is about as bright as a ”d” battery three years old…….unless i pay the electric bill………………… which comes in the form of attention and obedience to the ”wizard of oz” whom i choose to call ”G” aka ”God”

i have no power by myself, illusion to think i have

so the power and strength of my beam is contingent on my willingness to discipline myself so ”G” doesn’t have to

the bill pays for the connection and the light from ”G” passes through, what you see when i am connected isn’t my light it’s ”G”

so if i am able to help in any way the grace and goodness comes from God it doesn’t come from me

sorry ego………sit down