the constant battle
the constant battle i fight everyday is keeping my tongue out of the way from causing misunderstandings to outright lies this rascal can start more crap and i am running around putting out fires sometimes i think it’s not part of me, and often it seems like it’s running away…
Read Morethe truth window
the truth window is always open wouldn’t do to have it closed you see the winds of truth blows in and out and some welcome it and others turn up their nose some say that truth is meddlesome and others a nuisance to be ignored but the truth winds it…
Read MoreGod Flushes My Toilet
Some will cringe when they read these words but i look at it as giving Credit to God, that He deserves i believe He is involved in every facet of my life and i can easily recall many times He has spared my life that would sound dramatic, if it…
Read Morebe flexible
the old ones say better to bend then to break and be blown away for what good is it for you to have your say if you are so rigid there is no room to move then you are holding on to ideas that have you consumed people intuitively know the…
Read MoreYou saved me again
hard-headed as i am You reached down from heaven and saved me again not an hour later i was doing it again not an hour later i was doing it again i know my chances are getting thin to have nothing to blame not alcohol or drugs just because i…
Read Morewelcome home
welcome home, it’s been a long time i think you were afraid of what you might find as you grow older perhaps you have begun to see that it’s not that things change so much but what changes is inside of me you see i’m a part of you and…
Read Moretalking in the mirror
i hear you say God can do anything then why won’t you let Him do it these trivial things that hang you up are all laughable to Him you’re okay with the big things i suppose you can accept that you have limited power over them you turn them over…
Read Moreone step closer
today i felt one step closer in my walk with thee nothing in particular made me feel this way it was more that my soul felt i was headed in the right direction and tho’ i am limited to the influence i can have on this world i am not…
Read Moreneed versus want
need versus want has us stumped and we succumb to it’s pull from time to time not trying to say that things we would like to come our way are not worth doing the work but i have to look to see if it’s just about me then whatever it…
Read Moreone day at a time
one day at a time, is how i have come to define my life allows me to concentrate on what is in front of me and makes for a better lead into tomorrow today has its challenges and concerns and they deserve my full attention which i can only give…
Read Moreit not what you think
it’s not what you think a familiar line that i have to keep reminding myself all the time so as much as i would like to portray otherwise the fact is my emotions are constantly getting in my way so the rewind button is always near so i can take…
Read Moregrowing up……………….a little
i can be wrong and still have a good day seeing a hole initially makes me afraid but i have to look through it, it’s not going away so reluctantly i start going over the facts………..honestly, and see what needs to be changed i will look for the shortest route to…
Read Moreyou’ll be the same
whatever i do, you will be the same so if i want to be successful i should recognize your game i don’t have to like it, but i have to learn how to play after all a child is never happy unless they have their way the trick is you…
Read Morethe facts are
the facts are : you irritate the hell out of me and i irritate the hell out of you you have the power i have given you and that’s my fault i have explained to you in great detail where my buttons are and when is the best time to…
Read Moreoff the hook/for s.t.e.p
your punching bag has moved jumped down off the hook tired of taking your jabs and listening to your shit you have a certain knack for alienating people and history bares that out i should have stopped this a long time ago but i was hesitant because the money was…
Read MoreIF I CALL YOUR FRIEND
if i call you friend there are certain things i must do and certain i cannot do i must respect you though we won’t always agree to give you the space to be what you want to be as i would like you to do the same for me to…
Read Morei came to You
i came to You because you cared when i was lost You didn’t interfere you let me run until i failed the last test i was losing my identity, i was losing my ”self” You listened to my story, that You already knew to see if i could be honest…
Read Moreit’s always the beginning/ until the end
it’s always a beginning until the end another day older but a new day begins and i get to choose where to draw the line what i will try to accomplish and what gets left behind there is an order to everything in life the things we thought just happened,…
Read Moretime the teacher
no longer do i have to fear the falling of the hands for if it where not this way how would i grow and understand time the great teacher must exact a cost on me and what i give is a fraction of what amount has been alotted me the…
Read Morethe paradox of waiting
be careful not to assume the gift is in the goal perhaps the greatest treasures are those we learn in the waiting for it is when we are lean and we are green, puzzled on which way to go God intercedes after we bleed deep inside our soul the lesson…
Read Morewhat do i know/ what life has taught
you can have it if you really want it, a life filled with joy and peace and i would not say it requires as much work as you would think rather acceptance letting go is a huge part of the equation and rowing with the flow instead of having the…
Read Morealmost/ the bane of our society
we live in a get close world, where almost is good enough how would you feel if the surgeon said we almost finished the operation but something came up either you do or you don’t you either will or you won’t but if you intend to settle for almost do…
Read Morethe kite/ everything needs a little help
i watch it soaring in the sky majestic and seemingly free then i recall, i arranged its’ wings and tied it to this ball it’s easy for us to forget when things are riding high we didn’t get there by ourselves nor did the kite in the sky everything needs…
Read Moresometimes lose on purpose
sometimes lose on purpose it will broaden your point of view not so hard to accept if it is something that you choose don’t make a big deal that will ruin the desired effect just go along with the winner and accommodate their wish notice how they take their victory…
Read Morecan’t go back
retrace your steps stir your mind some memories come back some are lost in time but is isn’t very long before you realize you can’t go back no use to even try much as you would like to reflect the story never comes out right bits and pieces come forth…
Read Morepick a spot
pick a spot any spot and be there not mostly there, or almost there all there that is a tenant of a good life sounds simple it will take extreme effort to master pick a spot and start from there
Read Morethe courage to look
if i am afraid to look at me no way you are going to like what you see if i can’t be honest with me, little chance i will be honest with you throw the word ” like ” out the door and replace it with ” better” a person…
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