Re awakening ā€¦ā€¦.. daily routine

Sometimes I find myself in a spin taking the world to seriously There are many things I find disconcerting Then the matter goes into the ā€œWhat can you do about it fileā€ I do what I can and what I canā€™t I accept that frees me from the illusion that Iā€™m in control Re awakening…

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Leaving the scene of an accident

I decided to leave the scene of this accident and start to heal and start over the ā€œkingā€ of starting over would suggest Iā€™m afraid to weather the storms in a relationship that isnā€™t trueā€¦ā€¦.. Iā€™ll go through a few floods, A hurricane or twoā€¦..and even an ā€œiceā€ storm but out of self respect and…

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a smaller filing cabinet

I realize the importance of accepting, and implementing the knowledge we garner from our experiences but I donā€™t need to label, determine suitable categories and file every thing that happens in my life keep the big stuff close, learn from the little stuff and forget about filing it just live the best you can  …

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Nobody told meā€¦ā€¦

Nobody told me when I was young that things would happen that make no sense Ā Nobody told me that people I loved would become people I donā€™t recognize nobody told me that life would turn me and mold me into a better person and it wasnā€™t always going to be a process I would enjoy…

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Painter

I paint a picture in my mind when you are far away I try to imagine colors that are muted because I know you appreciate a softer palette then the fireworks I am drawn to we both know how different we are I think the connection is appreciation for what we arenā€™t and considering a…

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I Heard youā€¦ā€¦..4c

I heard you but I canā€™t see you you words bring more confusion than clarity And the more you say the faster you fade away you are disappearing I tried to hang on but the commercials got to long and you wouldnā€™t change the channel your subscription ran out and I couldnā€™t bring myself to…

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Tutelary

I intend to protect the years I have spent trying to breathe under water they are my best gage when to turn the page and start over these are taxing events but I refuse to settle for less than fulfilling so again I clear the path to the direction I wish to head in what…

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Pull the Cord

I see you jumped from the plane but your parachute didnā€™t open do you realize you are falling do you feel the wind you are coming closer to the ground please pull the cord before you hit Your parachute didnā€™t open ttucro

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Mental Gumballs

When I was young playing with friends the wind would would start blowing and the bombardment would begin between the acorns and gumballs we scattered like flies and tried to take cover and put our hands over our eyes when it stopped blowing we all had survived and now that Iā€™m older I remember those…

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