Acceptance…… little to do with like…

I know there are reasons…… Care to fill me in….. You aren’t responding so I guessing it’s not time to begin Plenty of times I’ve trusted you and you have never let me down I wish that previous evidence was enough to chase away my complaint But this human thing gets me every time when…

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In the silence…..

In the silence……I pray that God will help me stay Away from anything that separates me from Him it is so easy to slide into old patterns and behaviors that I can justify by thinking ā€œ well I’m working towards thatā€ā€¦..interpreted as ā€œjust thinking about itā€ ā€You coming with me……or notā€ā€¦ā€¦. My spirit says, ā€œDon’t…

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the monster……gets a new role

There is a monster that resides in me and for some time I let him roam free he kept bringing things back to me…..mostly broken hearts šŸ’” so I tried to make him see…..his antics weren’t helping me…… he laughed and said I was to blame because I was the one who instigated this game…

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Full Circle ā­•ļøā€¦#777

I cannot deny the effects of time….. but it is one thing I don’t fight….. what a ride……what … a flight yep …..I was right (for once) it is what you make it watching my mother decline to her second childhood……I reflect on my own journey and before I get there…I’m making a point to…

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Missing Person….

I recognize the form…. Recognize the face but what happened to the brother with whom I was raised? When did you decide it was okay just to exist….I remember a time when an addiction had we whipped…..but I rallied myself because I wanted to live. I appreciate the gift of being able to breathe and…

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The Space Between…

Distance from someone can be a great time to reflect sort through the things you have framed and hang them in your mind visiting them quite often the gallery helps to dull the discomfort of the space between shoring up the hopes of one….perhaps two that it is only a matter of time before there…

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Spinning wheels……

It’s a far cry from a longing…… to a doing once you begin to uncover and rediscover dreams you wouldn’t let go of…..and finally act on them well things just fall in place….. because of your stubbornness and determination to let them happen not make them happen so I am headed somewhere …..and I firmly…

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Postponed

I decided my mind needed to be postponed the thoughts it was sending wouldn’t leave me alone so I gave it a warning that this nonsense couldn’t go on so until further notice………….. my mind is postponed   ttucro

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