demolition
took some time for the work to begin because i wasn’t willing to accept where i am our internal GPS doesn’t lie but we have to believe what we find what i found was this; my opinions had built a wall so high and wide that it was impossible for…
Read Morethe mirror doesn’t lie………..but we do
the mirror often lies depending on what’s inside your mind for most of the time we have already determined what we will see takes a very honest, willing and balanced person to see the truth as opposed to preference i would prefer to gain a few inches in height as…
Read Morejump on in/drowning in my mind
going to take all the restraint i have and all the patience you can send to make it through today had about all i could take and i am in overdrive now, so don’t be late jump on in and bring a float i’m taking on water fast and i’m…
Read Morethe great hindrance of spirituality
the great hindrance of spirituality is waiting for great things to do when in reality there are so many small things that need to be done but our egos say there are more important issues to deal with in the culmination of achieving these small tasks we glean knowledge and…
Read Moregrowing down
growing down and stepping off have enabled me to see much of which i have learned thus far is of little importance to me so busy with the emphasis of always getting ahead so much was lost in busyness i’m having to retrace where i’ve been the photographs my mind…
Read Morestop listening and hear
the words register in your mind, but never make it to your heart until they make that journey, you will continue to listen but you will never learn, stop listening and hear
Read Moresit boo-boo sit, stay boo-boo stay
sit and stay, try to relax, don’t be looking for answers or tasks what you need and what you need to do, are all right here in front of you so if you settle down and let you mind take a break, there are gonna be far less mistakes sit…
Read Moresome days i hate being a Christian/but not for long
some days i hate being a Christian, when acting out would make me feel better in the short term when i could just tell everyone what i think and where they can put it, and i have done just that, only to find my feelings weren’t factual………………………i have half the…
Read Moreto do hard things/for C.,P.,and Fiddle
to do hard things is where the ”gold” is found in life to feel pain increase rather than decrease even though you know what you are doing is right to have emotion burst forth that is impossible to contain, caring little what others may think to wear the hollow eyes…
Read Morethis too shall pass
”this too shall pass” i hear you say but not fast enough, make it go away your just fretting because you keep failing these tests your emotions keep you from doing your best and you are stuck having to clean up the mess, ”oh, yeah, this too shall pass”, i…
Read Moreyou won the battle, but you lost me/for mister hampton
you got what you wanted, you got me to break, to you that’s like getting a chocolate cake…………………………………………………………the fact is everything has a price and now i choose to cut you out of my life…………………………past the point of forgive and forget we are getting closer to letting her rip that…
Read Moreplato loved
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh one of those early morning lectures, at the assembly square and plato was speaking, so it was going to be packed yeah, yeah everyone knew he was the ”snik”,hebrew term for dung, but he had something else going for him, he was humble and generally a quiet low key…
Read Morea very simple code
i had the pleasure of working with a friends’ grandfather for a few days, he needed help baling hay it was hard work and at the end of the day we sat on the porch drinking ice tea he said, ”there is a theory i hold near to my heart…
Read Moreempty quiver
no more arrows in my quiver, i tied them in a tree now i watch them when the wind blows and they are a reminder to me i don’t need them, there’s no one left to shoot, everything i blamed on them turned out to be my fault get rid…
Read Morerecovery
mention the word recovery and generally everyone thinks of drugs or alcohol……………………..laughable news for people in recovery[like me] and outside of recovery, if your are an adult you are in recovery from something otherwise you had the perfect childhood, the perfect parents and your life has been like riding and…
Read Moremake sure it’s worth finding
i knew when i first met you………………….you were on a mission and i admired your dedication………..i respect people that have a destination and don’t appear to be drifting to and fro wherever the wind blows so because of a similar affiliation we started a relation and i wonder if what…
Read Morelook around and get found
sometimes we just have to look around and get ourselves found get back on track and get a reality check of all the things we tend to forget feet where hurting walking downtown and i saw a man that had no legs and i change my tune then on i…
Read Moreyou can reach me now
i look at a photograph taken years ago my Father sits in my backyard holding a cat we loved i suppose he was in his seventies with only a few years left to live, what i would give to be there again listening to what he says there are no…
Read Morethe stillness of the morning
in the stillness of the morning, in quiet solitude, that’s where i find my Lord walking in the dew i catch up to walk beside him and my presence is acknowledged by the smile on his face sometime words are spoken and often just relayed the message is always the…
Read Morethe space between
i have heard it described but was hard for me to believe that finding this space was an option to me but the space between thoughts is a place of ”no mind” and there is where the peace i was looking for can be found when the chatter and clutter…
Read Moredrag to b u./for tin man
must be a drag to b u that’s kind of obvious by the things you say and do which are attempts to make others are miserable as you the only way one can change is to admit there is something strange in their actions and attitude far as i can…
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