interesting to watch

my life is interesting because of you…………and what you do and don’t do it inspires me when i watch you and how your life is broadened by the things you do i am not as interested in what you say…………..so often words take the magic away……..by trying to describe something they are ill equipped to…

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on it’s way

i prayed today for a way out of the situation i’m in and so with confidence i wait to see the path you clear asking that you mark it plainly to leave no room for doubt it is the direction you want me to take and i will follow your route i realize it may…

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all expectations are unrealistic

i heard you protest before i finished the title……………but in fact… are they not to have an expectation one must assume…………therein lies the folly because a + b = c yesterday may make it a good bet, but it is no guarantee what a pleasure it would be if i could accept what is in…

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prostitute

i and constantly surprised at how my thinking changes when similar things happen to me………………………………..ttucro i go to work each day, doing a job i really like and am pretty skilled at…………the person who is the owner and person i report to is a bully and super control freak………………………we have almost come to blows many…

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doesn’t take much

amazing to me, it doesn’t take much to lift or suppress to offer a hand to help or push, to speak a kind word or choose to be harsh there is not a great distance between up and down it just seems that way when you are trying to find your way doesn’t take much…

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i’ll pray for you

i’ll pray for you………….even though i don’t want to because that is what you have taught me to do and i follow what you say, because it has proved to be a blessing to me i set aside what my fears and resentments what me to do and instead of retaliation…………….i’ll pray for you i…

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hide and seek

there are things one should retain and those that should fade away when one continues to endeavor in games that only children should play we acquire advanced skills never intended to display, and we becomes masters in,…………………………………….games only children should play adept in hiding from the truth as well as deceiving you, until the balloon…

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captured by words

words have me enthralled and have owned since i was young they take me places i have never been and help me understand what i have learned i let them hold me captive because it is with them i am free, to travel across the universe or sit with them in a tree i have…

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the gamblers creed

i watched Gus as he walked from a room down the hall, i said well Gus how did the cards fall and he said ”tonight they kissed someone else, but that’s okay, i stayed true to myself……i didn’t let my emotions come in and i didn’t lose more than i intended to spend………you see this…

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