now you know

the feeling one experiences when something is revealed is such a mixed bag of emotions………………………………excitement, confusion,humility, ignorance , foolish, gratitude…………………on and on especially if you felt it was something you knew learning takes on so many forms and i am only aware of these lessons sometimes……………………… i wish that wasn’t true…

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Again

I don’t spend much time looking back, but sometimes it is permissible when something you thought you experienced you realized you missed under the influence there are many things and places my body was and my mental faculties were somewhere else so it is with an acute understanding as i…

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ELOQUENT

If one is prone to incessant chatter, the consensus is that you become a pounding drum to be endured and not taken seriously of course there are indeed times when a few sentences won’t suffice and that is to be expected but if every avenue ventured down leads to a…

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a new year

grateful to be able to say that i’m not carrying over unfinished business into the new year it didn’t get the best of me as i might have hoped but i didn’t bring any excess baggage either this is the way it goes sometimes……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… sometimes you tread water and you…

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PRUNING

When the urge to examine and correct ones’ life is driven by self motivation rather than necessity perhaps it could be uttered that person is in search of enlightenment………ttucro   so part of my tree often offends me, could it have that effect on you i pose this question while…

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job to do/window washer

when i was born, before i began to crawl, i was assigned a job to do the events in my life have molded me and lead me to where i am now along the way, i was confronted with decisions and many paths that i choose were not the best…

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coming down

so much stuff was spinning around, thought it might be a good time to come down from the tree i planted to get away from the responsibility of being me i would climb down, do what had to be done and scamper back to my perch from my vantage point…

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with different eyes

my eyesight has changed as the earth continues to spend in so many ways each day a new life begins i am so grateful i don’t feel like i am heading to the end,rather a new beginning we gather and keep bits and pieces along the way, often we have…

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you have money, money doesn’t have you

i’d like to think if i were wealthy, i would be like you quiet an unassuming trying to do the best you can do regular ”Joe” quietly making your way through this world i didn’t detect a certain air nor did i see judging stares, a pleasant demeanor as you…

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convinced

not waiting on tomorrow, might not come anyway look into the sunrise and say a prayer of thanks you said this day was coming but you couldn’t tell me when that i would believe God is everything or He didn’t exist …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………. i listen to the argument that God doesn’t…

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someones’ hero

someone will cross your path in this life and only you can give them what they need be that person’s hero friendship encouragement patience protection listener confidant the list could go on forever there is someone only you can touch and open the lock on their heart and mind when…

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ONE God is enough

must take a lot of time if you believe in many God’s to get all your prayers prayed My God is very convenient one prayer gets the job done ,my God is so big, glad i only need one one God is enough see i believe this God created everything,…

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parole

i let myself out, i made parole forgave myself for the things i stole what a price to pay ,locking yourself away because i didn’t want to see, what had become of me so I made a decision to put on the brakes, owning my mistakes, something changed inside of me………………………for…

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within……………………………………….so without

i focused on my inner self and found to my surprise my outer world had also changed because i saw with different eyes the deeper inside i went the more i felt at ease the things that plagued me for so long, no longer bothered me never realized how much…

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few

the dictionary defines few as not many,……………..pause it doesn’t say not enough everything in the physical and mental worlds has a weight attached to it, in terms of possessions and thoughts ideally we physically own what we need, everything else to a degree is a burden…..they may give us pleasure…

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it’s not all good

1  it’s not all good that got me here but it is what happened, that much is clear and when I do look back the person i see is not the person i am today that in itself makes it easier to live with my past   2  i spent…

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hung on a tree

heard about this guy, who lived some time ago said He knew the secret of living in this world many laughed when He shared with them what He wanted them to know but a few stayed and listened,and something inside them began to grow   at first it was just…

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in…………………………………..or out

doesn’t take many words to convey the message of love     and there aren’t enough words once that love is lost       in…………………………………………………………………………………..or out

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let go of the rope

i had this dream, i think i know what it means but i’ll let you decide for yourself ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, the smell of smoke roused me from my sleep i opened the bedroom door and fire was racing up the stairs, all i could see was flames i had placed escape…

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quiet inside

as the pages of the calendar turn, the goals in my life have changed it isn’t about lots of material things, or loads of money in the bank it’s about peace the beautiful peace that comes with being still and quiet inside, when the wheels stop turning and a thousand…

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it’s better if i do

it’s better if i do, think more than less of you really doesn’t matter what you do or say, i’ll try to like you anyway so any harm you meant for me comes roaring back at you it’s better if i try to help you, maybe we both will learn…

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i’ll have the last laugh

attack, attack,attack you never are to blame have to keep that facade intact you have devoloped the act of transferring responsibility into an art with details so fine that any portrait painter would envy them you have it down so well you believe it yourself …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… but i have one…

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still have you

if………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… the bottom drops out and i lose my job the doctor finds i have an incurable disease the house burns down i lose my friends and family i lose my way i find my way i become indigent the government takes my freedom ………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….. no matter what this world…

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hold on

hold on it’s coming but it may take a while when country comes first and when good means good for all and not some when ethnicity becomes secondary and citizenship becomes primary when a hand reaches out to get or give help, it will have nothing to do with color…

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ask yourself

i look around me…………………..i must be insane and i have the nerve…………………to complain two hands, two feet, two eyes getting weak nice warm house and comfortable seats two cars in the driveway and plenty to eat and i have the nerve ………………..to complain friends and family, most of whom i…

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wading through my fear

doesn’t seem to be a way out of here,  i have looked everywhere the last thing i want to do, is the only choice i have wading through my fear i have no idea what i am stepping into,it has been years accumulating and i don’t have a clue, i’ve…

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the fair is always in town

the fair is in town, it’s not going away they found enough people who where willing to pay and as the tickets keep getting higher, the smart ones walk away but there will always be some that are willing to stay looking for that chance to see what they have…

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those little red dots

i guess it looks kinda stupid, but i put little red dots by my thumbs, as a reminder to stop…. to be aware of what i’m thinking and what my mouth is putting out and if it isn’t, kind and necessary then i need to ”stop” like the signs on the…

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delete this program

delete the program that tells you, you’re just human and you are bound to make mistakes and replace with a program that encourages you to be the best you can, realizing you will fall short sometimes can you see the difference…………..don’t start out with excuses………come on i am bound to…

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don’t let your thorn become a tree

along the way a thorn is stuck in your side and it hurts you get caught up in things and every attempt you make at removing is thwarted so you move along and you get used to the pain, it’s just there doesn’t keep you awake at night, just keeps…

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