Everything I do is genius…….until it doesn’t work ttucro

 People that are always in control of their emotions…..scare me Something inside of them is dead……. I am not a robot……I hurt…..,I feel…..I get overwhelmed…….I cry…..I laugh……and if something touches my heart it shows i try to leave trivial out of this process….. but things that mean something……matter to me…..beyond comfortable……trumps schedules…..and convenience……. and not…

I’m pulling the reins little heart your running to fast we have discussed this before and you promised you would relax but I understand what you are trying to do……but you have to accept…….it always takes two So hurrying the process is a bad use of your time…..accepting that is perhaps the correct path to…

Walking the tightrope of being older……..with a young heart……. Humbling to say the least……….if you know what I mean……. Good luck on the high wire…….you are going to fall good luck in your recovery ttucro

Maybe there will be a time…….when I stop having conversations with people that aren’t there……maybe ttucro

Once I made the mistake of “pretend” and I lost the essence of who I am and after much complaint I managed to regain that which I had lost and trying to become extraordinarily for someone else …..I became ordinary and usual being everything to everyone isn’t possible…..but I will strive to be everything that…

Tell me those things that have become intricate parts of your life that you cannot live without….. Then please show me how to have them ttucro

“Damn ………….hope I did the right thing”…….catching backup to reality……I sense the second thoughts syndrome spinning and spamming you bought into the picturesque description of the possibilities…….  That are indeed there…. Time will flush out the grouse if the are hiding in brush……it’s just hard to see everything when you turn out the lights it’s…

Little by little the things that become ordinary slowly slip away…..like sand through a hourglass the connection of touch becomes random at best and rarely intentional and you don’t even realize it…..you just get numb and complacent…. watching a young couple in the gym struggle to keep their hands off of each other and frequently…

Feeling my oats……I decided to try……so I gathered myself and kissed the sky Her response…’was wondering what took you long…..the only things you cannot do …..are the limits you place on you…..so anytime you want to try……remember you kissed the sky” yes I did ….and will again ttucro