warning signs of spiritual bankruptcy

you have a difficult time being aloneyou mentally ask ”why” instead of acceptingyou are approached cautiously as someone would approach a gorillayou find that a smile requires a conscious effortcompassion is parceled out as judged appropriateyou fee comfortable judgingnothing is secure get help

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can’t be explained

you ask me why i pray, you say it’s a waste of time and i would have to agree if you don’t believe in God i pray because it works and i need all the help i can get now i don’t believe He will do for me what i…

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my God is a Toad

not unusual for things like this to happen to me a toad was outside my door bleeding profusely i called for my granddaughter, as it would be a learning opportunity we gathered him up and filled the sink with warm water to examine his wound………………which turned out to be a…

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poison:

entertaining actions, conversation or concepts that go against ones’ core beliefs, akin to throwing matches…………………eventually you will start a fire i don’t call that accommodating, i call that stupid………………political correctness…………….carries no wait around here

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out of sync

feet pointed in two directions, frustrating to say the least but won’t do any good to ignore it, acceptance is my only relief no i am not being singled out and the cosmos isn’t dumping it’s trash just a part of the training as i learn the new steps of…

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opening presents all day

you are a king or queen just like me because if you are aware…………..you open presents all day gratitude doesn’t change my gifts………………helps me to appreciate them ……………………………………………………………………………………………………….. simple glass of water it is a need it has been provided to me if i see it as a gift then…

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hurts so good

not into pain but i thought you should know……it is part of the process every time i grow i often resist going through it, but in the end, i always say i would do it again doesn’t feel comfortable to change my ways, to open my myself for criticism or…

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spirituality for dummies

1 we are connected to a power that permeates the universe 2 you are not that power 3 do not look for that power, it is already in you 4 accept that power and make it your friend 5 congratulations now you are on a spiritual journey no workshops……………..no books…

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reality vs. wishful thinking

if you decide you are ready for this ride……………………you need to get something straight……………..this spiritual quest cannot not be taken in jest, you are agreeing to have your guts twisted into knots more time will be spent trying to climb over the fence and return to your previous life, because…

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in my pocket

i have more gold in my pocket then all the banks in the world because i carry a locket of a beautiful little boy he has watched his father struggle to be a man and watched him tear his world apart and now try to put it together again i…

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already here

ahhhhhhh, i though i would mention this to you and save you some time you’re not going to locate what you are trying to find……………but it’s not bad news after all, because what you are searching for is already here the books about the paths and the right way to…

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i have the key/just answer the door

funny when i think about it now, the time i have spent lamenting how to get close to God……………………………….when all i had to do was open the door, where He has been waiting patiently so this great journey turned out to be a few steps………………but it has taken me 65…

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a hammer would do

a lightly tap to dislodge a stubborn bolt or screw and you pull out a sledgehammer and what a mess ensued so we are left with a bigger problem then before you are on your merry way the next situation to destroy a measured response is always preferred and it…

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still eating boogers

i was so surprised i didn’t know, that you pick those things and can’t let them go they slowly take over and run the show and you just shrug your shoulders because you have no control i suppose i have to admit the problem is you, we have talked about…

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hey, i need to pray

that’s what i say, ”hey God i need to pray” and that is how i start my day it’s not a recitation of some rehearsed lines that aren’t particular to me i say what i need to say and try not to complain everything i have or will have is…

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God showed up

wasn’t looking good, i was failing the test helping some friends was turning into a mess and i remember when my best efforts aren’t getting it i stop……………..and pray well it wasn’t an immediate turn around but i kept plodding along and a few things that weren’t cooperating fell into…

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otiose

God forgive that i should live with no purpose nor report to pass each day as in a play that takes on the whims of my heart to face the end and have no idea where i have been with little regard for my breath, rather God had not been…

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come talk with me

this man inside who lives in my head, hides in the bushes and under my bed…………and he keeps throwing out ideas i would rather not have hey, sit down and talk with me i can tell you are nervous, what do you fear, i can’t ask you to leave you…

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every once in a while

every once in a while i hit a lick that causes my heart to skip a beat and though i hear no other applause, this soul of mine gives pause to say i appreciate the little gifts God sends my way and that’s enough encouragement for me you see when…

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clean out your head

an occasion was such that we needed to move the fridge and to our surprise what we found was this old remnants of dust and debris, such that would make a sailor, sick at sea so we cleaned and moved it back into place and as we did a notion…

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hard and fast never lasts

i would have not believed that i could see a time when the truth was better left unsaid when a moral code serves no other purpose but to convict, and that conviction is not timely nor proper…………….let it go when you take the badge off as enforcer of the truth…

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in my prime

imagine after all this time, i can actually claim to be in my prime because from where i sit i am not longing to go nor forget which affords me the comfort and ease to be okay with me no longer torn between darkness and the dawn, the light inside…

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muzzled

generally when i am compelled to speak, it is a good bet my ”EGO” wishes to seek relief by lashing out with a diatribe about my beliefs which no one cares about but me silence is power

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Sesquipedalian

the words grew legs and crawled into your head your verbiage is such that no one knows what you said and although your knowledge of the language is at your command \ no one knows what you are saying…………….so no one gives a damn professor come down from the podium…

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not Einstein

SO you had a good day, the Spirit sent you a number to play, seems like everything is going your way………….don’t let it go to your head most of us have moments of clarity where it’s easier to follow the course, but take your eyes off the road to wave…

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news flash:”shoe thief strikes again and again”…………..

i hate to break it 2 ya, but here’s the news, your worst enemy is wearing your shoes he didn’t steal them and they are the right size and u have to deal with the knots he has tied you get up in the morning and he has already dressed…

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God’s Janitor

i was not given spirituality to take the stage and preach to thee rather to go about my day walking His walk and cleaning up messes along the way a harsh word, a despairing thought can be cleaned up with a smile and a soft touch and not to be…

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fading away

Papa is fading, he’s going away, where he is going i cannot say as he travels along through his day, i often remind him that he is loved by many,in so many ways Papa is fading he forgets my name, the children don’t understand what’s happening to him, they only…

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Mr. T

the tiger got out of his pen again, didn’t kill anyone but he mauled a friend……..there is some talk that this is the end because he keeps getting out of his pen they tried electrifying the fence and surveillance cameras around the enclosure but he still manages to escape so…

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not interested

not interested in your issue nor your attitude you say you don’t have a problem, in that case you’re screwed because if you don’t recognize that you are a little off kilt, then you can continue on your merry way and i’ll hang out with someone else i don’t appreciate…

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