Setting yourself on fire š„
Okay alreadyā¦ā¦.
you waited too long
for youā¦ā¦itās not a new song
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so you know you need to get some things off your chest
at the time it doesnāt matter anyone who will listen fits the requirements
so you cross paths with an acquaintanceā¦. Not actually a friend
when they take a breath after a brief reconnectionā¦..your rant begins
at first itās received with nods and smiles
then the weight and smell of your garbage has turned the conversation into a trail
after your defense has rested from being out of breath
the prosecution steps up and points a few things out
like control and assumptions and selfishness and doubt ā¦ā¦when they are through you are ready to do away with yourself
so you just smile and say goodbye and you look back and see their head shaking ā¦.you really want to cry
well you got it off your chest with the first person who would listen to it
you donāt feel betterā¦ā¦. You feel like a kid
and you realize that confiding with the wrong person
just like setting yourself on fire š„
š¦
