I will remember this day when I crossed the line….,knowing it wasn’t going to be easy

but my heart didn’t ask me and my mind decided it was no use trying to reason with my heart

we exchanged air kisses before you left and I knew the best case scenario was I would see you in a week

when the yearning to hold and embrace you

to touch your face and stroke those red tresses

was almost overwhelming…….

so God if this is the price that must be paid so down the road when we piss each other off

i will remember this day

When situations seem insurmountable and I am left to pray

when I remember the night I would have given anything just to sit and talk with you

I want to remind myself that I am grateful to be misunderstood and have the wisdom and courage to talk it out….. because you are present and that disagreements are opportunities to grow closer….and not apart

that two people initially driven to self destruction can learn from each other and help each other see through their fears

I will remember when I woke up snuggling with my guitar case realizing I was dreaming it was you

it is one thing to deal with loneliness and make peace…… but then to entertain you may have found that elusive partner…… but they aren’t available at present…. and it will require every once of whatever Spirit within to trudge on….

I don’t know what it would be like to spend copious amounts of time with you….. how could I

however I do know what is like to be without you

that I will remember

Lord …. If it is Your Will …..make a way

🦍…….Almost david