evening squib……………..2…..23……21 the one in the corner
this is for you……………….the forlorn one looking out the window…….watching the birds fly……….what it would be like and what they might be thinking……………..i have entertained those questions and perhaps many more similar to yours…………….we know there is more……….more than what we see…………….more than what we hear…………..more than what we feel……………..and…
Read MoreEvening squib. 2/23…..21
You wouldnāt go to store and buy chaos….confusion or misery if there was such a place ………but we gladly receive it every day with open arms……..donāt catch things that will bring pain…….set aside and let them pass Ā Ā Ā Ttucro
Read MoreAfternoon squib…..2/23…21
People are more afraid of the truth….then death one thing you can say about time and diarrhea…..both are non negotiable ttucro
Read MoreAfternoon squib…….if only. 2:21….21
I would love to fulfill my sexual desires….. if I could only figure out what they are…. ttucro
Read MoreMorning squib…..2/21…21
There is no substitute for patience…..either you have it or… you donāt…….. check back with Ā me on how Iām doing with that……..ttucro
Read MoreEvening squib…….2/20/21. Constant Battle
It is a minute by minute struggle much of the time to keep even close to appropriate behavior and thought……. I thought I would be better by now. I could say the hell with it……but I know what utter confusion that leads to. Ā I struggle because I have a conscience…
Read MoreAfternoon squib…..Dad was right. 2/20/21
Most people are so absorbed in their own life that arenāt interested in your problems….so keep your issues with a few…it will go better for you……ttucro
Read MoreMorning squib/. 2/20…21 maybe the hardest road after all
The self focused and self directed life is constantly challenged with those trying to tie the wanderer to something….people ,places and things..,,…but the wanderer who makes a decision to sacrifice his desires for the benefit and concern of others…..,is he not the strongest…. Ā to forego self for many….caught in the…
Read MoreEvening squib…….2/18….21. Ruffled Feathers
Everyone older tells me…ā we have been through difficult times before.ā I know we have….but I havenāt…..not like these divided times. Their words donāt offer much comfort…. just hope…. ttucro
Read MoreEvening squib….change
Change is a necessary function in the cycles of life……. yet I am always surprised by it….an so it goes…… ttucro
Read MoreReality #343
No one will ever disappoint me like I disappoint myself…..Ttucro
Read MoreWhere Poetās Walk
To those whose heartās i broke along the way…please forgive me ……to those who broke mine…..thank you…. it was worth it….. ttucro
Read MoreMorning squib…2/19……21. Truce
When I stop ? expecting more from you than I do from myself…. we will have peace… ttucro
Read MoreWhatās your preference
You can correct yourself or the world ? will do it for you…..my terms are always better then the worlds….you will learn. Forget the word like and substitute..better…..but you will learn…..it can go easy or it can go hard…..itās up to you. ttucro
Read MoreHolding on
Donāt kid yourself…. no matter how spiritually fit you think you are……you will not ice skate through hell……live it up…..but you will never live it down…..you can devour and recite the works of masters on living a faith driven life…..profess to believe that Jesus walked on the water……but that human…
Read MoreMorning squib….2/19….21. Music of the Mind
The instrument I have the most difficulty mastering….is my mind……..because I am the instructor……. he needs to be replaced and j know a capable replacement….God….a call is the next step. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ttucro
Read MoreEvening squib….pledge
If I should die before i sleep……give my bed to another creep……that seems to have a glimmer of hope ….a playing card attached to his spokes…..and a glimmer of that ālightā that tucks me in at night and a wee bit of desire to know a God that hires……everyone. Ttucro
Read MoreI owe my pony
I owe my pony? for refusing to stay in the pen……hates to be saddled and ridden and resists going where he is led…..I owe my pony for keeping that path of resistance well trodden and always an option……ttucro
Read MoreHeart Garden
The ugly truth is the heart is as pure as you keep it…… the heart has many people under the illusion that it can only manifest good things. The heart must be tended, weeded and raked…….otherwise it becomes overgrown with weeds we have come to call flowers. There is no…
Read MoreAccepting…..helplessness
I know a man who is lost……. I know where Ā he is physically…….. but I canāt reach him…..something inside of him keeps the demons fed and they take turns exercising…..I know a man who is lost…. I know where he is physically…. but I canāt reach him…….I accept my helplessness….and…
Read MoreThe Only Place to Be
Getting āright sizeā is a hard proposition….but after you get there itās the only place to be……everything else is an illusion….. ttucro
Read MoreIām to blame……we go from here
Born to be a wanderer…. but I let it get away….. by giving my heart to many and playing their silly games……..you must protect your calling as if guarding your life……otherwise you will spend your last years contemplating what it would have been like to be a kite…….I am the…
Read MoreAfternoon squib: to my āMistress ā
You wake me up everyday with the potential of ecstasy before me and I open doors that lead me to miraculous experiences and Ā occasionally to impossible heartache ……..I demand an apology for those an you sing this song: āa little rain….a little pain…..without them you would complain……the sun is too…
Read MoreComical thinking / getting real
I cannot expect to be blessed while entertaining mischief…….but often I admit….I do. Ā Ā Ā Getting real. Ā Ā Ā Ttucro
Read MoreNoon squib………attack or embrace. 2/18…….
That word/spear in your mouth can heal or hurt….. embrace or wound…….which one will you hurl………think before you speak…….walk before you leap. Ā Ā Ā Ā Time waiting is rarely wasted……ttucro
Read Moremorning squibs…………….2/18….21
addiction: is about 2 things…………….everything else is camouflage …………..lack of regard and respect for self and others…………………………….selfishness one has a very narrow and limited view of the world until…….the eyes of the heart are opened…..ttucro
Read MoreBuried Alive
It is hard to bury a love one……especially when they are still alive…… but often life requires us to do hard things and move on….. life rewards courage ……. ttucro
Read MoreāFeyā or nay
Be honest enough with yourself to be able to determine if your āfeyā…..spirituality…… is actually colorful….. bullshit. Ā Ā Ā Ttucro
Read MoreWrong Pilot
Come on………what did you expect……when God stopped flying the plane āļø. Ā It went off course……. Ā Ttucro
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