don’t even try
i am a Christian just like you, but bro don’t try and tell me you know what God would do/He doesn’t consult me and He doesn’t consult you so to even to suggest we know how God does the things He needs to do is like walking through a swamp…
Read Morepreparation H
not very pleasant, but ignoring it won’t make it go away so we can describe those issues as ”preparation h” and we will keep our minds open to find a way out of this grave……. you continue to dig that was the plan but their was one little hitch, you…
Read Moreit’s okay, just say ”no”
age has given me the opportunity to see that sometimes discernment means putting my ideas aside in favor of more suitable plans/ i appreciate you honesty and your ”no” was sufficient to me /because your perspective was different than mine/ so i took up the role as a support soldier…
Read Moresilence: the barometer of spiritual fitness
i can quickly access my spiritual fitness when i am in silence and still the ease or dis…ease i feel is an appropriate gauge of the state of peace that exists within and with my surroundings to feel anxious or uneasy is a sure sign that there is some tension…
Read Moresniper/ for westover tony
on a lark, i dialed your number while scrolling through my phone/your girlfriend and co-junkie answered and i asked if you were home. i knew that when i called you it would be doubtful you could be found and sure enough she slowly said 6 months ago ”i put Tony…
Read Moremy dog talks
my dogs talks in a different way/and we have been together long enough that i hear what he says/and he lets me know when i need to pay attention/ and when it was just a ”noise” my dog knows things that i don’t know and he can do things that…
Read Morenix the silk flowers
there is only one thing i trust or accept that doesn’t change……God i see the beauty of a flower or tree and know it has but a season, as we ourselves…….that realization coaxes me to take time to look, see and appreciate just like plants, people change and if not,…
Read Morealmost……..a Christian
i read the Bible and i feel it’s strength and the good thoughts it gives, wash over me and i feel refreshed and complete and then i leave home and walk in the streets. the streets and the people who tread them, often don’t care what you believe or what…
Read Morelike is deceptive
”like” isn’t always your friend……………..and sometimes it can do you in, keep you from moving on to ”better” many of the things that call me to a higher thought process and influence my actions, initially i find myself recoiling from…….because i don’t like the effort required to achieve them…………..often i…
Read Moreblame game
you had your part as well as i, but that only isolates and divides, and if we want to move forward……………..we have to move past blame blame can be associated with ”flame” because it torches wherever it goes and the scorched remains of those involved are unlikely to be productive…
Read Morewait until you can see
stop walking in the dark, wait until you can see/ the scars on your arms and legs are a good indicator to me i know it not easy to be patient for the light, but is apparent to me that’s the only way it will work out right/doesn’t mean you…
Read Morethe ”present”
the ”present” greets me as i awaken from my sleep gives me the opportunity to see and witness things i have never seen i use to spend a fair amount of time looking for adventure and new experiences……………..walking by treasures that went unnoticed because i was searching for them this…
Read MoreYou know what to do with me
sometimes it’s humbling but plain to see, i don’t know what to do with me. that used to be a big problem with consequences to exhaustive to recant, so let’s just say left to my own devices things didn’t always go well. so a friend suggested when uncertain he had…
Read Morecan’t doesn’t work for me
i know it it’s not offensive to most, but when i am told i can’t it sits in my craw a better way to accept in this head, is ”i prefer not to” i can rob a bank, i can steal a car, i can be unfaithful, i can take…
Read Morecareful what you keep
doesn’t serve me will to become attached to things, it’s okay for me to use them to accomplish tasks and chores………but i try to keep the perspective that are only as good as the service they provide i don’t worship my car,or my home nor my possessions, they are mere…
Read MoreINCHOATE SPIRITUALITY
MEANS NOT COMPLETE……………….NEVER WILL BE BUT WHAT HAS HAPPENED IS A BETTER VERSION OF ME I CAN’T AT THIS POINT MOVE PHYSICAL OBJECTS BY CONCENTRATED THOUGHT BUT I CAN CHANGE MY MIND I CONTINUE ON THIS JOURNEY WITH NO PLANNED DESTINATION OR SCHEDULE, JUST A WILLINGNESS TO ENJOY THE SCENERY…
Read MoreONLY AS GOOD AS FOLLOWED
THE BEST DIRECTIONS IN THE WORLD…….ARE ONLY AS GOOD AS FOLLOWED……………..SO IF YOU SEEK MY ADVICE I WILL FIRST DETERMINE, IF YOU ARE LISTENING. IF I CAN’T FINISH A THOUGHT BEFORE YOU HAVE TO INTERJECT, THEN I AM IN FRONT OF A COMPLAINER AND IT ISN’T GOING TO GET ANY…
Read MoreROAD CLOSURE
i put up signs in my mind this road is temporarily closed, you see the thoughts were coming to me were not benefiting the cause. so with the utmost practice i have found my mind isn’t always my friend, sometimes it’s a confidant and often throws things into a spin.…
Read MoreRECITIVIST
I KEEP GOING BACK TO THINGS THAT ATTACK THE PERSON I WOULD LIKE TO BE/ FREE FROM THE PULL OF HABITS THAT RULE MY LIFE AND PERSONALITY/ SO I HAVE MANAGED TO DELETE THE ONES THAT WOULD DELETE MY EXISTENCE ON THIS PLANE TO SLOW AND STEADY DIMINISHING OF MY…
Read Moremerry-go-round
round and round and up and down you wonder why you can’t find a fix, you want to talk around the problem but not actually about the problem because someone might be offended. i have come to a conclusion that i have found one thing people are more afraid of…
Read Morehow ’bout now
how ’bout now, that a bumps in the road, and you have to make adjustments to handle the load, are you going down the ”pour me lane” or are you accepting that you are getting a little rain. crops need water if they are going to grow and maybe you…
Read Moreflip the switch
you have a choice so take a shot, because what you have is keeping you blocked, from being able to see there are good things happening, but you have covered them up with self-pity. staying stuck is up to you, there is not a lot we can do, because we…
Read Moreself sufficient/self disaster
a smart man will give the power back to the source from which it came, with that respect he can expect to have all the strength he needs. to face any issue this life to him may bring, resting in the confidence, the ”Source” will make a way. for a…
Read Morein your pocket
keep me in your pocket and always know i’m there, now let’s be straight it’s not because i’m such a good guy or because i care. those things are true but lets be above board and frank……….we just connect with each other and we just seem to relate. you have…
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