it was me who threw the first punch

and caused things to spiral out of control 

then blame everyone else for not cleaning up after me

the mess i’ve made was the direct result of moving to fast, with limited information

and not being mature enough to wait for clarity

doing something for the sake of doing something without proper and clear direction

is akin to fishing with an umbrella, you might catch something but the odds are against you

it was me, may i borrow a broom