Spend the money..

I knew I should have bit the bullet and gone ahead and paid a professional to do the lobotomy…. But as usual I was trying to save a buck….I can’t even find the receipt for the wire cutters so can’t return them…sometimes you just have to spend the money  …

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Angels do sleep…..for the court of Hastings’s

P…. Said he found you asleep on the couch didn’t hear you come in…. Exhausted after another night of trauma from patients…..and staff he took a throw from the chair and covered you as he was about to turn off the light and go back to bed….. he grinned because…

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The End of Desire…..end of pain

It’s 3 o’clock in the morning……..been traveling so was kinda geared up went to Planet Fitness and caught a workout and drove to the next town to unwind sitting in a parking lot looking at the various plants or weeds on the hill in front of the van sometimes I…

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Rest Area…..pull off

Everyone needs a rest area a place to pull off the highway of life and decompress too many thoughts lead to a tangled knitting 🧶 ball we try to use as a brain 🧠 how many good things or thoughts could be realized by the direction of a tangled mess…

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Almost David…….continued

I had so many traps that hindered me no one to blame but myself In an effort to get along I gave away large pieces of myself never thought like this before this time out has allowed me to see When we go against ourselves I am lying to you…

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Should have.. would have..

I thought I spread my wings when I was younger but I got caught in the riptide of other peoples lives I don’t blame them….    I blame myself I spent the majority of my life trying to be things I’m not But I’m off the ground now..    this…

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No Man’s Land..

The stark truth.. the women my age are either knitting or going to a book club.. the women I’m attracted to ….  I could be their father Welcome to No Man’s Land almost david

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Thinly Veiled….

I approached the direction of the van as just revisiting and remembering the events that took place here…… concerning two relationships leaving an A.A. meeting I inadvertently passed the home of a daughter of one of the participants….. thought about stopping but I know it would have been received poorly…

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Telling your heart…… No

The personal quest to unite with another is a treacherous course to maneuver One path leads to an overwhelming desire on one part…….yours Another path leads to an overwhelming desire on their part…. Not yours the elixir that has the right amount of fear and faith is a concoction that…

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Consider

For a while I was afraid of the voices in my head I suppose that for some reason I was fearful because I alternatively went from listening and acting upon and / or repulsion from some of the chatter I have embraced the concept of lower and higher self my…

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Swimming in the Air

I watch a huge Walrus swimming and he comes back to the window to stare at me……damn he knows he can spot another swimmer I’m not as well equipped but I have managed I swim when my interpretation of certain events leads me to waters that are over my head…

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In Conclusion…..

The quality and personal experience of life will be determined By the time we take.                          To enjoy it.   Mostly david

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Advocating…….

I try not to invade the space others reserve for their opinions i merely wish to suggest an alternative to mild non violent offenders initially being incarcerated for first offense incidents The Human Zoo The necessities of course would be provided in a no frills 10 x10 shelter …… heated…

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Off the beaten path…..

It isn’t long in coming the realization that there are no strangers off the beaten path only friends that have yet to meet the common bond is the desire to see the unseen to witness the spiritual splendor of the world seldom witnessed after traveling “ the path “ for…

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Treasure seekers…..

If you have a difficult time finding new things to be curious about every day….. either you aren’t looking or you have misplaced your appreciation for this “gift” we call…..  life mostly david

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Lesson.. 70.11 months….. presented and offered by Swami Mikela David

The misunderstanding and misinterpretation of Waiting “ Commonly “ Waiting” for something……some time or someone is generally held as an inconvenience that must be suffered with patience and acceptance. The acceptance part is the only part of this equation that is valid…… the rest is the natural response to not…

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The Rabbit Quit….

The Rabbit……” look man…. At first it was fun….surprising people as you somehow managed to convince them …. If you could pull me out of the hat…. You could make other things happen too My ears were always sore and you got to believing that you actually did have some…

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Cull de Sac …….Madison Wisconsin

Between road construction and an errant GPS… you find yourself in a cull de sac miles away from a location you intended to visit you hear the “ train of frustration” in your head blowing it’s horn….. anxious to roll but you are alone…. You….. you have to rely on…

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The Power of Oz

There are but a few things man can do on his on vision…… and still fewer things a man can’t do with God’s vision almost david

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Not interested…….

Leaving Walmart….. I decided to leave my concerns about the current events and confrontational rhetoric…….in the shopping cart munching on a banana in the parking lot ….. it dawned on me …… this plane is a staging area I am merely passing through and my ticket was paid for by…

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Man to Turtle 🐢

I always admired a turtle…..At home wherever they are complete without any trappings to find what they are searching for could be a tasty morsel or a sunny spot on which to lay shelter from a coming rain or a threat that passed their way unencumbered by unnecessary things distracted…

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Infinite

Worlds within worlds words within words spaces between spaces signs within signs depths within depths……. scratching the surface we perceive we see but we only see our reality that reality is ……the distance between what we think we see and actually reality conditioned and shaped by our solicitors…all hoping to…

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God’s Work

Gods work is overseas In the streets and in the trees wherever you are you can fulfill a need you need not be with a group or a clan just be the best witness you can by caring for others or lending a hand How often have you heard people…

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Biggggggggg Handsssssss…. Minnesota

God I am grateful You have big hands they have pulled me out of so many jams before it was an afterthought but not anymore I am aware of Your grace I stopped keeping score so for the last rescue I know you have me in your hand I could…

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Angler

A good fisherman knows when to let line out…… and when to reel it in…. almost david

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Almost david…..hobo extradonaire

Whatever you think you’re not.. you probably are or you wouldn’t be thinking about it / Initially I thought when I started to making arrangements to live a more simpler, nomadic life I was dropping out of this cluster……society we call living I did drop out of it..  but I…

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Mirror

Mirror reflection is only as valid… as our willingness to accept what we see almost David

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No cure…….Taft’s disease…for jenA

The one I want to read this…..will never see it but I’ll pen it anyway so I inherited a disease from a grandfather I never knew and it will never go away I was reluctant to embrace it but the disease had its way….. now I call the road my…

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The “the good old days”…….for Billy/Stillwater

Billy came to his first meeting…… he can’t stop shaking…… it’s a difficult situation to be in….. we know and he knows a drink will fix that …. But it won’t be just a drink…..no one knows how many will follow His skin is crawling and stomach distended…… beads of…

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Connoisseur……

It takes time to refine one’s tastes in all areas of life Indulging in what crosses one’s path is appropriate until we have enough confidence and experience to alter our path if what we are presented with doesn’t suit our developing palate when we begin to savor and cherish certain…

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