ok so now i know
ok so now i see why things turned out this way but the issue still remains, i don’t like what i see now i can try and pretend that it’s all in my head and the fact is some of that would be true but if i deny what i…
Read Moreworks better this way
i stopped doing the things i do hoping for others to acknowledge them often ignored, or expected it always left me with feelings of disregard or servitude then i would remember whom i was really working for, You God so i now try to start each task with the understanding…
Read Moredogcatchers
nobody likes dogcatchers but what if we didn’t have them? what about all the jobs people do that nobody else wants to do? perhaps when you see a sanitation worker maybe a thank-you is in order someone does the things that i don’t want to do and the same is…
Read Morelearning to listen to God
i’m learning to listen to God you wouldn’t think it would be that hard but it takes a little time to chase these thoughts from my mind that interfere with what He is trying to say if His voice was loud and booming then it would be easier to hear…
Read Moreu b u and i’ll bme
u b u and i’ll bme that’s the way it’s supposed to b i don’t need a carbon copy of me, that won’t teach me anything i am comfortable and confident with me to allow you to be whatever you need to be i offer to you what i want…
Read Moredo you read me
it’s important that we connect to have someone get what we get to affirm that this isn’t a solo trip the invisible chords really do exist and if you don’t know what i’m talking about you don’t know what you missed it’s important………………………..that we connect you won’t feel it…
Read Morerubber band
may i be a rubber band holding sometimes but able to expand keeping things together and easy to unwind giving a little order and peace of mind stretching when i need to and sometimes standing firm binding things together as this world tosses and turns
Read Morevacation/gratitude is the key
perception colors my world, the colors depend on my gratitude i needed a vacation from myself, so i offered to help someone else the process turned me around, in it i found, i was a lot better off then i thought perception is the key the colors…
Read MoreGod smiled
you may think i’m crazy or that i think like a child but sometimes as i go about my day i think i see God smile i would like to think it has to do with how i live my day i could be wrong but i don’t get that…
Read Morethe beginning is the end
sounds initially strange but consider it my friend on any given occasion, the beginning is the end for how we approach a problem or how we greet a friend is so heavily influenced by how we choose to begin i recommend wholeheartedly extreme consideration as to what is inferred from…
Read Morediscovery: pry bar of time
what do i know what do i see these perceptions get the best of me when i think i understand the pry bar of time opens my mind as usual what i find to so many things i was blind
Read Moreno postage required/for wt and dm
this note won’t require any postage because i’m writing it for myself all the words have been spoken i’ll keep it as a reminder of my limitations waste of time trying to change someone hard enough to change yourself better to accept the person, if you can or go…
Read Moreforgiveness/spiritual axiom
forgiveness is as much, if not more for me, than for you the letting go, lets God in the perception that something is given must be accompanied with the thought of receiving, grace
Read Morehorace the oak
Horace soared towards the sky at the edge of a beautiful meadow a meandering river passed nearby and offered its’ sweet water often it is not only a human characteristic to wish to be something different, other species suffer with the same discontent so it was with Horace, who longed…
Read Moreperception/’old poems never die’
the trickle of water: was enough to fill my cup, if i was patient made me long for torrents of rain started to weaken then it was gone reviewing my notes: i had focused on areas that supported my opinion i had captured the essence of the lecture i…
Read Morecareful what you touch
careful what you touch you might feel a little rush, that turns into crush from a boulder you never saw coming your way different can be cool, but it is the romance of fools the same old thing dressed up in different clothes the exchange can be like an insect…
Read MoreFAST WON’T LAST
fast won’t last fast won’t last look at me i failed the test hurry hurry and round and round sometimes up but most times down hide behind the face of a clown smiles outside, inside a frown tired of swimming the world is pulling me down one more thing before…
Read Morea voice i can hear/ FOR Bill K.
a voice i can hear, came soft and clear i know it was arranged by God in a non-threatening way he is able to say ” you are whacked and you are forgetting who is in charge” in the past i would bristle up and feel my pride had been…
Read Morelooking at me
things are changing, i hope you can see i took the microscope off you and put it on me by so doing i was able to see many of the problems i thought were yours actually belong to me nothing changes till something changes
Read Morecan’t do the same old thing/ for amy w.
can’t sang the same old songs with the same melodies people feel different they can’t all sound the same strange how you lull yourself into seeing things as you are taught they should be all the while denying what it is you actually see the friend who used to move…
Read Moreabove, below and right where we are
there will always be some above, some below and where we are sometimes it’s challenging to accept that we are where we are supposed to be but what a difference it makes in us and our perception of the world around us i see this tree everyday in my yard…
Read Moreloosen your grip
holding on tight could mean your fear is dominant and a life ruled by fear is akin to a constant game of ”dodge-ball” perhaps you might entertain the notion that you are the one throwing the ball a rigid life is stiff and breakable and flexibility is a good place…
Read Morecommitment
commitment: commitment is a scary word,makes me think of fences and doors but what i want i cannot get if i’m not willing to commit i want to trust you and i want you to trust me, i want to be respected and feel like i’m free the truth shouldn’t…
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