can’t doesn’t work for me

i know it it’s not offensive to most, but when i am told i can’t it sits in my craw a better way to accept in this head, is ”i prefer not to” i can rob a bank, i can steal a car, i can be unfaithful, i can take…

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careful what you keep

doesn’t serve me will to become attached to things, it’s okay for me to use them to accomplish tasks and chores………but i try to keep the perspective that are only as good as the service they provide i don’t worship my car,or my home nor my possessions, they are mere…

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erudite

i’m not sure i agree, so i’ll take the time to find out for me/ though you may interpret it as such, after a little digging, you’re out to lunch so why would i depend on you to do for me what only i can do, if i want to…

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INCHOATE SPIRITUALITY

MEANS NOT COMPLETE……………….NEVER WILL BE BUT WHAT HAS HAPPENED IS A BETTER VERSION OF ME I CAN’T AT THIS POINT MOVE PHYSICAL OBJECTS BY CONCENTRATED THOUGHT BUT I CAN CHANGE MY MIND I CONTINUE ON THIS JOURNEY WITH NO PLANNED DESTINATION OR SCHEDULE, JUST A WILLINGNESS TO ENJOY THE SCENERY…

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ONLY AS GOOD AS FOLLOWED

THE BEST DIRECTIONS IN THE WORLD…….ARE ONLY AS GOOD AS FOLLOWED……………..SO IF YOU SEEK MY ADVICE I WILL FIRST DETERMINE, IF YOU ARE LISTENING. IF I CAN’T FINISH A THOUGHT BEFORE YOU HAVE TO INTERJECT, THEN I AM IN FRONT OF A COMPLAINER AND IT ISN’T GOING TO GET ANY…

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ROAD CLOSURE

i put up signs in my mind this road is temporarily closed, you see the thoughts were coming to me were not benefiting the cause. so with the utmost practice i have found my mind isn’t always my friend, sometimes it’s a confidant and often throws things into a spin.…

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RECITIVIST

I KEEP GOING BACK TO THINGS THAT ATTACK THE PERSON I WOULD LIKE TO BE/ FREE FROM THE PULL OF HABITS THAT RULE MY LIFE AND PERSONALITY/ SO I HAVE MANAGED TO DELETE THE ONES THAT WOULD DELETE MY EXISTENCE ON THIS PLANE TO SLOW AND STEADY DIMINISHING OF MY…

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merry-go-round

round and round and up and down you wonder why you can’t find a fix, you want to talk around the problem but not actually about the problem because someone might be offended. i have come to a conclusion that i have found one thing people are more afraid of…

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how ’bout now

how ’bout now, that a bumps in the road, and you have to make adjustments to handle the load, are you going down the ”pour me lane” or are you accepting that you are getting a little rain. crops need water if they are going to grow and maybe you…

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ouch

i can’t hurt you without hurting me/so i’m better off to let you be/as time passes i am able to see/if i don’t hurt you then i don’t hurt me the initial rush from an anger outburst is followed by the realization that my emotions have had their way with…

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flip the switch

you have a choice so take a shot, because what you have is keeping you blocked, from being able to see there are good things happening, but you have covered them up with self-pity. staying stuck is up to you, there is not a lot we can do, because we…

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still

i am right here, right now and i don’t care or need to be anywhere else. their is no turmoil inside of me that would keep keep the wheel spinning in my mind. grateful for the peace and presence of a life that is somewhat new to me. no longer…

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self sufficient/self disaster

a smart man will give the power back to the source from which it came, with that respect he can expect to have all the strength he needs. to face any issue this life to him may bring, resting in the confidence, the ”Source” will make a way. for a…

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in your pocket

keep me in your pocket and always know i’m there, now let’s be straight it’s not because i’m such a good guy or because i care. those things are true but lets be above board and frank……….we just connect with each other and we just seem to relate. you have…

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price includes shipping

the information you need, according to what you said, can probably best be found by hitting your knees when you get out of bed. i never for moment want you to entertain or think that i have the answers to the problems in a day. i have learned my best…

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that man was me

that man who use to make a stand against all who followed another path, that man was me that man who was so confused he couldn’t sit still long enough to see, that man was me that man’s first response was how is this going to affect me, that man…

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i can/so i will

i can help you weather the storm………………….so i will i can relate to what’s going on ……………………..so i will i can help untangle the knots that seem to have you bound………..so i will i can be a friend without judgment or opinion………………….so i will these things that i offer you…

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wishful thinking

i know you desperately what it to be a certain way and i acknowledge your sincerity, but the best intentions in the world won’t make a lie a reality. you dream in ideologies that time does not support and the greater good is an admirable thought but the structure has…

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MULE

take stock of what you carry along this road of life, one can only carry so much/what we wish to add is contingent on what we are presently carrying/choose your load carefully/your life and the quality of it lies therein careful what you ask the mule to carry

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i hurt too

when my brother is distraught, i dare not turn away, for it is my duty as a friend to suffer through the pain with him. it is not in my power to take his suffering away, but i care help him carry the load until he finds his way. i…

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echo

these words i throw around with such ease, always seem to return to me. those that were unkind or harsh often seem to return as darts. what they help me see is most of what i say is only important to me. if i place a filter between my tongue…

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thread

there is a thread that stretches further than my mind can see. connects me to a power source that never loses conductivity. through all the storms i’ve faced and all the calamities, one thing has never wavered and that’s the connection that thread has with me. some say it’s just…

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sliding board of life

i watched my grandchild climb the steps to take her to the top. looking down, just like the rest of us, her fear makes her want to stop. witnessing those who have gone before with apparent joy and no injury, after a few words of encouragement that fear is history.…

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change is happening

i have to remind myself constantly, change is happening, i just can’t see. those leaves on the tree don’t look any different to me, but in a few weeks their colors will change. most of the time change is slow, and we aren’t aware there is change going on, just…

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fish aren’t biting/ not taking the bait

the fish aren’t biting, we aren’t taking the bait, so i hope you will stop fishing and try to relate. sit down and eye to eye, let’s decide on ”how”and ”why” and perhaps in a open conversation we can uncover the reason you are looking for someone to slaughter. You…

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ask a friend/for Metoxsu

there are many things i don’t understand, and in the past i would throw up my hands………….but i have found a better way to push through, ask a friend. there are certain things i have to do and other things i just don’t have a clue, so after i have…

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now you know

what will you do ? something moved uncovered a thing that was causing problems but had been out of view. what will you do when you find something new that needs attention. now it isn’t always possible to drop everything and focus your attention on that single thing…………. but it’s…

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on your way up…..look down

on your way up to the mountaintop, don’t forget to look down for things you may have dropped. it would be good to pay attention to the different things you pass, some things only grow in the valley and you might not see them again. just a suggestion, you seem…

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reckless abandon

so you feel you have found the fountain, the diamonds and goal of life well if you believe that, then why isn’t everything right the reason i am challenging you, is that i believe what you say is true you have been so self-assured, i got on board with you…

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omphalos

was with God and was sent to this place to cavort and interact with the human race given a choice to see if i would seek a path back to the center the beginning of me the newness, the excitement, the challenges, the thrills easily convinced me that all was…

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