Never weaker then when you’re angry, but Time doesn’t care
I watch you in your hospital bed and it conjures up many thoughts and confirms my lack of power to change or control the reality that you are in the final stages I see myself in the same situation and I find it unnerving at best Time doesn’t care about your needs…your wants or your…
Read MoreRip Vanwinkle
Are you comfortable with the person you wake up to…………yourself ttucro
Read MoreMonkeys don’t sell bananas…..
So simple even an animal can see I have no right to sell what was freely given to me trying to profit from others in need will end in great frustration and will only cause harm to me so there is much to be learned from observing a simple animal in a tree whatever I…
Read MoreBetween the Raindrops
I walk between the raindrops……they don’t bother me they have their place…..and I have mine , we let each other be I hear them pass by me as they accurately measure my steps and I walk in cadence just in case they slip so we honor each other’s presence with the highest degree of respect…
Read MoreGet over yourself
We humans are a peculiar bunch all our lives we pursue the goal of independence off the clock….. of the constraints of work or commitments and we get there and we don’t feel we are worthy we aren’t structured enough….. focused enough or doing enough Tired of beating myself up because I realized my dream…
Read MoreOut of my hands………thank God
My life no longer belongs to me the previous manager has been fired seems he had a tendency to lump the good with the bad yes there is a distinction….. like muddying the water in the stream it still flows but you can’t drink it…… because it isn’t clean so I accepted this new offer…
Read MoreSmoke Signals
It is incumbent that I am aware that I send messages by what I do and what I don’t do I tried to fool myself that if my mouth didn’t abuse others that I was doing well …… but what was my demeanor saying……. My facial expressions and my body language? My attitude is palpable…
Read MoreThe Gate
The Gate in its proper state allows entrance and prohibits escape but I am Master of my pen and I decide what to exclude and what to let in Much teaching has afforded me discretion of what is good and what is bad for me so as you stand by the gate please be apprised…
Read MoreThe Distance….. in my head
Occasionally I dread….. the distance in my head when everything and everyone seem far away…. nothing has moved and I accept that it’s me driving……..the distance in my head ——————————————————————————- at one point before I got honest with myself….I attributed it to others and their behavior towards me…….which was an easy out, but caused more…
Read MoreBefore I go…..
“ before I go I want to know what I can take and what I can leave behind” I plied this question to the wind snd the answer came in a soft refrain “the good you set in motion carries on and on… the good you set in motion carries on” “that is all you…
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