Almost David…….continued

I had so many traps that hindered me no one to blame but myself In an effort to get along I gave away large pieces of myself never thought like this before this time out has allowed me to see When we go against ourselves I am lying to you and me People misconstrue an…

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Should have.. would have..

I thought I spread my wings when I was younger but I got caught in the riptide of other peoples lives I don’t blame them….    I blame myself I spent the majority of my life trying to be things I’m not But I’m off the ground now..    this bird is in flight don’t…

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No Man’s Land..

The stark truth.. the women my age are either knitting or going to a book club.. the women I’m attracted to ….  I could be their father Welcome to No Man’s Land almost david

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Thinly Veiled….

I approached the direction of the van as just revisiting and remembering the events that took place here…… concerning two relationships leaving an A.A. meeting I inadvertently passed the home of a daughter of one of the participants….. thought about stopping but I know it would have been received poorly as still another futile attempt…

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Telling your heart…… No

The personal quest to unite with another is a treacherous course to maneuver One path leads to an overwhelming desire on one part…….yours Another path leads to an overwhelming desire on their part…. Not yours the elixir that has the right amount of fear and faith is a concoction that only the Angels can provide….…

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Consider

For a while I was afraid of the voices in my head I suppose that for some reason I was fearful because I alternatively went from listening and acting upon and / or repulsion from some of the chatter I have embraced the concept of lower and higher self my fears and lack of understanding…

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Swimming in the Air

I watch a huge Walrus swimming and he comes back to the window to stare at me……damn he knows he can spot another swimmer I’m not as well equipped but I have managed I swim when my interpretation of certain events leads me to waters that are over my head l am drowning… so I…

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Advocating…….

I try not to invade the space others reserve for their opinions i merely wish to suggest an alternative to mild non violent offenders initially being incarcerated for first offense incidents The Human Zoo The necessities of course would be provided in a no frills 10 x10 shelter …… heated by provided wood and cooled…

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Off the beaten path…..

It isn’t long in coming the realization that there are no strangers off the beaten path only friends that have yet to meet the common bond is the desire to see the unseen to witness the spiritual splendor of the world seldom witnessed after traveling “ the path “ for a bit those travelers become…

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