hey / All Moses Got Was The Butt

now i wouldn’t claim to know much about anything…………. but i reason Moses was a pretty good guy…………………he had His faults but He took up a long and hard walk because that’s what God asked Him to do……………….He walked through desert sands, had snakes bite His Hand and lead His…

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having the time of your life?

you better be having the time of your life, because this is the time you have…..we never know when the gig is up or when we will be coming back………….so have the time of your life and squeeze out every drop…………………..because no one cares to tell you what you forgot…

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you will be reminded……

you will be reminded of things you tend to forget and those reminders may not be pleasant little tips…………….they may hit you in the face and cause you to do flips……………..you will be reminded……. something you may not have considered for quite some time…….. may burst like a fountain and…

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well……………….what are you, going to do

didn’t seem like a lot………………when you signed someone else’s name in the slot, a formality that was sure to go undetected……………but as with so many things the thing that was most unlikely to happen…………………….did……………………… you caused quite a stir………………. you have survived so far……………..but the game may not be over…

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DOG……………..GOD spelled backwards

as i go along…….becoming more obvious to me……….the only thing that will love me unconditionally……………..is my dogs if i holler at them…………they forgive me in 10 seconds, if i forget to feed them, they still wag their tails when i come home……………………. when i go out of town they don’t…

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flood gate………….open

i awoke today with the aftermath of a dangerous game i played, thinking the world would look the other way…………….and i could do what i want……………..and the world let me think i could continue on, marching to my own drum as i merrily trotted into the mire……………knee deep i began…

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sit boo-boo……sit

never run,……………………when God is telling you to sit…….. can’t think of a faster way to end up in a pit…………………….. as you sit cold and crying at the bottom a hole…………………. you will hear a soft but distinct voice……………………………………… ” I told You it wasn’t time to go”……………………..sit boo-boo sit…

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careful………..what you think you know

what i know unequivocally would fit nicely on the back of a book of matches, if i write small…………………………………. God loves and looks after me,……God is a He….ref ”Father”………….sorry femmies i can move away from Him, He will not distance Himself from me there is no point in entering a…

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over

if one can be honest enough to see…………………………..things don’t always go along smoothly……………. a determination must be made…………….what is the part i played……and what can i do to make things better……………………..sometimes………….like today………………it is……………………..starting……………….over…………………….o…….v……..e…….r

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suspended

now i lay me down to sleep, because i am tired of dealing with this creep……………and with him i share a bed……………but he is not having access to my head………..he is under suspension…………………….i am my worst enemy forging ahead with defensive  plans i’ve made based on false information…………….because i am…

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you can’t read my mind

you may say you love me and you may look for signs, but the real ”skinny” is your can’t read my mind……………….i think you should know how i think and how i feel, but quite honestly that changes with a gust of wind……………….so i’m seeking shelter and a reprieve from…

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just call it a….day

i could go on and on but instead i’ll just call it a day, won’t give it a label or a cute little twist……………it was what it was…………..and that’s the end of it some are better than others from a certain point of view, but it takes all kinds to…

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not the same for everyone

how naive that we should say……”well this should sound and be this way…” when God takes men down different paths and teaches them in different ways…………the main thing is the trust that He has given to each of us……….. that He knows what it will take to get us to…

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A.C.E……..it

when you get to the end…………………if you are lucky enough to see it coming, often we aren’t so lucky, have the guts to accept that you are the reason it turned out the way it did because of the choices you made…………if you don’t like it, accept the responsibility……….. but if…

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He’s not coming

He’s not coming, that God you fear, pray to when you are in despair and hope that He hears…………………lay awake at night thinking nobody cares………………He’s not coming, because He’s already here…………………………when your feet seem tangled and you struggle to talk, you have trouble forming words and you would rather not…

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indolent

perhaps some would call it lazy and some would term it a break…….actually i couldn’t care less how they would term it………. today i am going to skate…..across this imaginary pond and feel the wind in my face…………anything that requires my attention………………….today it can wait…………………for i have had many days…

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projecting……………..the noose around my neck……for vic and bill k.

i put the noose around my neck every time i project…………….because it leaves me with a false feeling…………..that i know what to expect……………my fears and humanity color my reality and leave me with a distorted view of the world and the issues i face…..so every time i think i see…

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thank-you……..i need your help

one cannot be grateful without humility i am not capable of performing miracles, only attest to them there are only two emotions……….love…..and fear i have come to terms with the revelation: there is no destination, only the journey everything is controlled by my attitude my attitude is controlled by my…

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THE PUZZLE

i am putting this puzzle together, most people refer to it as ”life” ………….as with everyone i have had my struggles….. i have had my fights………….but it always seems like some of the pieces were missing, i just couldn’t get it right…………..i always had a faith………and i was taught my…

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hand-writer

a letter, mark, caricature, sign something to help this feeble mind, remember what it is i’m supposed to do and where i’m supposed to be………..the current trend, i say current because the hand-writers i  know don’t do current or trends, they do what they do that works for them…………………..i am…

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Flaneur at heart

the road ahead beckons me but as i have passed through time, my experience reminds me to look closely as i pass………. to examine and reflect the present and presence of where i am………….. for it does little good to reach if i am not aware of my feet……….. where…

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1st face it/ 2nd deal with it

i don’t like it where i am but that’s okay………….i suppose i’m where i am supposed to be……………..at least i’m not afraid to look and i can acknowledge what i see………i reckon i’m where i am supposed to be……………..don’t have the desire to cover things up or pretend i’m somewhere…

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what child is this……

what Child is this that is causing such a stir, they tell me He has His own star, people are coming from near and far……….to witness the birth of a kid in the slums, and i hear talk that He will turn things upside down……………….i want to know about this…

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still holding on…………..

the first move to get back on track is to realize that you aren’t all here…….which requires a constant assessment of what’s going on with me,…………..constant……………i still hold on to things i cannot control and rattle off complaints that serve no other purpose than to needle and cause confusion………………i am…

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bulletproof……………hmmm

i’m not saying my faith would stop a bullet, but that’s on me………….says in the Big B  ”faith the size of a mustard seed…….can move a mountain,”  so i am definitely lacking in that area, but it would keep me alive and let me heal……….i believe that…………the gift of faith…

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abnegation/feels better when i do it

there are always things that need to be taken away and things that need to be added, but it goes down better if i deny myself than if you do…………….self correction and self assessment are tricky at best………………come on…………….getting me out of the way so that i can see me,…

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just me and you

the reality is that it’s just me and you, and that’s the way it’s supposed to be………okay i have family, work, friends and associates……………but when i step aside from the calamity of this world……….just me and you……………….

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lachrymose or lachrymouse

i have watched you play this game of hastily manufactured pain in hopes you may gain sympathy from and unsuspecting pawn………….only to be used until their usefulness is…………..gone…………………in a snap of the fingers you can give and award winning rendition of ”Gone With the Wind” and even Scarlett is impressed…

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no strings attached/for vic and willy

the thing that is the most fascinating about our relationship……………no strings attached…..we do what we do because we love each other in the purest form, friendship…….i come without hesitation to seek input concerning all sorts of ideas and issues…………your response is neither conditioned with fear of loss, or hope of…

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if you want to

you can change…………………if you want to………………you have to really want to……..forget that it will be challenging……….you should know that going in……….you have to be clear what your reasons are for seeking change…….precise………or you won’t do it…….you just won’t…………………..how will the change help me……..how will the change help others………………will it bring…

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