Remember to Remember

Those lonely nights when there was no light and the world seemed distant and remote when you would give anything to drink away the pain but you don’t do that anymore Remember to remember those days when you were invisible and no one bothered to look your way But that…

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Gods kids

Gods kids…….learn to share because they don’t have to worry about being without Gods kids extend the love God offers them to others…because that’s the purpose Gods kids forgive because God has pardoned them Gods kids are upbeat and engaging because they realize that a relationship with the creator of…

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Turn in your cape …..

Men ….. all men if they are honest and realistic…. realize they were never Superman and stand less of a chance as the calendar pages turn……. As far as physical capabilities regarding tasks that require agility or prodigious amounts of strength. However leaving the illusion behind…. If they have gleaned…

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Balancing on a toothpick.. addiction mom

After you concentrate on securing your balance you spend the rest of your time trying to convince yourself that your foot doesn’t hurt as much as you think it does ….. actually it’s much more a few minutes in and you could admit defeat and clean up the blood and…

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Best beauty routine…..

The people I know that embrace aging and do what they can to work in harmony with the process….. seem to accomplish more than others that do injections…..lifts and whatever the trend is currently the Patina of graceful and healthy aging is a beauty easily competing with youth Wisdom can…

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The FACE of God….. next to you

People say you can’t see the Face Of God…. but that’s not true…. I believe God is Everything God is the stray dog on the street the hooker on the corner the blind homeless man holding out a cup God is the hand reaching out for help God is the…

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Are you listening….

I don’t know but I know I don’t see but I see I don’t love but I love the feeble attempts At diluting myself into believing I’m doing any of the aforementioned well …. Is skating on the thinnest ice to know confidently is to not argue…. to not defend…

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My turn…. Reckoning

I volunteer with 3 disaster relief organizations….I decided I needed to get out of myself after a circus divorce…. Ā It is helping me move on and heal I travel full time with these groups and my 20 year old dog šŸ•ā€¦. Stuart is my technical advisor šŸ¦ā€¦ in a camper…

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Too Smart for your own good?

Don’t let your intelligence keep you from the Supreme Intelligence God almost David…. Evolving

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5 steps ahead…….

The Angels that watch over me know my life is a series of calamities so they know the best plan for me is to stay 5 steps ahead of me – see I’m really good at creating adversity even if it’s just in me and my attitude affects everyone I…

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Ice fishing….,šŸŽ£

Using dating apps is like …. Ice Fishing you drop your bait into a hole and wait for a tug on the line you know they are there you just can’t see them so you wait and try to stay warm šŸ¦šŸŽ£

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Pick ups….. # .01

If you’re talking to someone and they are complaining about the behavior of others good bet they exhibit similar behaviors   I think I know why I feel closer to God in a recovery meeting than I’m church we all know we are broken many people in church are still…

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Ashville……Hurricane after the Hurricane

Ashville was falling apart a long time before the Hurricane hit a perfect example that when anything goes everything goes I was here before the Hurricane and it had its bright spots…. Situated in the beautiful Black Mountains the little towns and villages surrounding are a microcosm of the center…

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Wrong Store

Dear Lord…aka ā€œEverythingā€.. I’ve been shopping at the wrong store You are ā€œEverythingā€ and can provide every thing Give what You give and take what you need to take it will be better than anything I could put on my plate almost david

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I heard you…..

Handcuffs still work in sobriety … when your emotions are out of control….. you put yourself in jail ….craig If my mind is full of yesterday…then is no room for today….reggie A long life pales  …to a good short one the blessing of pain is you are here to feel…

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Love…..isn’t the same as

If you are in a partner relationship and you have not made any adjustments to accommodate your partner your Ā are in a ā€œacceptanceā€ relationship but you aren’t in a ā€œloveā€ relationship Love requires sacrifice and change ….. if those words don’t sound familiar…… you aren’t in a love relationship……. You…

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Vulnerable and

I know a few people that aren’t vulnerable and they are miserable they feel safe and protected but they can’t figure out why they’re unhappy – if you are going to participate in this world you are going to be abused…until you stop it lied to from friends and family…

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Life takes practice….

Even šŸ¦… birds take singing lessons   almost David 🦁  

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Caught in your safety net….

I was sorry to hear you slipped got caught in your safety net kinda strange to think that what was intended to prevent ended up being the culprit but I suppose I’ve been there before thinking I was capable of protecting myself l have long since put those thoughts on…

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Pickup sticks…..the bridge to E

Life moves in different directions it takes and gives things as we are ready to receive them life breaks and shapes us setting obstacles before us to teach us lessons we need to learn we have piles of pick up sticks left from the debris of our past but if…

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Pretend….

It’s challenging to be who I am must be even harder if you have to pretend to get something you want you have decided to play s game that hurts pushes people away pretend but even the best always fail the test if you take your emotions away because they…

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Aspirations ……….

Hobo’s don’t complain they get their water from the rain hide through the winter and surface in the spring hobo’s don’t complain hobo’s don’t explain there are no words to convey their pain so they avoid people…that can’t comprehend what would cause a man to stray from a world šŸŒŽ…

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I admit it…. Sometimes I wonder

Big G …… I know you can read cards you know what I have in my hand āœ‹ so you have the answers and I am forever trying to figure out how to coax them out of you bypassing the waiting part …. Which I detest – I admit You…

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Sad day…..

It’s a sad day when I have more faith in my dog than In humans it’s a sad day – fading David

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Coming clean

People never hurt us we ask them to hurt us then we are bewildered by what they do   coming clean d  

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Grabbing at Straws

The thing about grabbing at straws you have to be quick in such a hurry you’re never sure what you get the process is exhausting and when you’re spent you look around and have no clue where they went so you repeat the process again and again with the same…

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Just the way it is…..

If you’re trying to get sober…. God bless and protect you you listen and do what others do and you will lose the desire to self destruct – but you won’t get away from what you were running from life less than David

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The constant battle… and

The sun strikes at the moon and  the moon returns the favor the constant battle 🦁

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Even God gets tired…..😪

Stop fretting…… when your strength is draining remember Even God……..gets tired Rest and be renewed almost David    

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Mastering the Art of Waiting

The experience of waiting can be a hindrance or a time to pump up our faith and renew our commitment to the process pushing for a desired outcome is a sure fire way to cripple the outcome There is a path cleared for me and when it is clear that…

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