Raisonneur
I would like to say I resemble the lead actor in this playā¦but I have forgotten the script The lines donāt seem like mine and he seems lost a great deal of the time and that makes me uncomfortable But Iāll let it go on until it moves in directions…
Read MoreAbsquatulate
Sorry it wasnāt a pleasant way to end But the alternative was looking thin I blame myself because it should have never began Determine to make it work, but square pegs belong in square holes and doing otherwise doesnāt go well..does it? If I had been more mature and honest…
Read MoreBreakable Heart
Grateful to have a breakable heart to feel the pains of life To have offered and received love and to have it fall apart There is a price for everything and it must be paid in full The cost of happiness is sharing others pain and rejoicing in their successes…
Read MoreMy old friendā¦ā¦loneliness
I would like to introduce my old friend, I met him long ago. He has become my constant companion and he accompanies me everywhere where I go. He doesnāt like people and he would rather we be alone.. so he can have me to himself and dominate my thoughts. He…
Read MoreLife aka āThe treasure huntā
The gist of a happy life is appreciating and enjoying what you find. Itās fine to have things you would like to discoverā¦ and you may find some of them. Enjoying what you come across is the keyā¦.in reality you very well may find things you never considered and be…
Read MoreThe Disease of āSelfā
Most of our problems are a result of the ādisease of selfā Our fears our unrealistic desires and demands bleed over into our emotions and on everyone else When we get to the point where our relationship’s and our interactions with others are consistently problematic we have a choice, take…
Read MoreThe Arrows in Your Quiver
Perhaps the arrows in your quiver need to be thrown away The feathers are worn and missing and you would never hit anything anyway So why do you continue to carry them, your bow is warped and frayed And the people you wanted to shoot no longer seem to be…
Read MoreDandelionā¦ā¦
Labels have connotations that often precondition our appraisal of thingsā¦ For instance for all intents and purposes the dandelion is a dreaded weed, and it does seem out of place in the midst of a beautiful lawn. However in many other situations it shines bright as a little starā¦ determine…
Read MoreTrying to hold waterā¦ā¦..#13
Iām sitting in a restaurant eating salad for my weekly commitment to eat all the colors in the rainbow once a week I reflect about you and liken it to trying to hold waterā¦the more you resisted the tighter I held youā¦.for awhile Until I realized it wasnāt what you…
Read MoreTin Can Above the Fireplace
Just so you donāt get to high an mighty, no matter what you have or what you do or your degrees or your possessionsā¦ You will either end up in a box in the ground or in a tin can on the fireplace Get over yourself and treat everyone with…
Read MoreComing into the Hyaline
Oh myā¦it took some time But I think I made it to the Hyaline Feels like I left a lot behind which allowed me to climb out of the clouds to the hyaline Traveling lighter and freeing my mind things are looking clearer In the hyaline Climbing Ttucro
Read MoreYou Get Stronger as You Walk
I went to the beach we favored when we were togetherā¦..it has undergone quite a cleaning The debris and wood from the various storms over the years has been removed and it reminded me that this change has been cleansing to me as well and from your comments seems you…
Read MoreA blade of grass
Not to think less of myself But in reality Iām like a blade of grass We enter into this life and we try to find what is right and what works for us If we are smart we accept the fact that the other blades are just doing that, trying…
Read MoreEpigraph
Perhaps I can live a life that some would say.. his epigraph should read this way: ā thoā challenged by the conditions of life, dealing with himself and the consequences of bad decisions..ultimately his journey was in search of the God of his understanding and by all appearancesā¦he found Him.ā…
Read MoreDeleting from Vocabulary
The three words that I have spoken over the years along my journey, that I have literally marginal concept of are, ā I love you ā I am striking them out of my mind and vocabularyā¦.. It I meanā¦. I will exhibit it If I exhibit itā¦ it doesnāt need…
Read MoreTwo Paths to Freedomā¦..one goodā¦.one not
Freedom and happiness arenāt necessarily congruentā¦ā¦ One Pathā¦..stop doing the things that you lie to cover upā¦.preferred, typically leads to happiness Second Pathā¦.start living your secretsā¦.less desired but freeingā¦ doesnāt guarantee happiness TTucru
Read MoreBuilding bridgesā¦where there are walls
We will come to circumstances where there seem to be insurmountable walls in our path Gives us the opportunity to determine if they were placed there for our defense or a challenge So we ask for the wisdom to know the difference If it be a challenge worthy of surmounting…
Read MoreSlippery When Wet
Duhhhhā¦really Good to know Ttucro
Read MorePelican Logic
You come to sit with me as I fish, but Iām no match for you You fly off and return with your fish, I think you are youāre taunting me So I give you a nod and you spread your wings and walk a circle around the pier Once again…
Read MoreEconomy Air
Excuse meā¦..2 words that will take you anywhere Thank you.. 2 words that will bring you home Ttucro
Read MoreReplace the hinges
The door to your heart is broken The hinges are rusted solid because they havenāt been open for so long Youāve gotten used to the door being closed, you feel safe and less vulnerable But your missing something and you know it This is working for now but you canāt…
Read MoreFlipping Turtles
If you have ever come upon a turtle turned on their back unable to right itselfā¦ that is helplessness Everyone will have that experience at some time in their lives You never know how a smile, a gesture an attentive ear can change the trajectory of someoneās lifeā¦ And yours…
Read MoreLearning another language
Iām learning a new language because the one Iāve been speaking seems foreign to some people They receive messages I never intended and for awhile I thought it was just meā¦ but a succession of distorted conversations made me think otherwise. Seems odd at this age to be learning a…
Read MoreBlank
Been here beforeā¦ā¦..blank Absence of materialā¦.. no inscription, minus imagesā¦. If has been an infrequent occurrence but it has happened before and I realize it for what it is, A pauseā¦ā¦a break Blank periods are less threatening and provide a safety net when things are piling up and need filing…
Read MoreF.O.M.O.
The fear of missing out, aka āfomoā is just thatā¦we miss out what and where we are,pining for something we arenāt even sure about. Tremendous waste of time but everyone is infected to some degree. The āfear of missing outā is akin to lying on a tropical beach and wishing…
Read MoreSharp edges
Well did you think about the sharp edges as you put together the boxā¦ā¦apparently not Having marked the project with blood harvested by those edgesā¦.what exactly were you thinking? I see a pattern here and it is quite evident that habit of plowing forward with great intensity and marginal thought…
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