Sometimes you have to stop…living and just be ….. my makeup is such that I can be okay with you being you….. but if you walk a different set of values then I embrace… I won’t label you as wrong or bad you just won’t be walking with me simple values…nothing anyone with the slightest…

The reality is time we spent was an illusion because it is apparent to me you were just acting doing the essentials enough to get by…. Everything we superficial…..pretend not a game a person who professes “love” would be a participant in Never knew you and looking back there were clues but I dismissed them…

Umm…. I tried drinking copious amounts of water and chewing thoroughly but the crap you spewed just wouldn’t go down…. so I know enough to examine my thoughts and motives and under close scrutiny…. I wasn’t able to pin it on me……I did wait too long to remove myself from the situation….. from the faulty…

Your life will reflect where you invest your time Ttucro

When you feel that the world has done you wrong and every conversation sounds like a country song take a moment and write a list of stuff you forget and add it up did you have a place to sleep…… did you have something to eat….. do you have a few bucks and a car…

I’m sure you’ll replay the tapes from the last few months and try to determine exactly what it was all about…… To try and recall any particular moments that wedge in your head and seem to be, at least for now, fixed in your mind… Perhaps to rake through your behavior and scrutinize any improper…

They “label” people or things if they align with political parties or viewed as “advanced” or “dated,” but you never hear “ right” or “wrong.” Because people are afraid of those labels. You will hear them say “ well that doesn’t work for me” or everyone has the right to choose their own path, and…

Society has a way to legitimize the most outrageous behavior if enough people buy into it…..the thinking, “ we will make room for anything and anyone” thinking inclusion will hold the society together…. too self directed to realize it actually will be its undoing. Ttucro

I know you were about to burst and I decided to wait until the pipe ruptured…….and it did All the lies and psychological abuse wouldn’t stay in the box you tried to put it in and I knew that going in and was preparing myself to listen without comment….. hopefully showing I was paying attention…

Well I suppose I could lament about the things I would rather forget….. but then those times would be in vain and nothing would be gained…. and I just can’t look at it that way Some mistakes were made by impulsive decisions that paid no attention to the warning signs all around me…. Some were…