assisted living
words can have so many meanings…………………………………… I have been in assisted living since I was in my teens, although I didn’t know it then, I know it now had it not been so I wouldn’t be here I am grateful that the help was there however unappreciative and unaware I…
Read Moretall not small
the mention of the word God makes me tall not small, for I am greeting and accepting a creative source that I am neither able to conceive or deny God is………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………. tapping into that energized resource gives me strength and courage to live in a fallen world With His help…
Read Moretake this pain away………………no, don’t take this pain away
on any given day, I can reiterate the heading at the top of this page………….so much I don’t understand and I keep telling myself it’s part of His plan, but does that change…………………………. suffering animals struck by cars, humans stuffed in boxes, bombs tied on the backs of children take…
Read Morebroken wing/Jack
I know it’s bad, pretending otherwise would be a slap in your face and a denial of reality…………………………i’ll hang with you and when I can help, let me know………………otherwise i’ll stay out of the way………………………I know you well enough that someone hovering over you would give you the creeps,……..me too…
Read Morekeys to the kingdom
hey……………..I’ve got keys to kingdom, having lunch with the King I call Him ’bout everyday to hear what He’s got to say He tells me about what’s going on and what he needs me to do I do my best to help Him He’s been very good to me I…
Read Moreafternoon with God
some would laugh if you said you spent the afternoon with God but that’s to be expected from those who don’t believe in prayer and though you would like to convince them you stopped preaching some time ago a heart that is ready for planting is obvious you see the…
Read Morea meatloaf day
a meatloaf day is coming your way, a lot of stuff to put in mix it up good and don’t go crazy with the spice, you know what it does under the hood so don’t put everything in, think about the best way to begin, you know what happens when…
Read Moreit doesn’t have to feel good to be good
it doesn’t always have to feel good to be good…………………a lesson I’m trying to learn when I need correction I get it though it’s not always understood I’m not that good at self appraisal, so others help me see, often I need feedback to get closer to where I want…
Read Moretry again/vulture
i feel short yesterday……………………letting you get under my skin……………………you needle and needle until i finally give in i let you have it both barrels dead aim, just what you were hoping for, to cause a little pain you look for ways to rob and steal, under the guise that it’s…
Read More”good morning” as you step in dog poo……………………………now what are you going to do
morning greets you as you step on top of a fresh pile of dog……………………… you hop around cursing and as you open the door to let them out………… you were too late you have a choice, you can continue to dance the dance of a crazy man or you can do…
Read Moreput the money in the bag
put the money in the bag and don’t look back no need for you to take a ride in a black Cadillac so do as your told and i will be on my way and you will survive another day …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….so i glanced in the mirror and i saw my…
Read MoreHe Has Something In Mind
i know that you were placed in my path because i have have so much to learn from you sometimes G gives us examples of what He doesn’t want us to be and what makes the bitter easier to take while you are teaching me what not to be, the…
Read Moretoday………………..i can do it this way /for HENRY
today i can for pray for you, tomorrow i cannot say i only have today in front of me and i can look at it one of two ways i can let the ass you are affect me or i can go a different way…………………………………………….. i can choose to pray…
Read Moreevil cannot come from good
if i don’t feel that good about me, it’s almost impossible for me to feel good about you i don’t have to think i’m the best thing since sliced bread, but i need to feel comfortable in my own skin love myself, i don’t know if i can wrap my…
Read Morethe deck…………is stacked
i thought so…………. the deck is stacked can’t you see, all this stuff continues to happen to me okay so i’ve made some bad decisions, cut some corners here and there, but this is ridiculous life just isn’t fair so i am stuck in this mindset for the majority of…
Read Moreacceptable to me
i don’t have a problem seeing what the heck is wrong with you, but i can be blind as a bat to many things i do i have made certain habits acceptable for me,……………………………………………………. but they haven’t been approved for you so we are operating on different standards and i…
Read Morestay in your yard
stay in your yard and be a good boy, you have plenty of water, food and toys……………………………….. and I’ll be back to check on you when I finish my chores……………………………………………. I hope you’re listening, you seem kinda bored damn, kinda thought this would happen……………………………. you are nowhere in sight………………………………….. the…
Read Moregreen stamps
I remember when stores would give these little green stamps after making purchases………………..and you would fill the little booklets up and when you reached certain levels one could trade them in for ”gifts”, yeah right, you paid for them many times over, but it was fun to collect them and…
Read Morestill radical
still radical, but the radical has changed against establishment, against special interests, against policies that separate pro-people, pro-education, pro-tolerance, pro-constitution, pro-bill of rights the stand I take against the flow of me,me,me disregarding the needs of others ……………………………..in this day and age, ready………………………..it’s called being”nice’‘, caring, consideration, empathy, the…
Read Moreg.c.r/ for a.k., and a.r.
it is a painful thing to see watching a giver who can’t receive they just don’t know what to do, unless they are doing something for you makes them squirm in their shoes, and wiggle in their skin when they are on the receiving end what they are really trying…
Read Moregoing through the storm
why tell God about your problems……………………….tell your problems about God when you’re going through inclement weather and the wind is blowing strong……how easy we forget who has our back and who can right any wrong when we have had enough and are close to our wits end, then we sigh…
Read Moreadamant
unshakable……………unwavering……..unrelenting…………rigid……………..there are but a few things in my life that remain constant and steadfast my faith the passing of time change the passing of time being the area that is exactly as it was from the beginning my faith has evolved, been challenged, endured and perhaps slightly matured change has…
Read Moreno expectations
so I entered into this day without expecting a thing, and what happened was beyond my wildest dreams seems like what I come up with when I think I have a good plan, pales to what God can do in just about nothing flat so G I’m telling the world,…
Read Moreleaf
so many things we see we fail to recognize their worth, but if we just rush through this world, we might as well not lived ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………. leaf my dog brought a leaf in as he hurried through the door,I picked it up and quickly placed it in the trash, then I…
Read Morelittle seeds
these words are but little seeds, i cast into the wind i have no idea where they will sprout, or if they will even live but what a joy it is to see, when they raise their waking heads, and begin to reach for the sky above, stretching out their limbs and leaves, in…
Read Morebeggar? i don’t think so
what’s that song you are humming, sounds like something i should know, he answered ”midnight rider” and i said ”yeah i thought so” ”i saw them at the Fillmore i suppose i was around eighteen and there have been a lot of miles and faces since then, but that is…
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