Humpty fellā€¦ā€¦..

Humpty fell and lived to tell of his precarious life on the wallā€¦.. from his vantage point he felt he had it all ā€¦ā€¦.leaving the rest for me and you the problem you see was he needed you and me but he didnā€™t realize it at the timeā€¦.. so as…

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Let go ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦

Humans are so funnyā€¦ā€¦ they will hang on to a grenade if they have had it long enoughā€¦ā€¦.or a box seat in hell if they have had the tickets for yearsā€¦ā€¦ do yourself a huge favor let go ttucro/collector of smiles

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Twofoldā€¦ā€¦.mustard or mayonnaise?

There are two sides when we disagreeā€¦ā€¦. One for you and one for meā€¦ā€¦. If we are to grow we donā€™t necessarily have to agreeā€¦ā€¦ but is tantamount that I understand you and you understand meā€¦ā€¦ā€¦. letā€™s agree on thatā€¦ā€¦ā€¦mustard or mayonnaise? ttucro/ collector of smiles

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Glad they hung with meā€¦ā€¦

Funny how my childhood tendencies to daydream have never left meā€¦. Reprimanded for being lost in thought against what was being taughtā€¦ā€¦ Occasionally I would be ask to share what I found so enchantingā€¦ā€¦and would tell them in great detail, Ā and then it was overā€¦ā€¦..the teacher has lost control and…

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Ex-Wisecrackerā€¦..

I cease having opinionsā€¦ā€¦ on things I donā€™t understandā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ ttucro/collector of smiles

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Slowā€¦ā€¦.

Slow lets me see things that escaped me because my focus was always aheadā€¦.. countless wonders were unnoticed because I was driven by destination and didnā€™t appreciate the journeyā€¦.. what changedā€¦. Age ā€¦ā€¦..experienceā€¦ā€¦.maturity so it is needless to suggest to others what I have learnedā€¦ā€¦ they must arrive at this…

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Scuffedā€¦ā€¦but still walking

These old boots are just like meā€¦.. worn and weathered ā€¦ā€¦ but still walking the look on an old friendā€™s face connects me a past that has left its marksā€¦.but has been left behind I donā€™t disguise it and I donā€™t regret its part in my developmentā€¦ā€¦.the chisel of life…

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They come backā€¦ā€¦.the smart ones

I had no idea how I would be blest by failing the test, over and over again those failures helped me to see how stubborn and ungrateful I could be finally after my best attempts failed I surrendered and asked for help itā€™s funny but this path I chose seemed…

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Tantamountā€¦ā€¦.the same as

Guarded feelings you need to be sure leftover baggage cover the floor so you gather them slowly and accept what you missed and you put them in the trash and they have been dismissed the same routine follows you around for weeks deciding what was wrong and what to keep…

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Wheel of Fortuneā€¦ā€¦

The wheel of fortune continues to spin and it gives and takes without askingā€¦. so we have a choiceā€¦ā€¦.a deterrent or a blessing not finished formingā€¦. the first seems to have connotations Ā suggesting a stoppage or hindranceā€¦ I prefer the latterā€¦a blessingā€¦ā€¦ to me it breeds hope I cannot see…

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The Beauty of Basic

The telltale sign of a focused mind can be easily accessed by what is treasured and what is left behind ā€¦ā€¦ the clutter we carry is small change compared to the memories we relive over and overā€¦ā€¦carry what can be sharedā€¦ā€¦experienceā€¦ā€¦strengthā€¦..understanding and hopeā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ I adorned my life with things that…

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Youā€™re Going to Get Wet

Yepā€¦ā€¦ itā€™s raining and I can hear you fretā€¦ā€¦ but this is life and youā€™re going to get wetā€¦.. youā€™ll dry out and get over itā€¦..but this is life, youā€™re going to get wet Sun comes out and puts spring in our step and you are excited for days on…

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Art of Suffering

Itā€™s going to happenā€¦ā€¦..someone or something will ruffle your feathers and you are the only one in the world šŸŒŽā€¦ā€¦ singled out because you pulled Sallyā€™s pants down in the second gradeā€¦ā€¦ you knew it was coming but you didnā€™t know when ā€¦..here it isā€¦.. payback last week it was…

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After the learningā€¦ā€¦..for Noah

After the learningā€¦ā€¦.put it awayā€¦ You will find whatā€™s important will stick and stay The lessons you have learned are to merely point the way The heavens are waiting to here what you have to say Take those thoughts and words that rattle in your head and put them on…

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Keep Flappingā€¦..

Little wings šŸŖ½ wonā€™t take you far/ no other way to start Humbling as it may seem/ everyone starts with little wings some are fine with little trips/ makes them feel safe and secure/ that is the comfortable gist of their lives/ enough to satisfy their desires for living Others…

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Pastelsā€¦..

the glory of the Earth šŸŒ that I can see ā€¦..in brilliant colors that encircle me, but I must admit the ones that entice me the most areā€¦ā€¦ pastels those muted tones that combine a fewā€¦..draw me into their soft tender hues ā€¦.. mesmerizing and subduedā€¦. Ahhhh the pastels sometimes…

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Onion

Onion man we are peeling off skin trying to determine where you have beenā€¦.. in hopes you never go there againā€¦. Onion man we are peeling off skin you seem to have been through this beforeā€¦.. you donā€™t flinch and you donā€™t swearā€¦ā€¦ just stare off in the distance repeatingā€¦..ā€wish…

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Prisonerā€¦ā€¦ by choice

Only a truly ā€œfreeā€ person can understand the value of self imprisonmentā€¦ā€¦ for it is by separating that we sift through the debris of lifeā€¦.. and decide what to keep ttucro/collector of smiles

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Revisitedā€¦ā€¦. Christmas. 23.1145

Old traveled paths I used to runā€¦ā€¦coax me on ā€please come, please comeā€ā€¦ā€¦and I relive again those times that have no endā€¦ā€¦.and keep beginning over and over again to remind me how far I have come and there is no end in sightā€¦..I treasure that view for what it means…

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I donā€™t knowā€¦ā€¦ Maybe heā€™s right

Damnā€¦ā€¦.He didnā€™t do what I wanted Him to doā€¦ā€¦ so whatā€™s the use of carrying on this fight the world keeps pushing me to accept so many thingsā€¦ for me it just doesnā€™t seem right but I canā€™t see into the futureā€¦..I canā€™t seem to deny, a force that I…

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Nothing like your faceā€¦ā€¦for Zā€¦..from L

There is nothing like your faceā€¦.. seems like itā€™s been to longā€¦ā€¦ I see some change ā€¦. Nothing drastic Ā ā€¦..time is doing its thingā€¦. although you ignore itā€¦ā€¦.hope that never changes for you The wings that were always in my heartā€¦..seems to have transferred to youā€¦ā€¦glad they are getting used…

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Unbridled

I felt your nudgeā€¦.. I saw your frownā€¦I suppose I knew this would be coming down ā€¦ā€¦.. ā€After all Iā€™ve done for youā€¦ā€¦..ā€¦ here, you wear the crown ā€¦ā€¦. remember what your life was like when you ran the showā€¦.. youā€™re trying not to offend others by not mentioning my…

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Growing Wings On The Way Down

I stepped off the cliff because I couldnā€™t resistā€¦.. surrendering to my diseaseā€¦ā€¦ I thought it was over but to my surpriseā€¦ā€¦ life begin again so I started to see what was troubling me and it wasnā€™t really what I thought at first I was able to seeā€¦ā€¦that I was…

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Not meā€¦ā€¦.

They are criss crossing the pike trying to avoid being hit as they walk in a delusional daze searching for the best deal they can get by bartering carsā€¦..sexā€¦.clothesā€¦.jewelry whatever is left i didnā€™t get thereā€¦.. but I got close driving to a meeting I know it is still thereā€¦..the…

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Starting Over

The road I was on has been permanently closedā€¦.. the cost to repair required losing my self respectā€¦ā€¦ it has damaged my confidenceā€¦. being unwilling to admit reality is a safe bet that it will result in turmoilā€¦..and it did starting overā€¦. not starting from scratch but learning new ways…

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The Problem with Schedulesā€¦.

Much as we would like to think otherwiseā€¦.. we canā€™t pick a time to die so sometimes if our schedules are so preciseā€¦ā€¦ we lose the opportunity to experience life as it flows not possible that we could be correct on every move we make so do yourself a favorā€¦ā€¦…

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Didnā€™t Graduateā€¦ā€¦held back

I have been sent back to repeat a gradeā€¦.. my counselor gave me a choice to continue my disruptive behavior or seek a different course so reluctantly I agreedā€¦.much to my surpriseā€¦.when I donā€™t say everything I think I often discover ā€¦ā€¦..to myselfā€¦. I often lie the power of restraint…

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Just Oneā€¦ā€¦

One of anything was never enough and I gorged myself on the delicacies of life moreā€¦.. moreā€¦. more ā€¦ā€¦..all these things and I was poorā€¦ā€¦ poor in my appreciation and understanding that quantity wasnā€™t a substitute for the quality of valuing what was in front of me I am tryingā€¦..…

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Laundry mat

I must admit Iā€™m slow to embrace the unaccustomed effort it takes to do such simple thingsā€¦..until those things change the experience here stirs a mixture of thoughtsā€¦. Some doing the best they canā€¦ā€¦ others like me realizing the cost ā€¦.. of hard decisionsā€¦..what was won and what was lostā€¦ā€¦.…

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I know the guardsā€¦..

I know the guards that protect your heartā€¦.. they did that for me when my world came apartā€¦.. they give me updates as to where you areā€¦.. It has helped me to understandā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ because I know the guards ttucro/ collector of smilesā€¦.

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