It easy to explain…… you waste the pain of the walls you crawled over to get what was eating at you

you never dealt with the demons you invited into your life …. So they dealt with you ….. taking you places you never imagined going to …. with people that changed faces as fast as you did

you don’t have to relive it …. But don’t forget it….  You paid dearly for every debacle and situation that hurt your self esteem and your confidence….carrying anyone along stupid enough to trust you….

When you gave up trying to squirm through the bars  of the cage you personally constructed….. you couldn’t get through and finally listened with the attention of someone finally willing to admit you hated yourself for doing this…… because you knew better

when money was no more value to you other than to plaster over…. the gaping holes in your soul… your life was directionally headed to the basement where the “things we take for granted “ are stored

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I feel your interest and enthusiasm for sobriety is waning…….think long and hard….. don’t waste the pain

🦍almost david🦍