You would be wrong if you think God’s Mercy is always soft and warm and makes us think it’s Christmas 🎄

Sometimes I cannot see He walks with me and still find myself stumbling

I profess to have a faith but when it’s tested it seems fleeting

God seems cruel when He doesn’t do things in the order I’ve requested

so for me to understand how he watches over me would require that He removes His Hand

It doesn’t take but a few seconds when I consider that….. l realize….. I’m way better off than I think I am

l must remember God can be mysterious and I’ll never understand His ways..   I think when I didn’t walk with Him…..and though it isn’t always clear

I correct myself as I look back …… yes no doubt

he’s here

🦍✅