Mastering the Art of Waiting
The experience of waiting can be a hindrance or a time to pump up our faith and renew our commitment to the process pushing for a desired outcome is a sure fire way to cripple the outcome There is a path cleared for me and when it is clear that…
Read MoreMy Sonā¦..you wonā¦ā¦ for Stacy O
My Son you won but you didnāt learn from me to watch me go through relationships with bad choices and levity And the people I presented you with were as flawed as me what did I expect we attract what we are so it is with great respect and a…
Read MoreTestingā¦.1ā¦2ā¦3 are you listening to Me
I told you I would do it said just wait and see but you didnāt trust ā¦so you had to build your faith in me when you kinda surrenderedā¦.I cut you some slack now I did what I said I would and how it turns out depends on how you…
Read MoreThe Window of the Worldā¦. For Kim
The Window of the World draws its curtain from time to time Weāre not sure where we are going almost as if we were blind but along the way a faith has carried us when we were to tired to walk and deposited us in places to renew and awaken…
Read MoreThe thing to doā¦..
The thing to do when something is bothering you is pray the thing to do when you come unglued is pray the thing to do when you donāt have a clue is pray The thing to do is pray almost david
Read MoreMake the best of itā¦
That blade of grass it wonāt last and friend neither will you so you can lament over lost time youāve spent or you can laugh at the past and break its hold on you almost david
Read MoreBiography
And wouldnāt change a thing: reformed swindler infant in my faith passionate insensitive ā¦. Working on it fearfulā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..ā deceptiveā¦ā¦ā¦.. Ā Ā Ā ā spontaneous willful stubborn ā¦ā¦ā¦. Ā Ā Ā ā supportive undermining ā¦. Ā Ā Ā ā courageous Judgmentalā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..ā honest when convenient ā evolving believer taker giver arrogant Ā needs a…
Read MoreBirds of a feather šŖ¶ā¦. For Kathy the Tooth Fairy š§
The thing about lifeā¦.. you just never know sometimes it moves fastā¦.and sometimes slow and when you least expect itā¦.because you never know a bird š¦ of the same feather lands at your door they begin talking and the words sound like they are coming from you ā¦.and you start…
Read MoreProphets of Doom
At the annual meeting of the āProphets of Doomā speaker ā well I can see we are going to need a bigger room, our group has done a fine job spreading disinformation and gloomā¦..and it warms my heart to see people as negative and hateful as me. I know I…
Read MoreSeems to meā¦..
It seems to me you are all tangled up in things you have no control over just wondering how thatās working for you Iām alright with concernā¦ā¦. But Iām at the point that my best judgement is āwait and seeā – you know we only get so much time havenāt…
Read MoreYou donāt have to take itā¦.iāll give it to you
You need not make a plan to disarm this man please tell me what you want and if I can Iāll give it to you because you see things are unlimited to me because I have access to the āsourceā that āsource ā is pleased when I share what is…
Read MoreKeep looking for signs pointing towardsā¦.
The world has labeled me a senior but I never listened to them anyway I have never let the calendar dictate my life nor my activities I believe one becomes old when they forget what itās life to be young There are few things more rewarding than to accomplish the…
Read MoreDodging bullets..
Damn that was close I could hear it whizzing past my head Iām trying to look for cover seems my tracker is close sees my every move damn I got hit in the arm surface woundā¦I cover it best I can with a bandanna have to keep moving another hit…
Read MoreElegant Respect ā¦.. for Brecken Princess of Waynesboro
We were arranged to meet by forces we know of.. Ā Ā but do not understand during the course of the evening I watched as you interacted with old friends and new acquaintances Beautiful would hint of your appearance but itās more than outside itās the warmth of the inside that…
Read MoreNot buyingā¦. Or selling
Not buying or sellingā¦ā¦ needs have been met the clutter of possessions has already left and I have no reason not to be content not buying or selling all needs have been met – the distractions of this world have faded away lost in the shuffle of many overblown days…
Read MoreThe last straw ā¦. For sweet js
Shouldnāt take all this by now you should know sometimes our maker works fast sometimes He seems pretty slow but pursuing an outcome you want until you abide by His time is akin to fishing in a toilet what did you expect to find so knowing and doing are light…
Read MoreInvisible
There are few things more disturbing than the notion that you are on another planet you are the alien and the protective shield doesnāt allow your presence to be visible to others you walk through crowds imperceptible and no heads turn to look your way you thought you belonged here…
Read MoreChickens in a cageā¦ā¦
Driving on the interstate I come up behind a load of chickens on their way to their demiseā¦.. the notion struck me in active addiction we are those birds⦠and we put ourselves in a cage shutting the door and locking it with hopelessness and despair then other birds who…
Read MoreRecidivistā¦ā¦ at the Patience Hospitalā¦. For j.s.
They know me hereā¦Patience Hospital this is easily my hundredth⦠okay my thousandth visit we go over the scenarios and role play and I do fine but this is a very orchestrated and structured program and my emotions rarely get twisted here but when I leave hereā¦. Ā My emotions are…
Read MoreSpend the money..
I knew I should have bit the bullet and gone ahead and paid a professional to do the lobotomyā¦. But as usual I was trying to save a buckā¦.I canāt even find the receipt for the wire cutters so canāt return themā¦sometimes you just have to spend the money …
Read MoreAngels do sleepā¦..for the court of Hastingsās
Pā¦. Said he found you asleep on the couch didn’t hear you come inā¦. Exhausted after another night of trauma from patientsā¦..and staff he took a throw from the chair and covered you as he was about to turn off the light and go back to bedā¦.. he grinned because…
Read MoreThe End of Desireā¦..end of pain
Itās 3 oāclock in the morningā¦ā¦..been traveling so was kinda geared up went to Planet Fitness and caught a workout and drove to the next town to unwind sitting in a parking lot looking at the various plants or weeds on the hill in front of the van sometimes I…
Read MoreRest Areaā¦..pull off
Everyone needs a rest area a place to pull off the highway of life and decompress too many thoughts lead to a tangled knitting š§¶ ball we try to use as a brain š§ how many good things or thoughts could be realized by the direction of a tangled mess…
Read MoreAlmost Davidā¦ā¦.continued
I had so many traps that hindered me no one to blame but myself In an effort to get along I gave away large pieces of myself never thought like this before this time out has allowed me to see When we go against ourselves I am lying to you…
Read MoreShould have.. would have..
I thought I spread my wings when I was younger but I got caught in the riptide of other peoples lives I donāt blame themā¦. Ā Ā I blame myself I spent the majority of my life trying to be things Iām not But Iām off the ground now.. Ā Ā this…
Read MoreNo Manās Land..
The stark truth.. the women my age are either knitting or going to a book club.. the women Iām attracted to ā¦. Ā I could be their father Welcome to No Manās Land almost david
Read MoreThinly Veiledā¦.
I approached the direction of the van as just revisiting and remembering the events that took place hereā¦ā¦ concerning two relationships leaving an A.A. meeting I inadvertently passed the home of a daughter of one of the participantsā¦.. thought about stopping but I know it would have been received poorly…
Read MoreTelling your heartā¦ā¦ No
The personal quest to unite with another is a treacherous course to maneuver One path leads to an overwhelming desire on one partā¦ā¦.yours Another path leads to an overwhelming desire on their partā¦. Not yours the elixir that has the right amount of fear and faith is a concoction that…
Read MoreSwimming in the Air
I watch a huge Walrus swimming and he comes back to the window to stare at meā¦ā¦damn he knows he can spot another swimmer I’m not as well equipped but I have managed I swim when my interpretation of certain events leads me to waters that are over my head…
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