Warehousing the ELDERLY

I pray when it’s time for me to go it will be a quiet and quick end to my “show” May I live to be remembered as a “caring and thoughtful soul”…… that that may be pushing it “ I dabbled on the high wire and often I fell but I got myself together and…

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Heuristic Life

“God forbid that I should have lived…. Never owning or deserving a scar ttucro I would like to say……I pray attention to those people placed in my path…. But that would be a lie so my tendency is to do it my way and deal with the repercussions and go from there…..and I have the…

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Embarrassed to be a fraud

I would love to tell you that I am accomplished at being loving, kind and considerate…… but that would make Pinociho trustworthy I would love to say my heart goes out to the elderly and the people dealing with dibilitating illnesses…..and something goes out ….. perhaps concern but that’s about it I think much of…

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Surrender to Win

I am expected to do the best I can…..with the situations I find at hand but what I cannot control or change to my benefit then I am now at a time when I surrender to “it” sounds like being defeated but “defeat” happens when I am overwhelmed and confused because I am unwilling to…

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Sad for you ……let go

I feel sad for you because you won’t let go I did what I did and the “why “ you know…..so own your mistakes…… like I’m trying to own mine we identified the problems but that’s as far as it went…….there was no resolution an we pretended everything was fine and the same issues kept…

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Soothsayer

What to predict the future….. first look at the past                  If you don’t like what you find  better make some changes fast sounds so intuitive and we all want a meaningful life but if you’ve been doing certain stuff for a long time be prepared……it will take…

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My Father’s Shoes

My Father has a system about caring for his shoes…..amongst other things it was quite a procedure He was a quirky guy…. that embraced his peculiarities……. It was who and what he was It’s quite common to hear people nowadays call their their family as “ dysfunctional” my father’s home life was a zoo 3…

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Nightmare: “the only one on earth “

I awoke in my dream to a stillness that was confusing…. Eerie nothing was moving except Stuart the “wonder dog” who coaxed me out of bed to pee it was early but by this time life was happening and people were moving….. not today a walk from my camper van with Stu in tow revealed…

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Smoke Signals

Impossible to send smoke signals if there isn’t any fire so we must keep tending it….. or it will expire And there’s nothing worse than trying to communicate when they is much to say and the fire has gone out…… no signals today grab a bucket 🪣 of water and dowse the coals to be…

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