What you can live with

We don’t necessarily think about the lingering effects of our behavior when we are young but as we go along those moments are useful if we remember the angst of their reliving because our conscience is determined to save them so it comes down to how much you want to…

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The Same thing……. But different meanings

It has occurred to me that the same thing upon it’s interpreting it can offer several meanings the same “word” given a different inflection can be received in many ways when I persist in my assessment without pausing to entertain a different version or impression I miss the opportunity to…

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God is my Pleach

God is my pleach He covers me as I travel through this world 🌎 I am aware He watches and directs me away from snares it is a great comfort to me to always know He’s there watching and protecting me from myself the One I fear the most. ttucro

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I’m right here….

Seems almost preposterous to say  But I am here……..where I am today not thinking about yesterday or what tomorrow holds the past is gone and I only revisit when there is similarities to a current situation…….my reference tomorrow is greatly influenced by my actions today so my best hope for…

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Windows

There are windows everywhere even in stone walls the spaces between the rocks reveal hidden worlds they are windows that many miss in a hurry to see the next thing while missing what’s in front of them the time is passing as I write and it won’t agree to wait…

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Yes I know…… but thanks

Yes I k know I’m not worthy of your attention, respect and your kindness and blessings but no kidding……thank you For letting me down easy when I lose control and jump off the mountain of my expectations thank you I try to occasionally utter what you and your friendship has…

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Try turning on the Light 💡

So I see you have scrapes on your knees sad to say it reminds me of me stubborn and willful and determined to have my say I was walking into things just about every day couldn’t figure it out so I spoke a friend they said perhaps the “light” is…

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I sent him away……

That man who stole my face pretended to be a saint but He ….. and I know it just isn’t so I let him have his run and often it was great fun but everything has a price and soon it didn’t seem right like always taking and not giving…

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Still……… a learned discipline

It is easy for a lethargic soul to embrace the act of sitting still But for those of us who are prone to “do” that discipline is something not easy to do often we reflect that spinning one’s wheels has little effect…… if your wheels aren’t on the ground so…

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Auricular

Seems ironic when the disillusions of my youth have waned ……. And my willingness to listen is fully developed…….. that my ability to hear clearly is dissipating Perhaps it is a hidden suggestion…… pay close attention to everyone…… especially the ones think have nothing to transmit… you are probably Wrong…

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Flair…..unlocked

For years I kept my “flair” locked in a box and professed I didn’t care but in reality I had given in to the calls from others to rein it in you see people are uncomfortable when they see a person living a life happy and free because it makes…

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The best mistake you’ll ever make….

I don’t care how many times your heart breaks love is the best mistake you’ll ever make what you give might be significantly more than you take I don’t care it wasn’t a mistake If you learned ttucro

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Under the wire….

They put the wire across my path thinking it would keep me from passing but I slipped under the wire as they were plotting my demise the demon cattle rustlers always show up to gather my herd of angels and make them watch reruns of “my favorite Martian” until they…

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Always…… one step away

We are always one step away from happiness don’t let people situations circumstances determine your ability and desire to be happy you will be graced with the things you continue to reach for reach for Happiness ttucro

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Comical

I mean you have to figure out a way to make it amusing….. you know the life thing the good thing about looking like Elmer Fudd …..I’m recognized 🦁 ttucro

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Emotional barbwire

Nothing worst to be around a person with no response….. no emotion but not bad to be around someone slow to emotion indicative that they are in control of their emotions a trait I am seeking earnestly because emotions unchecked are equivalent to wearing a necktie of barbed wire barbed…

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The things we give away…..

They alway return many times in different forms but a portion of those moments return the hands that are reluctant and give haltingly may as well toss them to the wind….. they are gone but the hands that push them to their new homes with new owners have set the…

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Skirr 💭 thoughts

New cities alway send my thoughts into a skirr Scattered and whirling in rapid cessation like someone turning flip cards. Takes a day or so to acclimate to new sights, new people and new experiences I have been overwhelmed in the past in similar situations but I consciously stifle my…

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Hot Sauce

I think the “hot sauce” in life is passion to be passionate about life…. friends and partners that’s “hot sauce” and it’s spices things up yes you can put to much and burn yourself everyone has to find the right amount that works for them…….. but you can definitely tell…

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Re awakening …….. daily routine

Sometimes I find myself in a spin taking the world to seriously There are many things I find disconcerting Then the matter goes into the “What can you do about it file” I do what I can and what I can’t I accept that frees me from the illusion that…

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Leaving the scene of an accident

I decided to leave the scene of this accident and start to heal and start over the “king” of starting over would suggest I’m afraid to weather the storms in a relationship that isn’t true…….. I’ll go through a few floods, A hurricane or two…..and even an “ice” storm but…

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a smaller filing cabinet

I realize the importance of accepting, and implementing the knowledge we garner from our experiences but I don’t need to label, determine suitable categories and file every thing that happens in my life keep the big stuff close, learn from the little stuff and forget about filing it just live…

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Nobody told me……

Nobody told me when I was young that things would happen that make no sense  Nobody told me that people I loved would become people I don’t recognize nobody told me that life would turn me and mold me into a better person and it wasn’t always going to be…

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Painter

I paint a picture in my mind when you are far away I try to imagine colors that are muted because I know you appreciate a softer palette then the fireworks I am drawn to we both know how different we are I think the connection is appreciation for what…

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I Heard you……..4c

I heard you but I can’t see you you words bring more confusion than clarity And the more you say the faster you fade away you are disappearing I tried to hang on but the commercials got to long and you wouldn’t change the channel your subscription ran out and…

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Tutelary

I intend to protect the years I have spent trying to breathe under water they are my best gage when to turn the page and start over these are taxing events but I refuse to settle for less than fulfilling so again I clear the path to the direction I…

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Pull the Cord

I see you jumped from the plane but your parachute didn’t open do you realize you are falling do you feel the wind you are coming closer to the ground please pull the cord before you hit Your parachute didn’t open ttucro

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Time Out

Take a time out …..when you start answering questions that no one’s asking time out ttucro

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Mental Gumballs

When I was young playing with friends the wind would would start blowing and the bombardment would begin between the acorns and gumballs we scattered like flies and tried to take cover and put our hands over our eyes when it stopped blowing we all had survived and now that…

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Throw it in the wind……

Just when I was ready to give in throw up my hands and scream as loud as I can a small voice said ” throw it to the wind “ so I took a deep breath and washed my face Made a decision to finish the race, that I would…

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