Okay…..okay…… I’m a swinger……so….

Well you have to be kidding aren’t you a little old to which I reply …. Can I help you dig a 🕳️ hole who says we get to old for things i just love the freedom gives to me – I prefer the wooden seat instead of those rubber…

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Acceptance…… little to do with like…

I know there are reasons…… Care to fill me in….. You aren’t responding so I guessing it’s not time to begin Plenty of times I’ve trusted you and you have never let me down I wish that previous evidence was enough to chase away my complaint But this human thing…

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In the silence…..

In the silence……I pray that God will help me stay Away from anything that separates me from Him it is so easy to slide into old patterns and behaviors that I can justify by thinking “ well I’m working towards that”…..interpreted as “just thinking about it” ”You coming with me……or…

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the monster……gets a new role

There is a monster that resides in me and for some time I let him roam free he kept bringing things back to me…..mostly broken hearts 💔 so I tried to make him see…..his antics weren’t helping me…… he laughed and said I was to blame because I was the…

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Full Circle ⭕️…#777

I cannot deny the effects of time….. but it is one thing I don’t fight….. what a ride……what … a flight yep …..I was right (for once) it is what you make it watching my mother decline to her second childhood……I reflect on my own journey and before I get…

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Missing Person….

I recognize the form…. Recognize the face but what happened to the brother with whom I was raised? When did you decide it was okay just to exist….I remember a time when an addiction had we whipped…..but I rallied myself because I wanted to live. I appreciate the gift of…

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The Space Between…

Distance from someone can be a great time to reflect sort through the things you have framed and hang them in your mind visiting them quite often the gallery helps to dull the discomfort of the space between shoring up the hopes of one….perhaps two that it is only a…

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Trespassing……

Walking along the fence….. I think I see a hole in the fence when the time is right Ill wiggle through because ….. behind that fence is you   🦁

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Spinning wheels……

It’s a far cry from a longing…… to a doing once you begin to uncover and rediscover dreams you wouldn’t let go of…..and finally act on them well things just fall in place….. because of your stubbornness and determination to let them happen not make them happen so I am…

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Postponed

I decided my mind needed to be postponed the thoughts it was sending wouldn’t leave me alone so I gave it a warning that this nonsense couldn’t go on so until further notice………….. my mind is postponed   ttucro

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Coloring book…..

I got this book some years ago and it went unnoticed for some time but I ran across it and began to color and the exercise changed my mind as the picture began to to shape I realize that it mirrored my life  nothing happens until I put forth the…

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Safecracker

I’m not very good but I’ll give it a try learning the trade takes a lifetime but I’m willing to learn because I have a clear goal…. to open that safe that contains your heart ❤️   ttucro  

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That hole in the bottle…..

There’s a hole in that bottle, sometimes it’s hard to see there for awhile it took everything from me and things I tried to escape……. they became bigger and bigger but the bottle wouldn’t break so I looked carefully and finally I could see that hole in the bottom was…

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Centipede …

Someone was kind enough to explain to me Life wasn’t meant to be lived like a Centipede In your hurry…….. to and fro you miss so much that you need to know I suggest that you slow down and I think you will find….. what you’re looking for ……… you…

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Scaredy-cats……

All the bravado in the world won’t hide the fact we all are afraid of something the harder they come………the harder they fall so don’t be intimidated by anyone they are just trying to hide their fear Scardycats…..

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Go……sit in a tree 🌳

I think you and me ought to go sit in a tree maybe it will change our perspective we can watch the animals come and try to figure out what we’re doing I’ll give you a hand and point to a branch that’s sound and get you situated I hope…

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He’s not going away……that other man

That man that gets on your nerves and says things that irritate you bad news but he’s not going away – You…yeah you taught him the walk…..you taught him the talk……and now he is driving you insane, no one to blame but yourself As much as you would like to…

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Store Closing…….

NOT OPEN TO THE PUBLIC this store is closing we have sold all our goods I didn’t reorder and it feels very good I have been a merchant for too long and tastes have changed and I’ve finished this song so the last chorus goes like this: ”somewhere over the…

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Discretion…….

To travel 🧳 this “ road of life “ one must gather tools along the way tools to open and tools to close tools to sharpen and tools to dig tools to stop 🛑 and tools to start but having the tools is great but the discretion to know which’s…

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Guilty…..

What information I don’t have … I fill in the blanks… ask me how that’s working for me guilty ttucro

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To close to the Edge……for Michael

I see you’re a good dancer……..love your shoes You’re getting close to a competition’s you will lose And all the hard work your put in and all the time will be at bottom of the ledge that you can’t climb so I’m just saying……you might want to stop and take…

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Wrong is hard to hide…..

A thousand colors on the pallet……the wheel goes round and round…… but no matter where it lands the fact is wrong is wrong pick the dark colors……several coats won’t do because no matter how you paint it….wrong is still wrong ….. the truth comes glaring through So the canvas is…

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Windows of Heaven

Your eyes are windows to Heaven What do they see? A vision of some far away Paradise Or Heaven inside of me Are they a reflection of the blessings I have received?…….or are they clouded with concern over the challenges in from of me? – the eyes are the windows…

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Hands……speak

I watched your hands and they would not rest they had a plan and they were ready for the test and you hoped they would convey what words couldn’t say your hands were definitely speaking they knew hard work and they had endured pain And the song they were singing…

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Captured……

I was captured…….. by life……… I didn’t have any choice and I resented the fact that it was forced but I arrived disgruntled with a trace of remorse and it didn’t take long before I had to make a choice the problem of course was me……..but it seemed easier to…

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Counterfeit

Those feelings you are determined to embrace they aren’t yours…. Tho you try to make them your own they are like putting things in place but they are unsettled…..and keep moving the fog has set in and as you try to maneuver through it….. you keep running into things your…

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The Things I Do Today……..matter….tomorrow begins today

I’m Not that concerned about what goes down today Tomorrow seems so far away and a few wrong turn isn’t going to make for a bad ride so there are going to be bumps and perhaps a few lumps but I have learned to live this way and anyway tomorrow…

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Quit looking for things……. We aren’t going to get For Marcy L.

We tell ourselves maybe this will cause the scales to tip but it doesn’t seem to change things a bit so we tighten our belt and rearrange our grip but it doesn’t seem to matter no matter how much we bleed or how much we sweat —- my spirit comes…

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Just a shower….

Pitta patter what’s the matter just a little rain that’s all instead of feeling glum have some fun and dance outside In the rain it’s just a shower after all Just a shower after all ttucro

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Either way…….

I took a leap and said I would see if someone really was looking out for me because it seems that my dreams are in conflict with reality so a quandary has enveloped me and I question what I see so now this isn’t make believe I’m going to trust…

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