…
Read MoreMakes you wonderā¦..
I use to be so sure and confident when I was younger age has afforded me the opportunity to resurrect parts of the past I question what I was trying to prove and who I was trying to be do most people have that figured out by now? Or do…
Read MoreDifferent pathsā¦same destination
I see you walk a different path then me I have been trying to get you to follow mine tripping over a root ā¦..I got a perspective I had never entertained I was chuckling to myself clumsy to say the least I saw a beautiful cloud overhead and damn if…
Read MoreCanāt change thatā¦.
I canāt change the way you feel I canāt determine when you heal or the things that make you mad or glad I canāt change thatā¦ā¦. I canāt change your past or mine the things weāve lostā¦the things weāve found the people we have used and the people that have…
Read MoreInner cleaning š§¹
Wash your heart when you wash your hands those old hurts are keeping you from the love you seek and. From loving others there are reasons why you are so concerned with cleanliness what really needs cleaning is our hearts Only God can do that we should keep washing our…
Read MoreAwkwardā¦..aka Life
If my friend you are forced to bend with the various sways of life if at times you feel yourself in a bind and the noose is getting tight these are but phases in a ānormal lifeā one shouldnāt be alarmed For if most of your days donāt feel like…
Read MoreThe Poet’s Curse ā¦..
It is plain to me that I pay a price To see things that others cannot conceive and that price is the āPoetās Curseā to feelā¦.. to touchā¦..to acknowledgeā¦,to embrace to get inside of hearts that have been closed for years to feel the pain of the losses of others…
Read MoreJust below the surfaceā¦ā¦
Look beyond the surfaceā¦ā¦there is so much more to see stop being in a hurryā¦..takes time to receive everything has a message given to those who have the patience wait there is more than meets the eye to all we encounter if you listen to the vibrationsā¦ā¦.the language of inanimate…
Read MoreAfter the factā¦..
After the factā¦ā¦.it pains you to look back wonder how you could be so stupid Hindsight brings a swift kick in the ass you feel like you deserve another the cards were on the table but you refused to accept themā¦.. so you shuffled the deck What would have been…
Read MoreTightrope brokeā¦..
The high wire Iāve been walking has finally given way finding myself unconscious, I awoke to an amazing sound it was the Angels singing šµ not your time to go, put your life back togetherā¦.this time go slow i suppose that has been my way to expose myself to the…
Read MoreThe Easy Partā¦ā¦
Love ā¤ļø is the easy part of a relationship the hard part is adjusting our expectations to reality ttucro
Read MoreSeeking the impossible
People like me yearn to be free but they seem to be drawn to the impossible reaching for things and reaching for dreams that are way beyond their reach so we plod along hoping to crack the code that doesnāt exist so people of my type either they learn or…
Read MoreCanāt get inā¦ā¦..
That part that keeps you from letting go is the most important part to know till you cross over and release control the most important part Iāll never know ttucro
Read MorePay attention to the double linesā¦ā¦
The double lines on the roadā¦ā¦warning not to pass so you donāt cross them but there are double linesā¦..figuratively everywhere around peopleā¦..placesā¦ā¦ā¦and things there are indicatorsā¦ā¦..mannerismsā¦ā¦.bad vibes feelings of distrustā¦ā¦..confusionā¦.etcā¦ā¦. they are there cross them on your own accordā¦ā¦and remember I warned youā¦ā¦.. basedā¦on personal experience donāt cross the double…
Read MoreGot off lightā¦.#<>prosperity
One blisterā¦ā¦remains the cost of attempting the impossibleā¦ā¦ old sayingā¦āwhen someone shows you who they are, believe themā the emotion that went into that experiment stands as a reminder that anything or anyone I put in front of my recovery is doomedā¦..along with recovery but it was worth itā¦ā¦ had…
Read MoreGemini Man
Gemini Manā¦ā¦.I hate to disturb your plans there is no where to run to everywhere you goā¦.you are there tiredā¦I guess soā¦unsettledā¦ā¦I guess so the holes in your soul can be filledā¦.if you are willing to substitute your willā¦.with Godās will Up to youā¦..look back at the tracksā¦..the train isnāt…
Read MoreEasy to sayā¦.. hard to do
One could aspire to live life without expectation Accepting what is presented having no predetermined outcome but that damn human element nudges and prods leaving a faint desireā¦ā¦.that left to its own forms into a hopeful end that leads to a tightrope that spans across the unlikely to the impossible…
Read Morewasteful scholar
The pursuit of knowledge must be tempered with time taken to absorb and understand Otherwise it becomes like passing billboards there and then gone š¦
Read MoreNo more chasing rainbowsā¦ā¦
No more chasing rainbows they are gone before I get to the end someone has taken the gold and the process begins again so I started thinking about what it has cost to locate that certain spot and everything that I had lost along the wayā¦.. No more chasing rainbowsā¦.š…
Read MoreThe Giftā¦
Poor little boy ā¦ā¦.he broke his gift but being in a hurry to open it up as the pieces fell through his hand he said I know we canāt take it back I know we canāt take it back poor little boyā¦ā¦.he broke his ā¦ā¦.ā¤ļøāš©¹ By being in a hurry…
Read MoreApostrophe,
My days have passed so fast I have but few regrets most of those revolve around not being honest with myself – seems so insane the things I tried so hard to convince myself that werenāt right for me But nevertheless I struggled along until I was alone with me…
Read MoreNot your average fruitā¦..š
I feel from the tree and the birds š¦ came to look at me ā the crow said not sure what to do with you, we donāt recognize your kindā so they helped me up and sent me on my way and I rolled down the hill and came to…
Read MoreOkayā¦..okayā¦ā¦ Iām a swingerā¦ā¦soā¦.
Well you have to be kidding arenāt you a little old to which I reply ā¦. Can I help you dig a š³ļø hole who says we get to old for things i just love the freedom gives to me – I prefer the wooden seat instead of those rubber…
Read MoreAcceptanceā¦ā¦ little to do with likeā¦
I know there are reasonsā¦ā¦ Care to fill me inā¦.. You arenāt responding so I guessing itās not time to begin Plenty of times Iāve trusted you and you have never let me down I wish that previous evidence was enough to chase away my complaint But this human thing…
Read MoreIn the silenceā¦..
In the silenceā¦ā¦I pray that God will help me stay Away from anything that separates me from Him it is so easy to slide into old patterns and behaviors that I can justify by thinking ā well Iām working towards thatāā¦..interpreted as ājust thinking about itā āYou coming with meā¦ā¦or…
Read Morethe monsterā¦ā¦gets a new role
There is a monster that resides in me and for some time I let him roam free he kept bringing things back to meā¦..mostly broken hearts š so I tried to make him seeā¦..his antics werenāt helping meā¦ā¦ he laughed and said I was to blame because I was the…
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