don’t wait

faith is not waiting for the smoke to clear God will direct your feet and while the building is burning down, perhaps there is someone to save so to walk under the direction of the God we profess, is to step into the smoke by faith protected by the only…

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sharing your joy

so good to see the changes you have made you seem a little more confidence that you can pull this thing off i showed you where to put the cornerstone,just like someone showed me i had a hand in helping you stand and that’s all the accolades i need it…

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d…………..anger

hard to separate the two………………………but there it is there is no dispute, there is danger in anger and anger is often dangerous there is a place for anger………………………………a very small place with enormous consequences rarely is one grounded enough when anger is involved to accurately evaluate those possibilities anger is…

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blatherskite

each time i think i am qualified to give advice or thought i am reminded that this mind was twisted and untrustworthy for a very long time so i need to be on guard and constantly remind, unless i am letting God speak through me,you are talking to someone who…

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denouement

the fact that these series of events could have ended in such a great place amazes me to no end just goes to show,we never know how God will work things out everyone was delighted and perhaps enemies can find a path to be friends they have this set of…

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organon

so a novel idea was imparted to me stop looking at my past as something bereft and use it as an organon,look back and study………………and then move on i cannot dwell in my past, but only a fool never looks back to see patterns or fears that only with careful…

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the one thing i try to chain

there is one thing i try to chain for the good of everyone for when i let my tongue go without restraints we all suffer from the chaos that ensues so generally i am opposed to keeping things locked down, but judging form the pain i can cause, in this…

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the only weather that concerns me

i can weather any storm as long as i keep it external it is only when i internalize it that it becomes a problem as long as my center of gravity is maintained by being spiritually fit the external challenges are just situations and will work themselves out, and they…

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festoon

let us celebrate and decorate each day with kindness and love what better way to give thanks and say we are grateful for what we have for this and all our days are gifts to be cherished and shared we adorn the hearts of those we love with words that…

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makeover

everyday i entertain the notion of what to makeover today this old house in is need of constant repair, so i inspect the windows{eyes} and the door{heart} to see if there is damage that needs to be restored the garage{mind} has stored lots of things, some can be used and…

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fire eaters

so………i’m standing across the room watching, as the collision goes down, flames are reheated and tossed around but one thing in particular became apparent to me, you ate the fire instead of letting it be there was no resolution going to take place…….and one of you should have realized this…

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the way i roll

hope you will like me, but i won’t travel far from my chore beliefs to accommodate you or anyone else i won’t make a scene unless you push me, i will remove myself, if you continue to push…………..we at war there are 3 levels of my make-up and mindset non…

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polyglot

i mix the languages that i have learned depending on my surroundings grateful that my experience has granted me opportunities to interact with people in all sorts of places and in all levels of society my favorite types are those that are esteemed yet remain humble, very powerful and very…

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the channel

i came to find that i had built a damn around my heart, to protect it from this world the problem is that is not my job, because i’m a child of God my mission is to provide a path that allows Gods’ love to flow through me, sharing the…

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switch seats

if i trade seats with you, in my mind perhaps my perspective can change too to consider how it would be received, the communication i wish to trade when someones pauses to reflect on something shared or brought to light gives me the impression that they care about what they…

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put the mirror away

put the mirror away, you aren’t ready to see and face life on life’s terms and reality the best course of action ,which will take all the courage you can find will be to sit down and let your nerves unwind i am encouraged that you are willing to look,…

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in lieu of………

in lieu of what i am supposed to be doing i practice diversionary tactics that keep the stallions in their pens but they aren’t happy present conditions prevent me from my intended purpose………….i will honor my responsibilities and their requirements………………..but the bird is getting ready to fly practicing short flights…

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reality check

every so often i assess how reality matches up with my mentality, because i can entertain notions of being in different places then i actually am, both mentally and physically……………………sounds strange……………but that doesn’t keep it from being true more considerate than i am, more patient than i am, and progressing…

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good the thief of best

i have learned to accept ”good enough” because it was easier to pass the test but it only provided me with the knowledge to grow in small increments the degree of the challenge will manifest the degree of achievement and learning small battles, small victories…………………..to face the army, great victory…

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the River

the roads of my life take me down many dusty lanes where the winds color my face and clothes i travel these paths that are shown to me not always knowing where they will go but i take comfort knowing the River is there to cleanse my skin and clothes…

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always comes through

now i get a little shaky when things don’t fail in place, and every time i say the same thing: ”DON’T KNOW WHY I BOTHER TO GET IN A STITCH, WHEN GOD NEVER LETS ME RUN IN THE DITCH, I HAVE PROOF THAT HE ALWAYS COMES THROUGH, AND YET I…

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deracinate

no use pulling from the top you have to dig deep, or they will come back as you sleep when you awaken something you thought was gone is sitting at the table drinking coffee and spinning yarns so that weed that has corrupted your mind needs to be uprooted to…

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compare lists

good to have an outline of the things one must do but be advised, be flexible as you compare the list with God take no time to scrutinize what is suggested to insert, for we think with the mind of infants and we cannot see our part the general outline…

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take it as it comes

take it as it comes, don’t waste time trying to define what seems to be out of line, with what you had in mind if you take a moment to reflect much of life has come wrapped in ways not easy to discern, only through time has it become clear…

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takes one

takes one to turn the tide from confusion to resolution i have been surprised to find that it takes less effort than one may presume just like a stream, to control the water it isn’t necessary to stop it, just place obstacles to slow and control the flow often when…

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i feed the tree

i feed the tree that’s inside of me the sapling has grown and weathered many storms because it was early on imparted to me i am the only one who can feed my tree the food for the tree doesn’t come from me it comes from a source introduced to…

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bus ride with Jesus

the loudspeaker blasts: ” Holy week, come stay with us at the Jerusalem Hilton, group rates available,…………..He is not here, He’s everywhere you want to be, accepted at more places than Jericho Visa” Jesus died on a telephone pole, between two semi conductors…………lines were overloaded, but the message, the main…

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faith evident

actions are the evidence of faith………….ttucro evidence: proof, confirmation, documentation i wiggle my tongue and form the wind to pronounce things that need no introduction nor recognition, if in fact they have been done the silent servant speaks loudest by the observation of his actions my profession of beliefs can…

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wells without water

all have their season and to recognize the end, can only come with clarity and the will to began again for the shovel that had been retired must now be retrieved and effort put forth again to find the water that we seek takes an honest appraisal of what is…

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tormented/ for t.a.p

i feel compassion for you……………………i almost said ”sorry” but that wouldn’t do you are very intelligent and capable, but your inner turmoil is palpable almost like two people in one body fighting over direction and demeanor makes me think of the ending of a game of hide and seek, when…

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