the reality……………….i have never accomplished anything worthwhile on my own…………humbling and honest……………

initially that could make me feel like an under-achiever…………….except i am reminded that all good things begin and come from God………………..

my humanity clammers for recognition and my ego demands it…………..the beginning of a twisted endeavor…………..

fact: sometimes it bothers me but it doesn’t keep it from being true…………………….i am helpless without the guidance and direction

of the Father……………..

perhaps there will come a time when my humanity will embrace this truth with continual gladness………………………..

but i doubt it