so much easier for me to see the things you need to do and if i’m not guarding my mouth………..i am apt to tell them to you………………but i am reminded to turn the focus back on me and it doesn’t take very long to see there is much work to be done in my house………..my…

it continues to amaze me………………………………….that most of the people i meet..are a mystery to themselves…………………………they have little idea how they got to this point in life………what is the focus of their lives………………..or where they are going………………..if you ask they will laugh and smile……….shrug their shoulders………………because thet don’t know………..wow   if i don’t know me how…

finally……………abandoning all hope of having a better past……….accept my shortcomings and start to relax……………..i don’t feel the sinking sensation……………..and i begin to notice many things i have overlooked while struggling to stay ”afloat”………………….. i am able to breathe as the waters of life rise around me…………..going with the flow has always scared me…….because i interpreted…

i define myself by the things i don’t participate in more than by the things i do participate in… the affliations i attest to are as valid as my efforts in those endeavors………….. talk…..talk……talk………with no walk…..walk….walk…………..is the sound of…..footsteps down an endless hallway with no doors………clack…….clack or actually cluck…..cluck……. better to be known for a…