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Iām sad for youā¦.. move on
Didnāt turn out like you wantedā¦ā¦. But somehow you missed the cluesā¦. Ā I kept trying to tell youā¦ to loud.. .. Ā but it never Ā mattered to youā¦. Now the tapes are rolling in your mindā¦ā¦..Iāve had those tapes tooā¦..I accepted and made peace with mineā¦. we both could have done betterā¦. Ā You know that as…
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There is something magical when the sum is greater than the partsā¦ā¦and it isā¦.. when we are willing to extend ourselves and it feels natural and comfortableā¦ā¦thatās a good indication that something or someone else is important to you when that conscious concern is expressed and evidentā¦ā¦the ordinary becomes extraordinary and life takes on a…
Read MoreI learned the hard wayā¦ā¦
Itās not so bad when I recollect the many times I have slipped and let my emotions overstepā¦..but it was worth it because now I acceptā¦ā¦it had to be this way to learn on any given day that if I donāt seek to be led, I stray and struggle to get back on track and…
Read MoreMurky
Walking along the stream the recent rains have left the creek murky and viewing the objects and animals below is impossibleā¦ā¦ As I continue walking I can reflect how my life has been on the murky side for the past several monthsā¦ā¦.but the rains have stopped and the path forward is clearerā¦ā¦ Often in life…
Read MoreNot sitting on a nailā¦ā¦..
I got use to sitting on a nailā¦ā¦trying to please others and hurting myself ā¦ ā¦ took a lot of courage and a commitment to liveā¦..and I had the right to expect respect for the things I giveā¦.. people were surprised, I had been sitting for so long and they thought I had gotten comfortableā¦.…
Read MoreYou found itā¦ā¦
That little piece of myself that I was keeping safeā¦ā¦ had to have a prudent reserveā¦ā¦ just in case In case the bottom fell out and I was left aloneā¦..just needed a tether to keep me from falling down but you kept knocking and I resolved to let you in and feeling better about myselfā¦ā¦..the…
Read MoreFinger Paintingā¦ā¦
The fact is that we never stop putting our hands and fingers in things trying to arrange them to our likingā¦ā¦ finger painting sometimes the colors are wrong and we misalign themā¦.creating puddles of confusionā¦ā¦ occasionally we are in harmony and our hands and eyes work together to create pools of possibilities and we see…
Read MoreThe Sycamore Treeā¦..
When this world does a number on meā¦ā¦.you will find me down by the Sycamore Tree ā¦ā¦ through the years Iāve spent many hours there and itās always been there for meā¦ā¦.my oldest friend, the Sycamore Treeā¦ā¦ A few years ago the river flooded the creek and I was afraid I would lose my treeā¦ā¦…
Read MoreEvergreen
I examine the trees and the nature around me as I stroll through the woods with my dogā¦.. In these winter months everything is stark and rigid ā¦.. bracing for the coldā¦.. but not the evergreen treeā¦.. the wind ruffles its branches and it waves to me in its vivid greenā¦ā¦flaunting its defiance of the…
Read MoreLong Armsā¦ā¦
I suppose it sounds crazyā¦ā¦. but perhaps you might understandā¦ā¦.sometimes it seems your arms are always around meā¦ā¦. Everywhere When I go about my day and do the things required of me ā¦ā¦ā¦a feeling of care and warmth envelopes meā¦ā¦.. you must have very long arms Not going to spend a lot of time explaining…
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