hey, i need to pray

that’s what i say, ”hey God i need to pray” and that is how i start my day it’s not a recitation of some rehearsed lines that aren’t particular to me i say what i need to say and try not to complain everything i have or will have is…

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God showed up

wasn’t looking good, i was failing the test helping some friends was turning into a mess and i remember when my best efforts aren’t getting it i stop……………..and pray well it wasn’t an immediate turn around but i kept plodding along and a few things that weren’t cooperating fell into…

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otiose

God forgive that i should live with no purpose nor report to pass each day as in a play that takes on the whims of my heart to face the end and have no idea where i have been with little regard for my breath, rather God had not been…

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come talk with me

this man inside who lives in my head, hides in the bushes and under my bed…………and he keeps throwing out ideas i would rather not have hey, sit down and talk with me i can tell you are nervous, what do you fear, i can’t ask you to leave you…

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every once in a while

every once in a while i hit a lick that causes my heart to skip a beat and though i hear no other applause, this soul of mine gives pause to say i appreciate the little gifts God sends my way and that’s enough encouragement for me you see when…

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clean out your head

an occasion was such that we needed to move the fridge and to our surprise what we found was this old remnants of dust and debris, such that would make a sailor, sick at sea so we cleaned and moved it back into place and as we did a notion…

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hard and fast never lasts

i would have not believed that i could see a time when the truth was better left unsaid when a moral code serves no other purpose but to convict, and that conviction is not timely nor proper…………….let it go when you take the badge off as enforcer of the truth…

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in my prime

imagine after all this time, i can actually claim to be in my prime because from where i sit i am not longing to go nor forget which affords me the comfort and ease to be okay with me no longer torn between darkness and the dawn, the light inside…

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muzzled

generally when i am compelled to speak, it is a good bet my ”EGO” wishes to seek relief by lashing out with a diatribe about my beliefs which no one cares about but me silence is power

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Sesquipedalian

the words grew legs and crawled into your head your verbiage is such that no one knows what you said and although your knowledge of the language is at your command \ no one knows what you are saying…………….so no one gives a damn professor come down from the podium…

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not Einstein

SO you had a good day, the Spirit sent you a number to play, seems like everything is going your way………….don’t let it go to your head most of us have moments of clarity where it’s easier to follow the course, but take your eyes off the road to wave…

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news flash:”shoe thief strikes again and again”…………..

i hate to break it 2 ya, but here’s the news, your worst enemy is wearing your shoes he didn’t steal them and they are the right size and u have to deal with the knots he has tied you get up in the morning and he has already dressed…

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God’s Janitor

i was not given spirituality to take the stage and preach to thee rather to go about my day walking His walk and cleaning up messes along the way a harsh word, a despairing thought can be cleaned up with a smile and a soft touch and not to be…

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fading away

Papa is fading, he’s going away, where he is going i cannot say as he travels along through his day, i often remind him that he is loved by many,in so many ways Papa is fading he forgets my name, the children don’t understand what’s happening to him, they only…

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Mr. T

the tiger got out of his pen again, didn’t kill anyone but he mauled a friend……..there is some talk that this is the end because he keeps getting out of his pen they tried electrifying the fence and surveillance cameras around the enclosure but he still manages to escape so…

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not interested

not interested in your issue nor your attitude you say you don’t have a problem, in that case you’re screwed because if you don’t recognize that you are a little off kilt, then you can continue on your merry way and i’ll hang out with someone else i don’t appreciate…

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clarity:cleaning the lens

i am coming to clarity by clearing away the debris that blocks my vision and keeps me from an accurate understanding of what i see distorted thinking and my companion ”fear ” escort me through my daily walk and constantly utter restraining thoughts that i must send away,…. or they…

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all in…….

limited myself by letting God help in some of my affairs where He was involved things seemed to evolve almost with the least amount of effort so it makes sense i would say, to let God play in every quarter of the game and yet i take Him out thinking…

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yo’/sailor

i am the master of this ship, from time to time i run aground so i have to wait for the tide to change to turn this boat around i set out on this voyage to be the best i can, and as soon as i left the dock the…

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surrender #10946392

humbling to admit it’s true, but only after i have done all i can do, do i accept the fact, that i need You and come i could go on and on and berate myself for taking so long but stubborn as i am…………i think i have a plan what…

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interesting to watch

my life is interesting because of you…………and what you do and don’t do it inspires me when i watch you and how your life is broadened by the things you do i am not as interested in what you say…………..so often words take the magic away……..by trying to describe something…

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beliefs are worthless….if you don’t practice them

oh of course you have your beliefs and that is great you do, but if you don’t use them…….what good are they to you you know how to handle situations and yet they get the best of you……..so all that information, and all the reading that you do might as…

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on it’s way

i prayed today for a way out of the situation i’m in and so with confidence i wait to see the path you clear asking that you mark it plainly to leave no room for doubt it is the direction you want me to take and i will follow your…

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all expectations are unrealistic

i heard you protest before i finished the title……………but in fact… are they not to have an expectation one must assume…………therein lies the folly because a + b = c yesterday may make it a good bet, but it is no guarantee what a pleasure it would be if i…

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prostitute

i and constantly surprised at how my thinking changes when similar things happen to me………………………………..ttucro i go to work each day, doing a job i really like and am pretty skilled at…………the person who is the owner and person i report to is a bully and super control freak………………………we have…

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doesn’t take much

amazing to me, it doesn’t take much to lift or suppress to offer a hand to help or push, to speak a kind word or choose to be harsh there is not a great distance between up and down it just seems that way when you are trying to find…

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i’ll pray for you

i’ll pray for you………….even though i don’t want to because that is what you have taught me to do and i follow what you say, because it has proved to be a blessing to me i set aside what my fears and resentments what me to do and instead of…

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hide and seek

there are things one should retain and those that should fade away when one continues to endeavor in games that only children should play we acquire advanced skills never intended to display, and we becomes masters in,…………………………………….games only children should play adept in hiding from the truth as well as…

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captured by words

words have me enthralled and have owned since i was young they take me places i have never been and help me understand what i have learned i let them hold me captive because it is with them i am free, to travel across the universe or sit with them…

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the gamblers creed

i watched Gus as he walked from a room down the hall, i said well Gus how did the cards fall and he said ”tonight they kissed someone else, but that’s okay, i stayed true to myself……i didn’t let my emotions come in and i didn’t lose more than i…

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