flood gate………….open

i awoke today with the aftermath of a dangerous game i played, thinking the world would look the other way…………….and i could do what i want……………..and the world let me think i could continue on, marching to my own drum as i merrily trotted into the mire……………knee deep i began to sink and i looked…

Read More

sit boo-boo……sit

never run,……………………when God is telling you to sit…….. can’t think of a faster way to end up in a pit…………………….. as you sit cold and crying at the bottom a hole…………………. you will hear a soft but distinct voice……………………………………… ” I told You it wasn’t time to go”……………………..sit boo-boo sit  

Read More

careful………..what you think you know

what i know unequivocally would fit nicely on the back of a book of matches, if i write small…………………………………. God loves and looks after me,……God is a He….ref ”Father”………….sorry femmies i can move away from Him, He will not distance Himself from me there is no point in entering a conversation whose purpose is to…

Read More

over

if one can be honest enough to see…………………………..things don’t always go along smoothly……………. a determination must be made…………….what is the part i played……and what can i do to make things better……………………..sometimes………….like today………………it is……………………..starting……………….over…………………….o…….v……..e…….r

Read More

suspended

now i lay me down to sleep, because i am tired of dealing with this creep……………and with him i share a bed……………but he is not having access to my head………..he is under suspension…………………….i am my worst enemy forging ahead with defensive  plans i’ve made based on false information…………….because i am afraid to ask for clarity,…

Read More

you can’t read my mind

you may say you love me and you may look for signs, but the real ”skinny” is your can’t read my mind……………….i think you should know how i think and how i feel, but quite honestly that changes with a gust of wind……………….so i’m seeking shelter and a reprieve from a foe,……………. the problem is…

Read More

just call it a….day

i could go on and on but instead i’ll just call it a day, won’t give it a label or a cute little twist……………it was what it was…………..and that’s the end of it some are better than others from a certain point of view, but it takes all kinds to give one a clue……………….of what…

Read More

not the same for everyone

how naive that we should say……”well this should sound and be this way…” when God takes men down different paths and teaches them in different ways…………the main thing is the trust that He has given to each of us……….. that He knows what it will take to get us to the path He has made…

Read More

A.C.E……..it

when you get to the end…………………if you are lucky enough to see it coming, often we aren’t so lucky, have the guts to accept that you are the reason it turned out the way it did because of the choices you made…………if you don’t like it, accept the responsibility……….. but if you have the guts and…

Read More

He’s not coming

He’s not coming, that God you fear, pray to when you are in despair and hope that He hears…………………lay awake at night thinking nobody cares………………He’s not coming, because He’s already here…………………………when your feet seem tangled and you struggle to talk, you have trouble forming words and you would rather not talk, you feel like the…

Read More