tired of life
happens to the best, we run the race and feel we have failed the test we moan and groan and detach and when the feel the crying is done we repack our bags,this is not an occasional occurrence it’s part of the cycle of life, 2 steps forward and 3…
Read Morewhere’s my binky
i am constantly amazed at how culture and opinion influence us how certain standards are an unwritten code of do’s an don’ts, as if this set of standards must be adhered to without deviation regardless of what is actually best for a given circumstance ………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… my grand daughter is 5…
Read Morefact not defect
sin is a fact not a defect, because i was born a man the only way to deal with it is recognition and prayer i would like to say the sting of being less then the person i am trying to be, is enough for me to change my ways…
Read Morefortune cookie
the purpose of life: to give more away than you keep, of what you have been given……………………and to take less than you need manners will take you further than money…………………………….money has a tendency to run out………………………manners have a tendency to run in
Read Moreapartment for rent
i have a small apartment for rent, it’s already furnished with resentments and the basic fears that make for a cozy place in hell the rent is cheap and the requirements are easy, you just have to piss me off on a regular basis and i’ll give you a key…
Read Morerear view mirror
just a suggestion, i know i’m not in charge but perhaps when you make more of us you might consider…….a rear view mirror perhaps if in a second i could glance back that could greatly influence how i react if i could reflect before i make my next move i…
Read Morepaid 2b nice #54
i get paid 2b nice checks in the mail comes in the form of blessings that boomerang back to me wasn’t my intention but hey what the heck, compound interest has gone into effect old cat once meowed and this is what he purred, ”u smart you go through this…
Read Moreinmate or adventurer
chapter 1 sometimes i hear the jingling of the keys as i walk, they tell me i need to consider the offense for which i have been charged as i go before the judge she asks ”how’s it going for you today” and i reply ”your honor that depends on…
Read Moreindian creek/penitentiary
they named this place after an Indian tribe that inhabited this area many moons ago, and i thought it was an interesting twist that they are gone and we are left with this that human nature could be so strong that we would ignore right from wrong and place the…
Read More”Buddylicious”
Buddy was a stevedore who worked on the docks, i worked with him and he taught me a lot taught me to appreciate life like the ”last bottle in the drop”and that the real deal about living was to appreciate what you got ate beans in the morning ”cause gives…
Read Moreignored or criticized
hey i’m over here, you don’t have a problem finding me when you want something but let me confront you with something you don’t want to hear and i might as well be the wind whispering in your ear what a relationship i am beginning to see we are best…
Read Morehey, it’s just a suggestion
you might want to walk slower your shoes are untied, and you get in a hurry and you might nose dive there are a few thousand things that you might want to check and i know you and you hate to be incorrect so just a suggestion i know you…
Read Moredemolition
took some time for the work to begin because i wasn’t willing to accept where i am our internal GPS doesn’t lie but we have to believe what we find what i found was this; my opinions had built a wall so high and wide that it was impossible for…
Read Morethe mirror doesn’t lie………..but we do
the mirror often lies depending on what’s inside your mind for most of the time we have already determined what we will see takes a very honest, willing and balanced person to see the truth as opposed to preference i would prefer to gain a few inches in height as…
Read Morejump on in/drowning in my mind
going to take all the restraint i have and all the patience you can send to make it through today had about all i could take and i am in overdrive now, so don’t be late jump on in and bring a float i’m taking on water fast and i’m…
Read Morethe great hindrance of spirituality
the great hindrance of spirituality is waiting for great things to do when in reality there are so many small things that need to be done but our egos say there are more important issues to deal with in the culmination of achieving these small tasks we glean knowledge and…
Read Moregrowing down
growing down and stepping off have enabled me to see much of which i have learned thus far is of little importance to me so busy with the emphasis of always getting ahead so much was lost in busyness i’m having to retrace where i’ve been the photographs my mind…
Read Morestop listening and hear
the words register in your mind, but never make it to your heart until they make that journey, you will continue to listen but you will never learn, stop listening and hear
Read Moresit boo-boo sit, stay boo-boo stay
sit and stay, try to relax, don’t be looking for answers or tasks what you need and what you need to do, are all right here in front of you so if you settle down and let you mind take a break, there are gonna be far less mistakes sit…
Read Moresome days i hate being a Christian/but not for long
some days i hate being a Christian, when acting out would make me feel better in the short term when i could just tell everyone what i think and where they can put it, and i have done just that, only to find my feelings weren’t factual………………………i have half the…
Read Moreto do hard things/for C.,P.,and Fiddle
to do hard things is where the ”gold” is found in life to feel pain increase rather than decrease even though you know what you are doing is right to have emotion burst forth that is impossible to contain, caring little what others may think to wear the hollow eyes…
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